ive been a little depresso lately so im going to try a social media break! (but i’ll still be active on discord if you want to chat! l.auren)

fuck it, pride sale is back on 'cause i need 20$ to pay the rest of my internet bill 😎🙌 ✨🌈 ko-fi.com/c/771c08f376 🌈✨

i need to start making money STAT. i have friends who need to be commissioned

what if i ran a d&d campaign for vocalsynth producers

don’t tell anyone but im actually a brunette irl

why is the Music Copyright Society of Taipei claiming to own the copyright to my song......

Happy Pride Month!! 🏳️‍🌈💪 Very special thank you to @galacticnights.bsky.social for helping Lauren Estes celebrate in style 😚🥤

Reminder to support actual queer shops + creatives this Pride month instead of soulless corporations !!

yooooooo!!! thanks y’all 🫶🫶

I’m trying to tell myself more when making things “I am not making this for it to be born fully realized, walking and talking and winning awards. I am making this because I want it to exist for me and I want to have it and call it real”

hiiiii does anyone wanna buy my #vocalsynth music 😗 laurenestes.bandcamp.com

so many ppl who i want to follow but can’t bc they’re only on twitter & i really don’t want to spend time there

anybody in the vocalsynth fandom making midtempo edm lately?

anyway, monterey bay aquarium live jelly cam www.youtube.com/watch?v=m1Xc...

for a long time ive had this thing where at the end of a day (esp after work), i feel like i want to powerwash my brain to erase all the moments where i messed up/missed something/was awkward/etc. recently i realized it isn't the cringe or the mistake that im so uncomfortable with, but rather (1/2)

lately ive been reading a phenomenal book called Rest is Resistance, which posits that through rest we access a portal to a Dream Space where the curious and creative solutions to our problems can be found — to translate: rather than grinding yourself down & banging your head against your work (1/2)

things have GOT to start getting better for me and my loved ones

gonna start Witch Hat Atelier tonight - out of curiosity, is the dub good? it’s been years since i watched a dub instead of subs

it was finally warm enough last night to sleep with the window open — smells so nice, fell asleep to the frogs, woke up to the birds — spring is the best, dawg 🥰

if anybody wants to get me the long-sleeve Roses shirt........ i wear a size large 🥺

im gonna say it………… six se— (i turn to dust and float away on the breeze)

Thank you for One Million Views on Candle Queen! 🎂 Enjoy this gorgeous illustration by Roach @tsururoach.bsky.social of Gumi being lovingly celebrated by her new neighbors - I wonder if any Lauren Estes fans out there recognize them 🤭

just found out i got my fingerprints done at the wrong kind of place (???) and now i've wasted $53 😭 at a time when i REALLY cannot afford to be wasting money!!!!!!

im gonna get tomolife soon, who should i put on my island

btw if anybody's doing anything cool for Miku's 20th next year can you please loop me in 👉👈

hey Google, when do the nightmares stop

*squints* hm… not sure how to accomplish this task… been too long since I’ve had this on the agenda… any ideas?

if you ever feel like an alien, or forgotten, or like nobody would touch you with a 10-foot pole, just know you’re not alone, your voice matters & there’s a community out there for you somewhere

btw, it’s devastating that it needs to be said, but since some folks think i don’t know ball — i have never and will never use AI to write/edit lyrics or music. why would i expect anyone to invest time in listening to something i didn’t invest time in creating? only AI i use are my SynthV girlies ✌️

just 50 days until i get to take a proper vacation 😮‍💨🥴

just added a master's degree in clinical mental health counseling to my inventory! #OnTogether

if i promise to do whatever it takes to make it out to the next Miku Expo, do my oomfies promise to hang out with me 🥺

Bring back the ancient knowledge

little market testing - out of curiosity, what pride flag would you recognize this as a variation of?

To those interested, we've finally published our wrap-up post and released our survey for vocagathering 2026! vocagathering.com/2026/vocagat... forms.gle/ZZWs1kFZmYRw... #Vocagathering2026

btw, let me communicate a boundary real quick— if someone leaves a comment on my channel with no purpose other than to be hateful, im gonna delete the comment, because if someone walks into my house and takes a shit on the floor, im not obligated to just leave it there. no stinky house for me, thx!

my money don’t jingle jingle, it folds (feat. my YT partner program earnings)

about to run a psychoeducational D&D group for the first time! wish my players luck!!

it felt good to get this off my chest 🖤 enjoy! youtu.be/2u-cbr3Ab6A

it felt good to get this off my chest 🖤 enjoy! youtu.be/2u-cbr3Ab6A

I HAVE A NEW LOOK!! 👀 meet the new & improved Lauren Estes, courtesy of the incomparable @edlinklover.bsky.social 🎵🐈‍⬛

new song dropping tomorrow (friday 5/1) at 7pm ET 🖤

new song dropping tomorrow (friday 5/1) at 7pm ET 🖤

i have a lot of books on my wishlist for someone who cant read 😔

literally just moved in but you KNOW he’s already on that #grindset #RiseAndGrind

inching closer to catharsis every day... by mid-May, i'll be free!

i fucking love sleeping

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EMDR hit too good, now i need a fat nap 😪

i want to follow more vocalsynth artists who are POC! can y'all link some of your faves?