Something in me wasn’t interested in the verzuz tonight…the timeline has entertained me enough 🤣

I’m just sitting here waiting on orders, thinking.

I just seen a black man open the car door for his woman. Chivalry still exist.

And imma get my ass up and go to work tomorrow too.

One thing imma do is work and take care of me.

I really gotta stop making poor decisions.

Underwhelmed.

It doesn’t even feel like my birthday is Friday.

The dentist in Mexico is doing good work for way less than we would pay here.

Magnesium glycinate really works for anxiety, but my stress level is so high I’m still waking up around 2am.

I’ve been paying bills all my life but it still gives me anxiety 😭

Even though it was cold in CT, I kind of enjoyed escaping my reality. Now I’m back tired and stressed again.

I had to come to Connecticut for work for a whole week. This kind of cold weather is absurd. 🥶❄️

I wish white people wanted to say “excuse me” as much as they wanna say “nigga”

I had a really amazing weekend. I have no complaints.

I’m done pretending. No, I’m not fucking ok.

You can be close to someone and still feel so distant.

I knew something was wrong with me when this racist crackah pulled up to the same exact gas pump I was already waiting on and thought he was going to move me out of the way to get his gas first. I. Did. Not. Move. We both sat there bumper to bumper. I bet his YT ass moved first.

Great niece's 1st bday party and go see Samara Joy!

Do yall have Valentine’s Day plans?

I’ve been so out of the mood.

I wanted to have a me a glass of wine but my water getting cold in the shower completely fucked that up.

Today has been one aggravating day from top to bottom. I try to take a long hot shower to relax and wash the day away, and guess what? The water gets cold. FML.

My mom’s side, a family reunion and even then it’s still “proper” lol. My dad’s side…BOTH 🤣😂

I’m hungry still but don’t want to eat this late.

This

There are just some people who carry negative energy, and I prefer not to be bothered with or around them.

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Going to see Fantasia and Anthony Hamilton ❤️❤️❤️

The Amateur on Hulu is a good free movie.

I was putting a lot of effort and energy with trying to build a new family/community here in Texas, but I’m not doing that anymore. It’s exhausting.

I was raised on the struggle not love. And I get it, some of our parents did what they were taught to do and raised us how they were raised. I chose not to be that parent. In fact I chose to never be a parent bc my kids wouldn’t had good grandparents, and that matters to me.

I remember when I use to be able to call my dad and ask questions about my car. He chose to stop being a dad, and I chose peace.

Why are my ears randomly ringing?

I hate this up and down feeling. One minute it seems like everything is ok and the next it doesn’t feel right.

Guilty

My toxic trait is ordering stuff online knowing I don’t have disposable income.

I need to order a body pillow to lay around on.

Billy Porter really got up there and did that. 🤭🤭🤭

Protein shakes make me feel so full.

Still figuring myself out and what I truly want out of life.

Old school music vibes while I relax 🎶

I’m about to shower, get in bed, read me a book and sip some wine.

I’m taking a hiatus from people today.

Twitter must be down. Y’all know they come over here with rage bait for attention.

Olivia Dean’s music soothes my soul.

“Everybody dies but not everybody lives.”

And they likely have dirty microwaves.

God must really favor those who sleep soundly through the night with no interruptions 😭

What’s really the point of life?