It's been a long time since I've been here on this account. Much sorrow and loss of life personally in my family, and losing myself in the process. Reshaping my focus. I'm different now.

She was told never keep secrets or lie. The truth always does a slow burn reveal...

Never did I realize that something I wrote 2 years ago would be so fitting now.

Never. You have an amazing strength deep inside of you that you may not know exists. Sit with your emotions and find that strength. It will become your strongest defense against every storm and turn you into a warrior that defies the odds every time.

Awakening and aware

Administrative day today, aka filling out tons of paperwork for a lot of legal things for my family. Don't mind the puffy eyes, because my hair is still fabulous 😽

Quote of the day... “Gratitude makes sense of our past, brings peace for today, and creates a vision for tomorrow.” Melody Beattie

Fuck.. didn't see that coming. DTA.

Sometimes reaching out to talk backfires.. when I start to think I'm not relevant or important, I will politely excuse myself. I need to learn that others don't think or act as I would, and to not let it bother me.. the bottom line is to not have expectations anymore because then I can save the hurt

Goodnight sweet souls... Peace, kindness and love sent your way 🤍🌹

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Love those who are hurting a little bit softer, and that includes yourself.

Dinner in the oven, laundry going, sun shining bright, and working on some tasks for my week. My hair is messy, and I am not dressed up fancy. When I smile, I rarely show my teeth. They aren't horrible, just not as bright as I'd like. My confidence is surging and I'm showing them more. Shine on💖🌹

Out of the blue, my 18 says, "Mon, a rainbow" looking through dark red lace curtains. I went over to the window and sure enough, he was right. He was on the other side of the living room when he said this. So beautiful how it blends into the clouds too. Enjoy this moment of inspiration.

One of the Walz statements that I think encapsulate his menschkeit was his response to an anti-vaxxer: "Please get vaccinated so that you can live to vote against me in November."

From Daily Motivation I see the beauty of my journey.  I let go of the pressure to meet specific milestones. I let love guide my decisions. I welcome a new beginning.

Sweet dreams and always be grateful for every moment, because once gone, it can never be recaptured.. live life to the fullest and don't have regrets. I'm more at peace now than I have been since 2019. Still healing but able to accomplish goals now. Much love to all, and thighs. 🤍🌹

The stuff I've been through, still sane and still standing? You should have me in your corner.

My peace and boundaries are non negotiable. I'm so savage about that, I blocked my ex husband because he called 24 times today. He may have had a stroke but he knew what he was doing. Phone blocked. Yes, even him. I'm not playing games anymore.

Surrendering is never as easy as one thinks. Access to me needs to be earned.

I am going to raise some anarchy...

Remember, not everyone who shows concern is genuine.. some are just nosy fucks trying to dig for dirt on you..

After a much needed break, I am back in limited spurts. I had to go through a rough upheaval in emotions and life circumstances. I don't know how or where this next part of my journey will go, but buckle up🤍🌹

Monday, Monday Busy day ahead. Need to meet some goals and get some serious tasks completed or at minimum, started. One minute at a time....

And so thee did...

. One significant difference you may notice between women and men: If a woman says, "Smell this," it probably smells NICE.

Stages of grief follow. Feel it, heal it, let it go. But cherish the good moments, and take the lessons from the hurtful moments.

Protect her. Hold her. Cherish her. Devour her. Feel her. Know her. Want her. Be patient with her. Love her beautiful soul. Keep her forever. And never hurt her.

Kiss me like this I'm your prey To your Wolf Your primal desires Manifested linto reality. Kiss me like you are going to own me. Make me yours Forever and always.

Packed this up and sent it back to the store I bought it from since he won't need this anymore. And I will get my money back. Dropped off and gone and not sorry.