Was kind of hoping the antidepressants would help get rid of the crippling self doubt! Lol "They have a lot going on, they don't want me bother em." "They have their kids, I won't bother em. I'm sure they just wanna relax!" So i sit here not talking to anyone lol

It's 2am and I'm watching nate the hoof guy... what is my life?

No sexy cutscene with female shepherd and Garrus?!?!? This is bullshit!

Idk if my emotions are actually me or the meds! But least I can finish books still! #booksky

Dashcam won lol

Why yes, I am gonna be laying here watching carpet cleaning videos when I should be sleeping! What else do ya do when ya have insomnia?? Dashcam videos??

Fearing nothing im feeling is real atm, and its all just the antidepressants...😩

Im glad the holiday season is over. It was a tough one for me, cause I didn't our family christmas got canceled twice. And we never got invites for new years eve, and I feel like that's my fault. I tried to reach out to a few folks, and got left on read. Hate that being left on read hurts so much.

Hello! I am alive! And back for #Booksky! I want to share what I've read, what IDF, and what's on my TBR! First the books I've finished! This is just a few of them! Between christmas and now I've also finished ice planet barbarian and He sees you when you're sleeping. Both very spicy!

Found a lump awhile back, and now getting it checked out. The hits just keep coming! 😎

I was doing OK,but seeing one thing and now I'm on the bathroom floor. Last I have a pillow.

In better news, Christmas is coming, and I'm excited for the gifts I got @epsilon1334.bsky.social

I know it's my own fault for the depression, and the pushing folks away by not talking... but fuck it hurts when you don't talk like you used to! "Woman, you created this!" I know! I can still vent though!

Still alive. Just want to show the 2 new books I just got today! Very excited to read them! #booksky #monsterfucker

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So! I know I have posted some bad things on here, amd the reason for that is I've been pretty suicidal lately. November has always been a hard month, and this past October was hard af!! So the two things combined have let to a pretty bad emotional state.

If you're wondering if I feel any better from being suicidal....I tripped going up the garage stairs, smacking my knee and head hard. It's my arthritic knee, and now it hurts like a son of a bitch! Thankfully it was the top of my head that hit the hard door, not my brand new glasses!

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If you're wondering if I feel any better from being suicidal....I tripped going up the garage stairs, smacking my knee and head hard. It's my arthritic knee, and now it hurts like a son of a bitch! Thankfully it was the top of my head that hit the hard door, not my brand new glasses!

A little yote

✨BIG CATS✨

One of my headshots for weretib :3

umbretaur drawing from the other day #furry #pokemon #art #taur

I think I'm settling on a design for dragon plush. Meet Clementine! 2 feet tall and ready to do some fuckin' arts and crafts. Put her in your bag and take her with u to the art store. 💟🧵🖍

Have a dapper liz

Fish woman friday? God I wish it was friday

So! I know I have posted some bad things on here, amd the reason for that is I've been pretty suicidal lately. November has always been a hard month, and this past October was hard af!! So the two things combined have let to a pretty bad emotional state.

As is now tradition, @jaycebirb.bsky.social often surprises me with an unwarranted ambush (and I get a free feather-styling simultaneously >_> )

Daily bunny no.3144 is keeping pace

So, context time @dariusthesnow.bsky.social used the hard n-word (twice) AND full-capped the r-word slur (once), because he was being accused of being a pedo I had to repost this at the request of a server owner who didn't want their server shown in the receipt #furrylive #twitch #streamer

What the husband just gave me!

I just wanna cum bro!

Found the local Christmas radio station! 👀 10/10!

wip

Also, I gotta get me that no-joke right cheekbone they gave me! That thing could slice brisket!

The Washington State University Cougar Marching Band freakin' played Trogdor at their halftime show this weekend! And made ME! My husky head finally gets its due! 50 freakin' yards high man!

stitched up 🪡 [ #LabRatArt #furry #furryart #pokemon ]

Headshot commission completed for rimeswithnerd

Tis the season, part 2

i made corbeau's horse steal his glasses bc wym my switch broke right as i was about to fight him #art #pokemon #plza

Early bird

Yet another charr portrait 😽 I'll try to be more consistent with my posts, I've been working on a lot of commissions lately and I can't wait to share everything here...! 🤎 #gw2 #charr #guildwars2 Credits and stuff: www.furaffinity.net/view/63018961/

Striped Beast 🩸

Late Summer means warm sun, sweet fruit and good company. Or at least, Garrett thinks so ☀️ 2.5hrs for red bar! #furryart

✨Glaive of the two headed raven✨ #DnD #D&D #TTRPG #ItemDesign #Art #Commission