time for my monthly bsky post, original opener had to drop so we are now opening for Belphegor lol

I'll not come on here for over a month and come back and have 0 notifications lol genuinely what is the fucking point

I'm really good at a lot of shit but can't get my foot in the door anywhere and am simply dumb as fuck

I want to do porn again y'all I was not fucking meant for retail. I burned myself out so hard and deleted my porn twitter during a manic episode so it's like.....do I start from the ground up? Do I give up cuz I feel/am old and ugly now? I'm struggling lol

I relate to Lizzo because she's a fat person who lost weight and is still fat but is now a tryhard because she finally sees pictures of herself that don't make her want to cry. She's desperately trying to make up for "lost time." None of this is speculation whatsoever

Every single fucking person who has profited off of body positivity doesn't actually give a shit about fat people and every single one of them would take the opportunity to be thin if presented to them.

Hark! The Birthday Boy™️. I am going thrifting tomorrow and will maybe get some food, that's about it. If you'd like to send me a lil something that would be lovely venmo: @ bluntweapons cashapp: $bluntweapon Thank you, love you

Welp incredibly pissed and sad so I guess I'm off this app till I beg for money on my birthday

HELLO???? ANYONE????

Bro I'm so fucking pissed lol these cretins better answer me

Hey @bsky.app may I ask why this was flagged as adult content? Would a thin white person be flagged for this outfit as well? Just asking

Unlockable costume

Salutations from the lad

bout to be the most depressed person at the Orchid show lfg

Idk if y'all remember that drama-documentary Dreams of a Life about the Black woman who was a beautiful musician with a bunch of friends and family who ended up dying alone in her apt decomposing for 3 years cuz no one remembered or gave a shit about her? I think about it every single day

at this point I just feel embarrassed posting my links I just rly rly just don't want to be struggling this badly on my birthday lol. Everyone is struggling as much if not worse than I am lol like I'm not special. What do we do atp

part of me feels like Gen Z acts like they're the first to discover and repackage old ideas/concepts because they want to be the first to monetize it. Sure sometimes they don't realize there's source material but like.....find it?

I'm alive it's just that my only solace is looking at antique teacups and staying stoned. I tried to take a selfie the other day and just wiped my makeup off as I cried lol I felt ridiculous taking selfies when I'm almost 33 and definitely look old and bad. When other ppl do it it's cool and good

🌹🌹🌹

I know this sounds overdramatic but this is already the worst Black History Month I've ever had hehe

saw Companion last nite and honestly it was fun/I liked it. If you know me at all you would take this very seriously

I'm so FUCKING frustrated about not having a license lol

hehe the estate sale I have been crying screaming throwing up about for a week is tomorrow and as it turns out it's actually a $35 uber so I will not be going. That is so cool

today a beautiful early birthday gift arrived; an antique teddy bear. TIL I am extremely, EXTREMELY allergic to mohair. Happy birthday to me :+)

so fucking mad that we became a "big things coming soon" ass band lmao it is NOT my fault

good afternoon open.spotify.com/album/1vmD8H...

I might chop all of my hair off lol genuinely who cares

Source: Nekojiru Seal Studio / ねこぢるシール工房

lots of ppl here that I'm like "do they just not realize it's me or is this their opportunity to escape the clutches of an energy vampire (me)

What happened to me? Didn't people used to like me and/or care about me? See me as an important artist, person, friend? Be around me? Like I must have become truly awful lol

I feel like there's literally no fucking point to talking about how sad I am and how badly I want to d*e cuz like genuinely who doesn't lol.

Hey y'all, as always I am struggling right before payday lol if anyone is able to help out that would be incredible. If you're able to help at all I can pay you back on Thursday. Venmo: @ bluntweapons Cashapp: $ bluntweapon Thank you 🖤

I absolutely have to become a gym bro this year like I truly feel like it's time

hey! if u live in washington please fill out this form in opposition! it does fr take like 30 seconds. this is a real way *YOU* can make a decision that meaningfully effects the quality of life of trans people.

Would anyone be interested if I started selling jewelry/weird shit again

any time I have to ask for help on here I feel ill lol like it is genuinely so pathetic

Hey y'all, as always I am struggling right before payday lol if anyone is able to help out that would be incredible. If you're able to help at all I can pay you back on Thursday. Venmo: @ bluntweapons Cashapp: $ bluntweapon Thank you 🖤

Just kidding. I am too poor to go anywhere

genuinely who fucking cares what I look like at this point. Selfies do not matter. I get older and uglier each day and grow more and more invisible with each passing second. None of this shit matters to me anymore

My birthday is in like 3 weeks and I am going to be broke af unless someone decides to bless me lol that would be extremely cool

Going to genuinely need help in the next month lmao I am actively looking for a new job and I just don't know what to do. I'm watching the world crumble around us and I can't afford to live lol

Just spent $100 on groceries after getting harassed by right wingers all day at work hehe I love my life so much and I never want anything bad to happen to me

I don’t want to make a fuckin account to use my toaster. I don’t want to fuckin subscribe to software. I don’t want to create a fuckin profile to watch TV. I don’t want to fuckin register my whatever to unlock whatever. I don’t want to download a fuckin app to access anything. Death to new logins

Ozzfest 2025

what is the point of me posting goofy ass selfies genuinely what matters anymore

I am so fucking sad and I have no idea how to interact with anyone irl anymore. Idk that I ever have really? The people I interact with most are the friends I've had online for a decade or people I met VERY early on in my music career

once I can remember my tumblr password it's so over

this is the face of a man who needs to post a selfie for the algorithm so people can see his cries for help

already doing my best to prepare for how horrid my pay is going to be for the next uhhhh large swath of time but idk how I'm gonna do it y'all lol. I also might have to quit my job so that is awesome. Anyway here's my links because I'm pathetic: venmo: @ bluntweapons cashapp: $bluntweapon

what is the point of posting here? What is the point of posting anywhere? Where is everyone? I hate twitter and idk where anybody is here. I know I make this post once a day but w/e