chilly cold

still got ice in my cup yall

y’all i’m intoxicated and everything is funny .

why is my bluesky the fandoms of dan and phil, twenty one pilots, and robby????

being shown off different leathers

another day where i wanna detach from reality and think i can muster up a banger

my birthday is next month and i’m stressed about it

a dream that i had had me waking up stressing about my possibilities of being able to go to college or not (i was homeschooled and didn’t have the best time with it and then found out my “diploma” isn’t “legit”)

it’s feeling like to successfully live in this economy i either need to figure out how to get lucky enough to pop off and become known or live in a house with a group

i’ve got like 3 friends here,,, hello to y’all

sometimes i wake up in a mood that’s almost hopeful but then it just feels delusional cuz what am i thinking?

kinda wondering if halloween is gonna happen this year,,,, we’ve got decorations happening but i don’t know if we’re gonna have trick or treaters or if anyone gonna come over to hang out or anything,,,, could be fun maybe but also the conditions of living,,,,,

update i was able to fix it now it’s slay again

my laptop is now wanting to freak out and i cannot tell what is happening so how do edit????

i’m almost doing something???? somehow made a song sound fast and slow at the same time??? (in a weird way,,,, i need to fix it)

also my phone is being without a screen protector for the first time since i got it and it feels so bare????? (my old screen protector was busted up so bad tho it pretty much started to prevent me from being able to use my phone)

rewatching twilight and wha- help?????

fun fact about me: i’m deaf in my left ear completely with this- everyday i realize how hard it is to actually navigate (with communication and with sense of direction)

why are lights turning on by themselves in my household 🤔

what if traveling wasn’t expensive

good mythical morning really does have a good portion of population in a chokehold

i really hate that i cannot afford medicine 🫶🏼

having a very adhd brain day i think (i go from ranting to now thinking i’ve got great ideas and wanna ignore the fact that i mentioned art block)

why are hobbies expensive to just do the thing???? like i’ve still got the mind to continue my project however i feel like to be able to do it more efficiently for me i need to spend a months income to gather things (i can technically still do it the hard way it’s just that way takes longer)

will probably completely start over on like 5 months worth of ideas (it’s not much tho just trynna think it right)

hhhhhhmmmmmmm??????

been feeling vibes. been feeling excited but also anxious. been feeling mixed,,,,, not sure what this means but hopefully in like a week this weird vibe will not be as in my head ?????? i don’t know

to be able to know how to play an instrument fluently ( literally have so many in the house and can barely do the one instrument i wanna be dedicated to)

i’m so,

the acoustics of my studio room is so wild i am barely patting my drums and i feel like the whole town can hear me????? (with my snare also being muted)

made a sausage egg and cheese bagel 👍🏼

trying to enjoy a monster java slowly because,,,, i cannot control,,,, caffeine (chuggin 200mg)

been wanting to form this whole big musical project (it goes insane in my head) but the issue is it’s so time consuming and having to be away from my laptop for hours is taking away time to do it (it’s takes me 4 hours to do and line up 1 thing)

HOW DID YOU FIND ME

the fantasies in my brain are taking over and i wanna be impulsive however cannot do that i need to stay with the “norm”

this is my 200th post 👍🏼

had boiled egg with my ramen for the first time and it was good WOOOOOOO

yo ✌🏼

the pink one really is so terrify (she came after us)

just witnessed one of my cats chase their own tail for the first time and she was going at it

made a late night breakfast with parter WOOOOOOO 👍🏼

off the morrow

how do people afford?????

LINES ON THE FLOOR

can’t wait to get home after work and have the rest of my day and tomorrow off (last night was crazy)

having an ear infection feeling in my head,,,, i hope it’s lying to me

(i love brackets(()))

how to help sore muscles

AND I JUSY WANNA DANCE AND STYLE AND STAY A WHILE