Dammit, lookit my drawings or I'm going to cry 😢

I guess I shouldn't bother posting my drawings online any more, huh 😞

Should I go to Kew Gardens for the Christmas Illuminations? (I mean, it's like £30 and I'm unemployed and of course they don't have an unwaged admission price 😭)

I got 7/8 on the autumn leaf quiz! (Bloody Sycamore...) How well do you know your leaves? wildlondon.typeform.com/to/mI9ydwcn

Trying hard to flip the switch on these thoughtworms. When I find myself dwelling on incidents from the past, I try to switch my brain to ‘I hope that person finds the happiness they were seeking’ instead of trying to work out what I did wrong

Whenever I start to get paranoid again (an online fandom account I run has lost a noticeable number of followers recently) I need to read this over again and chill drdevonprice.substack.com/p/what-to-do...

Just met an enormous friendly jet black Great Dane named Daphne! She’s so tall when she leaned into my petting, she was resting against my hip! 😍

Ffffffuuuuuucccckkkkkkkkk That violent man is parked outside my gate again (no warning from my neighbour) and i‘m trapped inside my flat until he goes 😫

This is really corny, but I tried practicing ‘loving kindness meditation’ for 10 minutes (supp to be good for PTSD) and immediately burst into tears. I am not a cryer at all. It felt awful. I don’t know if this is how it’s supposed to work at all? www.themindfulnessapp.com/articles/lov...

😭😭😭 web.archive.org/web/20240829...

Pub lunch with retired members of the Gay Liberation Front, talking about singing naughty Christmas Carols (‘A Gay In A Manger’) outside Mary Whitehouse’s front door!!! 🤣🚪🎄🏳️‍🌈

Do I want to listen to a new Church single? (Do I even know who’s in The Church these days?)

Honestly at this point I think the entire internet should GO OUTSIDE AND SPEND LESS TIME WORRYING ABOUT WHO LESBIANS DO AND DON’T WANT TO DATE

I've got better at stopping myself when I encounter a Really Infuriating Tweet, and asking 'why is the algorithm showing me this? Is it just engagement bait to get me riled up?' and closing the tab if I think this is true

Imai Hisashi coded 😂

Finding comfort in reading the actual words and beliefs of writers who‘ve been so actively monstered. (Don’t agree w/everything Dworkin wrote, but it’s interesting seeing the gulf between the clarity and passion of what she wrote and how she’s portrayed) johnstoltenberg.medium.com/andrea-dwork...

Went to Sydenham Hill Woods today for the first time since lockdown. Completely new trails - lots of woods fenced off for regeneration (and looking much better too). Folly lovely as ever, though

Late to the party, but…

I has A Type

Adding to my collection of “did the Wrong Type Of Feminist ruin things” being an easy way to blame ‘women’ while eluding accusations of misogyny

IS2G being unemployed has made my rumination and thoughtworms 1000x worse 😩

Sorry i‘m back on this; I want these thoughts out of my head because they are terrible, terrible thoughtworms I want to have literally any other thought but I can’t drag my brain away

Srinivasan absolutely hitting the nail in the head. Just seen too many Mark Fisher types dismissing feminism entirely ‘because too middle class and white’ The answer to this is not ‘no feminism’ it’s a working class movement that has gender liberation at its core

Great that you’ve recognised this. Now apply this to how you and your mates lose your minds over the thought of trans people existing www.theguardian.com/commentisfre...

If you aren't seeing skeets from some of your fave people, they might have been labeled "Rude" by bsky mods. Idk what they are thinking, I don't need a mommy to tell me who to be buddies with. Anyway, go into Settings > moderation > bluesky moderation (advanced) and turn Rude off.

I bought a “chocolate dipped strawberry“ flavoured sour beer because I usually like strawberry beer and sour fruit beer and I… do not like it 😳 Yet I feel like I have to try to finish it because it was expensive?

Oh how sweet! Upstairs neighbour baked banana bread and brought me some (probably as an apology for accidentally flooding my kitchen the other day)

Reading Srinivasa’s Right To Sex and the chapter on professors sleeping with students is super uncomfortable. I never had these problems with teachers. But in my life, that ‘am I supposed to want this person or want to BE this person’ was so fraught with musicians

Unrelated: realised yesterday that constantly blaming ’the wrong kind of feminism‘ for society’s ills is just a weasel way of blaming ‘women’ for everything without sounding misogynist

Don't talk to the NYT. They've betrayed families' trust before. They will lie to you and use you and then turn around and tell you it was their job. www.assignedmedia.org/breaking-new...

Believe future - RISE ABOVE YOURSELF!

The door in the hedge… #streatham

The blue-haired they/them energy in this picture is immense 😍

I should go back to analysing B-T lyrics instead of reading this idiotic book. “彼女はヴィーガン イノリ キャッシュレス / アスパラガスを携帯してる” I thought ‘what’s a mobile phone doing in there?’ then realised that Japanese people call mobiles ‘carry around’s

I won’t name the book (it’s not DILF) but honestly this absurd definition of ‘trauma’ as merely upsetting events like a snail in a jar of jam really contributes to the view of trans folks as ‘snowflakes’. I don’t know if this I supposed to be a joke or what, but it’s so 🤦

Swerving back and forth between fist-pumping and tooth-grinding with this Jude Doyle book Cis men are not “slaves to their male socialisation“ when they behave this way. But male socialisation makes them believe it’s ok for them to do so - that there will be NO CONSEQUENCES if they do!

Fucksake it is 2025 why am I still being exposed to the opinions of D0rian £ynsk3y (And in a screengrab so muting is no good)

Weird, because I would probably have self described as 'incremental left' but it turns out I'm a 'progressive activist' www.moreincommon.org.uk/seven-segmen...

This is my way of writing my way out of the thoughtworm loops 🔂 This is what it's like to be autistic, when you say one thing, and someone else imposes a completely different (overwhelmingly negative) interpretation on what you said masonicboom.blogspot.com/2025/11/what...

I wish data entry were a better paid job because I actually really like numbing the logical part of my brain with it while listening to music

Ugh I am just in a horrible place mentally this morning. Just stuck in endless thoughtworm loops🔂 (about recent and past ILX nastiness) and just unable to pull myself out. Why can’t my brain fix on nice things and play them in a loop instead? This is awful!

(Something only South Londoners will understand) I GOT FROM TRACK 6 AT LONDON BRIDGE TO TRACK 14 IN UNDER 2 MINUTES and caught a train that goes once every half hour with 30 seconds to spare!!!

Seefeel were really good but wow I can no longer stand on a concrete floor for 2 hours 😭

Lots of British people really angry about Flytipping Fork found in kitchen, news at 11

Does anyone want to read a musical analysis I did of the new Buck-Tick single? (Can anyone actually read long Tumblr posts or should I move my music analysis blogs onto another platform?) www.tumblr.com/gaijin-fujin...

Sorry folks, I don't know what's wrong with me, I am not feeling Halloween this year :( (probably because the world feels like such a horrorshow right now)

At this point, I’m willing to believe YP has a Starmerite mole acting as an agent of chaos. But if this piece is true, no one this mendacious and eager for others to carry the can for their fuckups should be allowed anywhere near power www.thecanary.co/uk/analysis/...

It took literally eight days after allowing my mother to contact me again, for her to start sending me her ‘17 reasons to binge turmeric’ orthorexia crap again I’m so tired of this 😤

Steve Reed is an absolute cockfarmer, pass it on!

I really am just a whore for theremins TBH