It seems like occasionally my brain goes through weird periods of time where I stop being properly interested in my interests for a little while lmao, it sucks because hey I kinda like caring about things 🗿

I haven’t looked into Pokemon Legends Z-A basically at all because… well the state of Scarlet and Violet sorta dampened my interest in mainline Pokémon in general lol, but now that I’m seeing that Z-A isn’t ugly as sin like ScarVio was, I’m actually a little interested now lmao

hungry, but also having waves of slightly dangerous-feeling nausea? wtf does my body want from me lmfao??

I finally got Phantom Brave (pc) recently after having it on my “looks-cool,-I’ll-get-it-eventually” mental list for years and years. started playing a little and the gameplay kinda rules so far, and I feel like I might even come to prefer it to Disgaea 1 (pc)’s gameplay lol?

I’m being brave about my tummy ache, I’m being brave I’m being brave I’m being so so brave

picture that made me smile and say eeeeheeheehee out loud in real life for some reason

the annoying struggle of: need friend interactions to help probably cure depression > need depression to go away in order to have the motivation to make + interact with friends, lollll 💀💀💀

hey guys what’s up

the start of a beautiful friendship #pokemonmysterydungeon

Just beat the video game named OFF. ahhhh. I see

I was just reminded that I got to the part right before the end of Echoes of Wisdom, stopped, and then forgot to keep playing lol. I’ve been meaning to finish it, but. man. I don’t dislike it, but the further I got, the more I was like… there really isn’t much substance here after all, huh. …oh.

At the beginning of OFF I had a hard time properly vibing with it for some reason, but now that I’ve gotten through Zone 2 I think I can say for sure that I’m into it now. i mean don’t ask me to coherently explain what’s going on but I’m invested anyway lmao

What.... no way.......... say that again................

finishing Seiun Sky’s career story for the first time made me realize that she actually kind of rules lol. perhaps she is maybe…… my second fave or something???? (behind haru urara)

sure hope I don’t have one of those weird big vertigo dizzy attacks again any time soon, been feeling a little weird for a couple weeks and it’s making me worried lmao. Really don’t like that this is even a recurring issue that I have to think about man 🗿🗿

steam doesn’t want to do my nightly routine of playing umamusume this is so sad

For a long time I kinda gave up on trying to make original stories because I felt like I just wasn’t very creative. Still don’t think that’s entirely wrong, but y’know, I think my main issue with creativity is that I’ve been too cowardly to risk making something “dumb.” and also perfectionism lmao

I like how I was supposed to lower my expectations and keep it tiny, but I immediately started mentally elaborating on this basic idea way too much for some reason until I remembered that I’m not yet capable of executing game ideas of any substance right now LOL. it shouldn’t be that DEEP!! STOP!!!

ive heard this game is bad. repetitive, tumblr-ass writing, and get this: it has pronouns

Stories centered around kids/teenagers having really good and close and normal friendships with each other always make me a little bit sad, because I’m just like, man. Maaann. Why couldn’t at least a little of that have been me at that age LOL 💀

The most important step in becoming a pro character designer is accepting you will never come up with anything as good as Blaze the Cat

I think I had a dream where there was some Danganronpa scenario going on, but some of the “students” were a bunch of frogs? Like not even talking or anthropomorphic or nothin, literally just tiny frogs that weren’t aware and not able to add to discussions. idk man. world’s dumbest “class trial” lmao

if an Umamusume were to transition, would they be called an “Umamusuko” (?) instead, or is Umamusume just the name of their species lol. hypothetically would it even possible for them to transition or are they simply destined by the universe to stay women no matter what

before I start trying to sincerely work on either of my “real” story concepts for a game, ig I should probably do a stupider unserious rpg maker project first so I can actually figure out what I’m doing. and I like how my first idea for that was “ok protagonist has cat ears” and nothing else lmfao 💀

if I design a character for an art class project, and also plan to have the character I design be the protagonist for a video game concept, then I can feed two birds with one bread…

I keep thinking like, what if the color comes back to ISAT world, and then everyone discovers that their clothes and such had actually been made with the worst, most jarring, most dissonant color combinations to ever exist lol

A few hours after I post a fire emblem character saying among us, Nintendo announces fire emblem among us is this... my fault...?

watched the trailer for whatever “fire emblem shadows” is, but I didn’t absorb much of what it’s supposed to be because I kept looking at the characters and going “rabbit ears? that one’s a rabbit? rabbit person? wait that guy’s a dog??” instead of trying to understand anything about the gameplay

"That shit must've been laced with Tylenol, because I'm struggling to understand the social cue of giving a single fuck."

getting cramps is kinda like a real life poison status effect lol

I realized that I hate painting lol. all the setup, the goop making a mess everywhere, so much time spent working on the same shapes over and over, the brushstrokes needing to be Just Right, the annoying waiting, the back pain, only for the final product to still suck?? what was it all even for lmao

Genuinely powerful words to live by.

watching Undertale anniversary vod 2 while doing schoolwork so I’ve probably been missing some visual easter eggs again if they’re not accompanied by unique sounds or music that make me look at the screen lol

…i wonder if the echo flower memory submission things from me or my friends ever appeared in the streams anywhere………

I say that I watched the stream, but my eyes were not on the screen the whole time because I was working on other stuff and I think I also occasionally fell asleep for a couple minutes at a time because I was tired, so I know I missed at least a couple visual easter eggs lmao 💀

I watched the first Undertale stream vod, and at some point Toby Fox said “no one remembers the demo anymore but—“ and I was like lol. Me whose personal experience with playing Undertale was replaying the demo several times as a kid when I first found it in 2015 until I got the full game in 2023 lol

after trying to replicate a couple Siffrin sprites in my sketchbook, I wanted to remember what my own art style is, so I doodled on scrap paper I was using for color tests and such. I thought I’d erase it immediately after I got the idea, but. well now I can’t throw this paper away, damn it LMAO 💀

so uhhhhh I forgot that there was an Undertale stream happening today until after it had started and I don’t like watching streams live when I missed the beginning so I didn’t stick around to watch it, did I,,,, did I perhaps miss something LOL

so here’s a song that I totally haven’t been listening to for the past couple weeks while imagining an In Stars and Time MV that I’d never have the patience to make and mentally adding onto it as I increasingly realized how weirdly fitting it seemed to be. or anything lmao youtu.be/vv-Fqm6Qtj4?...

It sucks that I want to make a video game bc if/when it turns out bad/boring and people hate it I’d be too ashamed to do anything ever again and if it turns out good and too many people play it and find out who I am because of it I would still be embarrassed, no one should perceive me ever lmfao 🗿

ahh shoutout to Everyone Hates Me Disease, the disease that makes me think everyone hates me 🙏

Madoka Magica AU where Homura is Siffrin and Madoka is just all four of the other party members

this man is about to talk to me about wd gaster

happy 10 undertales :)

very sonic fan thing to say but i adore pieces of fiction that are ostensibly very silly but still approach the concept and story they're trying to tell with so much sincerity

I would like to get into character design, but a major roadblock is that I just… don’t “get” clothes? It’s hard to imagine what combo of clothes makes a “good” outfit and why, I guess? Also I often can’t identify different clothing subtypes in general LOL? How does one develop a “fashion sense” lmao