getting weird code right on the very first try is probably one of my favorite feelings in the fucking world (context - i need to pan the camera by a certain integer amount to get canvas to render nicely. so i implemented fractionated panning to prevent drift and make it smoother)

start of the next project. this one goes out to everybody out there who loves really fucked up time signatures

this happened to me last night :3 it was fine. tastes like grapefruit rind, bit of an aftertaste of that especially, but i liked it wouldn't order it for myself (not a shots person) but will continue accepting from cute extroverts

if i was graded based on how my quarter rests looked i would fucking fail

minor innovations in color palette land - the grid is a lie now. click anywhere you want. im not a cop

when you're writing javascript, always put the export in the front. because this language wants to get a little dirty. it's a little grimy. it lets you do whatever you want to it, like sticking your hands in a bowl of really thick noodles

i think my most toxic composer trait is that whenever i'm playing in or around a C scale, a part of my brain is like "nooo you can't do that that's the easy one you need more black keys"

love the mint burts bees. but if you get some on your fingies and then scratch your eyes? boy, do you ever feel minty fresh

having fun with scales, found this combination of whole tone + major that i'm liking idk what i'm gonna cook with this but it's fun

this is going to sound so painfully vanilla, but I am currently comfortable/happy with (as a domme): ma'am and that's it 😶

got a decent recording in of mist! this will go into another song that I don't think i've shared here yet, but they sound amazing together also yes i am still in a bathrobe at noon please do not ask me follow up questions

a rant about the lower octaves in gargeband tl;dw the lower octaves have very different recordings for if pedal is down vs up when you strike it and it fucking sucks how different they are

gender euphoria win - asked if I wanted to split the check with my girlfriend at dinner circumstantially we were talking about comphet literally right before this lol literally never been asked this before in my life

head at nipple height fucking rocks to be on the tall end of

the cones of shame were a bust for our newly spayed kitten. she could get out of both of them. so we’ve moved on to the sock of despair

you can't say this in a community meeting but i think a lot of people have the architectural taste of a donkey with glaucoma

holy fucking shit bottom surgery date is gonna be in APRIL many things to do, such and such, but ohhhhh my god I’m so happy I literally had a stress dream about all this last night

love everything about this metronome i've been using. fucking flutetunes.com, every ad on the page is malware, one is so malicious it was blocked in front of my very eyes but very good metronome, with all the features you need (less than 40 bpm!!!) and none of the ones you don't

the "ooh new friend" to "pathetic lesbian yearning" pipeline 😭

"dune" - a song about the dunes (sleeping bear dunes in michigan) (not the canonical recording, some mistakes. i am stoned)

it's an interesting challenge of gamedev that you often can't *really* look at things in the debugger or logs in a super useful way

injection report - i got so excited about the new estrogen vial i totally fricked up my needles. ended up drawing with my 23 and figured frick it, let's just roll with it, and injected with it after this was probably not the right choice? but it happened. and it was fine

surgery consult date moved way up! toot toot can't wait for tuesday 🥳

sorry, I’m a little late - I heard we were doing shoulders?

shoutout to the pharmacist enthusiastically making eye contact and nodding YES when she was asking me if I had any pre-existing conditions that qualify me for the vaccine

girl on a train

hullo bsky, i'm back from my total boredom era and tbh it totally rocked. i've basically stopped using my phone at all and it's been great. when I'm eating? just sitting. when I'm just sitting? also just sitting. feels like i'd forgotten just how much I bring with me in my inner world

bsky break coming early. i can't be on this site right now seeya monday (unless I pianopost) thread of despair under this but pls ignore im just shouting to the void

the thing about a job where you tend to fly under the radar - the days when you can't fly under the radar tend to fucking suck

pov: you are trying out an indie dev's sample world file

90 days of girling today ☺️

composing live again youtube.com/live/WOtI1F0...

uhhh yeah boss. working hard. making tons of progress but there’s a lot to do, I need to delay this by a few weeks

google what the fuck is wrong with you why are you shoving AI into your fucking web browser like this i fucking can't

[void shouting] very sad that transitioning has meant my hands are just less durable than they used to be the thinning skin and nails has been a lot. i've had a few injuries on my fingertips caused from playing piano and i've like. never. had that happen before transitioning

silking so hard I skong myself (grow tits)

made worlds infinite in my ecosystem game and i'm so happy with how it makes the game feel now i really need to make some more plants though 😅

"mist" - a work in progress i love this space. i love how this feels. this is one of my favorite textures...ever. can't wait to keep building this one up polyrhythms go brrrrr

a long time ago, i named a personal project something stupid and anyway it's very very very funny to me now to see it referred to as "gigachad" casually ("gigachad protractor", a mod for Trackmania)

This is the most important piece of art in the world to me. Transfemme version of “Coming Out” by Cammie Sturch, with accompanying text from “Énoument” by Samantha Richardson.

i think being *the person* who knows the most about a large and complex system and is relied on to fix it quickly when it is broken is very tiring sort of knew this was what i was getting myself into when I signed up? but like, i was 22 or something stupid like that. who could have guessed this

seeing a lot of tall women posting on the tl today. anyways not sure if it’s in my lore booklet yet but hiiii im tall as frick

so many parts of mastering a musical instrument just suck so much shit being an unmedicated egg in rural wisconsin definitely helped me get through it

just a girl trying her best 💜

dont mind me. just turning bluesky into soup

coffee shop set today was okay? I played the new song and it was actually totally fine which was nice, but I got fricked up on a few spots of other songs I haven’t practiced much lately especially as the setlist grows, the need to practice the whole thing is growing stronger

"tension" really fun to play with crunchy harmonies. i think the opening to this song is one of my favorite things i've written if you are allergic to thighs absolutely do not look at the bottom right corner of the screen

mono is the kissing disease spiro is the pissing disease

happy wednesday to all those who celebrate

always hated maintaining hundred line stored procedures...and now i'm writing them :( ugh i have become the very thing i seeked to destroy there is no room for clean and elegant solutions. only lube to make the gears of industry turn (hundred column CSV files)