im so ffucking pathetic

pppuy got punched in the tmmuy,, and bitten andd sucked and abused and played with and humiliated and and,,,

Growing apart

the only reason I don't relapse lately is because I want to show my body to others, and the shame I feel when I think of them seeing my wounds/failures is stronger than the urges. and it fucking sucks. if I stop the urges, I want it to come from me, not from the approval of others. ugh.

"Die with me ~"

where are the "i love mentally ill girls" people when i need them sighhhhh...

mildly vengeful mauling ( #huaxuan #hexuan #huacheng #tgcf )

I NEED TO BUY MORE YURI. NOW.

AGHHHHH please universe stop edging me. stop giving me people who I connect with THAT ARE SO FUCKING FAR AWAY. every. single. time.

why is my first instinct to say "i love u" when people say they want to hurt me in awful ways

I can't fucking stop getting worse, and not in a hot way why do I have to be so fucking useless and pathetic

i will never change

My latest visual novel, PASSENGER x PRINCESS is available now on my Subscribestar Two miserable fools go on a nonsensical road trip into suicide pact, resulting in unfathomable, heart rending terror and confusion. 22K words of pain and manic longing. Please enjoy. subscribestar.adult/posts/2181555

I'm so happy some people love me no matter how fucked up I am ♡

puppy penits #nadianovart

i need a t4t womb tattoo

I am quite close to releasing my first SubscribeStar visual novel. Please look forward to PASSENGER x PRINCESS: NO HOPE//MUST DIE A self abating husk of a girl gets coerced into a road trip suicide pact by a "perfect" girl drowining in ennui and despair. Things get evil fast.

i lost my wings... (shaved my pits)

i just want somebody to stab me and fuck the wound is that so much to ask

I need a chastity cage so bad. I think I would do pretty good, it's been weeks since I touched myself and I didn't even notice! (except the random signs, like when I start grinding into the mattress as if I was in heat)

plague doctor who puts her gf's dirty panties in her beak instead

I don't even know how to vent anymore, I can't even be a whiny bitch. I only want to be a piece of meat for others at this point. why is that the only thing I can be

if i say u smell good it pawbably means u should go shower... but pls don't

i wish i was a plushie

puppy needs to be put down right now,,

girls making out while their estrogen pills dissolve in their mouths

blood pretty (only blood, no wounds)

I love my plushie so much I let her help me take nudes

need to lick my own blood off her fingers right meowww

it's fucked that I'm not getting fucked 😞

msgshhwh I love smelling my big sis' panties i don't want her scent to ever go away please.

puppy needs a fucking break from existence

if i cant sexualize myself anymore when i feel like shit what else can i do,,? this is fucked up

why am i so easy, im not even clicker trained and it already affects me when i hear it. fuck my silly puppy life

piss rhymes with sis for a reason

why am i getting horny huffing my own sweaty shirt omgg,,,

I'm so touch starved I'm going to explode. I wish I could get touched so I could explode all over someone instead grrr

i need to milk a girl's cock so much she cries

I'm yearning it ohhh I'm yearning it

im horby 🔥🔥🔥

the urge to devour her lips when she starts yapping about nerdy stuff. mgghghfh yesss please keep talking about the most profitable ways to play every stardew valley season mmmnnghh. it's so cute

letting my sister sit on my lap and she pees herself from how happy it makes her

under the blanket plushiejob

aghhhh I need to feel the knife pressed against my throat and her tongue fucking my mouth again so baddddd

I don't know why I keep trying to fix my sleep schedule. whenever it looks like I fixed it BOOM thoughts about getting gored by a cute girl, all night. and before I even notice the sun is already shining through the window.

normalize telling ur friends how breedable they look because it puts a really cute smile on their face

"sis" rhymes with "kiss" for a reason

NOOOOOO I CAN'T CUM ANYMORE THIS IS FUCKED UP!!! the bright side is that now girls will tease me and laugh about it yayyyy

girls who get hard from kissing girls who get hard from petting girls who get hard from cuddling girls who get hard from nuzzling girls who get hard from biting girls who get hard from holding hands