I never knew how much trauma, loneliness, and overall bad feelings about yourself could be so deeply rooted in you, and how INTERTWINED they are. One affects or leads to the other. Every day I try to understand myself a bit more for my sake and for others. It’s not easy. It never was.

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Me on Valentines Day

mood rn

I'm fine unless.. #fishcrow #art

Cooking Messups with Richie #1: How does one mess up cooking chicken nuggets?! How did I mess this up?! They came out undercooked! If I’m not alive tomorrow; you guys know why

Cooking Messups with Richie #1: How does one mess up cooking chicken nuggets?! How did I mess this up?! They came out undercooked! If I’m not alive tomorrow; you guys know why

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guess who napped for six hours, baybeeeee????

Sometimes I get in my own head that I’m always alone and all, even if it’s not true. I pushed myself to go to a furry gathering tonight even though I didn’t want to. It was so rewarding and I’m glad I did it. It made me feel a bit better and hopeful in this battle against feelings of loneliness.

Back in Paris after a 2 week vacation back home in Lebanon. COLD COLD COLD COLD SAVE ME

Being in a new country, I’m trying my best to make new acquaintances and furry friends in the area. Frankly, this alone makes me appreciate my friends even more and more.

From human to wolf 🐺 Ladies and gentlefurs, I present to you: Richard Tello, the Wolf of Beirut! 💙 Little reveal of me in suit to start the year in beauty! I still can't believe he's here. 10 years of being a furry, I never thought this day would come. I want to thank everyone who believed in me

Being in a new country, I’m trying my best to make new acquaintances and furry friends in the area. Frankly, this alone makes me appreciate my friends even more and more.

From human to wolf 🐺 Ladies and gentlefurs, I present to you: Richard Tello, the Wolf of Beirut! 💙 Little reveal of me in suit to start the year in beauty! I still can't believe he's here. 10 years of being a furry, I never thought this day would come. I want to thank everyone who believed in me

Back in Paris after a 2 week vacation back home in Lebanon. COLD COLD COLD COLD SAVE ME

I SHOULD HAVE POSTED MY FLUUFFF IMAGES OUGHHH!!! The beastles Wemayormaynothavecausedanannouncementaboutwearingsuitsoutsidetheconlmao

Finally posting the @goldenhorn.si vlog today 🥰 At 4pm CET (less than two hours) you will find it on my Youtube Channel: youtube.com/c/keenora #goldenhorn #vlog

Here we goooo~~~ @goldenhorn.si www.youtube.com/watch?v=-9_V...

So. The show was at capacity. That means that people could not enter until others left. 400+ MFF. God damn. Thank you for showing up. It means everything to me.

there is a star, and a star.. - a moment of quiet peace & contemplation for jory ⭐️ 2.5h, and easily one of my favorites from this series so far. we talked about a few ideas for it, and when they brought up tide pools and the sea I knew exactly what this painting would be 🐚 #furryart

Guess who's back to cause mischief?👀😈 After a longer break from Fursuiting since my hospital stay, last Ruhrfurmeet it was finally time again to get fluffy. I really missed it. x3 Have a great #fursuitfriday and a great start into your weekend 💙🤍 📸 Trayben ✂️ @wildspotworks.bsky.social

Maybe Frank Sinatra was right: we go through hell and back, it all ends up well somehow, and we just do it our way Frank Sinatra my beloved

Maybe Frank Sinatra was right: we go through hell and back, it all ends up well somehow, and we just do it our way Frank Sinatra my beloved

I wanted to just be the best at everything I do. But now I'm realizing that creativity is not a limited resource and everyone can tap into it. My goal for creativity isn't capitalistic. Followers, money, power, fame, these are results, not a compass. My compass is to spark creativity in others

And maybe I'll make a video about the spiritual aspect of creativity that is seemingly shrugged off by this community cause of trauma surrounding that word. But creating from that artist child inside you is spiritual, and touching other people's hearts is too. I'm not religious but I do believe this

But one thing for sure is - I want to bring people along and let them peek into the creative process. My favorite thing to hear is how I pulled someone out of their slump and now they are pursuing something that gives them meaning because they saw that spark of light in me

Every time I make a YouTube video I say I'm officially back, then take a month or so to happen upon it again. I would love to try again, maybe this time with restraints in place. Like it has to have minimal editing. Or I need to release it the and day I film, while the creativity is still flowing

I feel like I manifested it to be a stressful thing - saying "I don't know what to make" and refusing to just hit the record button. Creating is not stressful. My perception of people's expectations were. I see a lot of playful exploration in the future, free from that

I was releasing love into the world when I did those weekly videos for three years straight. I see myself doing something similar in the future. I really love that feeling of making things that I enjoyed and sharing them with people ^^

I also let go of ego. That person I see myself as and have to constantly measure up to and filter everything by. I am constantly letting it go, and it feels so good to not care if people will think I'm crazy because it doesn't fit within guidelines I set for myself. This is a new, raw chapter 🤍

I let go of resentments, I let go of jealousy and envy. This is not a game of money and fame. It's a revolution against becoming victims and letting our stark perceptions consume our reality. By creating we are drawing closer to our divinity. That's about as deep as I'll go. I am optimistic, tldr 😚

To be an artist

All my life, I’ve had issues expressing myself. And through words, writing, and languages, I am capable of expressing all of those bottled up feels for myself and others. Being a translator; an author, it’s my voice. It is how I speak for myself and others. How beautiful it is to express yourself

At Flüüfff sitting on a chair, with many thoughts. One of them being why I did translation as a major, and I think I cracked it: it’s not for my love of languages and cultures alone; but also because as a translator,I can be a voice for the ones that need it, me being someone that had issues in that

This great feeling you get once you notice progress being made on something important to you… Yalla..just a little further.

At Flüüfff sitting on a chair, with many thoughts. One of them being why I did translation as a major, and I think I cracked it: it’s not for my love of languages and cultures alone; but also because as a translator,I can be a voice for the ones that need it, me being someone that had issues in that

Today, I woke up deep in thought. I am a man who has been taught to detest who I am now, and that has been the source of my issues. Self-acceptance goes a long way especially when you are a queer man. Comes to show how botched our words and ways of communicating can be without knowing so.Talk nice!

I have made some progress, but those scars that will forever linger make me wonder if me and others will ever know what guilt-free gay love, lust, even attraction is like; how self-love ties to all of it. Can’t love others if you don’t love yourself. Wonder how one does that. It’s a long process

Happy Spoopy day and happy #FursuitFriday everyone Found the not so spooky, but highly talented dancer @rahnekallon.bsky.social in my photo gallery.

❤️Belfort & Lupin❤️ #BelfortandLupin #furry

Today, I woke up deep in thought. I am a man who has been taught to detest who I am now, and that has been the source of my issues. Self-acceptance goes a long way especially when you are a queer man. Comes to show how botched our words and ways of communicating can be without knowing so.Talk nice!

When the doctor's office calls back while you're currently a sexy wolf, but you need to take the call anyway. (Note: photo not necessarily representative of actual environment)

ハピバあろっく

Compleeeeeetely forgot to post my latest video here 😅 So here we go! My #Liquicity summer festival video :3 www.youtube.com/watch?v=3lKI... #vlog #festival #furrycamp #youtube

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