My biggest worry isn't whether I can be around people or not, its the worry of improving the area around me. Leaving things better when I leave, feeling like my presence was noticed and appreciated. Not because I'm that important, but because I want others to never feel as depressed/alone as I do.

Snuggle time! #wuff

Experimenting✨🐐

Experimenting x2🐐

Sometimes I amaze myself with how much self loathing I have. There are days where im fine, and im happy, but it somehow always spiral, thinking the worst of myself. It gets hard to be positive when trapped in that mindset. I've been trying to be more puppy brained to feel okay instead of spiraling.

“I'm glad you have enough love in your life that that response comes naturally. If anything, you should be proud of that :)”

I dunno anymore, after last night, I don't think I can really talk much anymore. Getting close to others just is just too scary.

Sometimes I really think if I'm improving or somehow bettering my friends lives, and other times I feel like I'm the one who brought the troubles they deal with to them in the first place. Tonight I'm feeling very much like the latter of the two...

I'm about at my limit. I'm getting to a point where even minor things are bothering me and I feel I'm gonna unintentionally yell at someone. I need to calm but I dunno how at this point, cause everything I've been trying ask done the opposite.

I dunno what I'm doing like all the time. I'm just glad I have people who care about me. Thank you for all that you do.

Secretly, this guy only exists as an excuse to draw Big Chunky Shapes™ 🤫✨

quick doodle of my tanuki guy, but with pants this time #GorpArt #FurryArt

The costume didn't come with pants. 😩 #GorpArt #FurryArt

This costume came with (under)pants. 😩 #GorpArt #FurryArt

I am a Tanuki lover. I would love to meet more of them.

🎶Introducing our TidyFox DJs for NYE2026✨ 🎧 Sebris | Takum | GUACFOX 🎵 ASH 9 | DJ FROST 💡Lighting Engineer: Oddy 📅 12-31-25 ⏰ 11 PM EST These Moments Make Us Who We Are! 🦊🎆 #NYE2026 #FurryEvent #TidyFox #VRChat #NYE #VRC #music #VRCmusic

Thought I'd show some Holiday Art I got awhile ago for festive feels, Marry Christmas, and Happy Holidays to every other Holiday enjoyer this time of year.

I doodled some in VR and had a bit of fun, but I dunno what to do, laying in bed but not that tired yet

If any of you can, please at least consider this, my friend isn't in the best financial position, but I don't want things to get worse. Only if you can and feel comfortable doing so, maybe check this out.

I want to shout out to everyone who talks to me, who cuddles me in messages, who just pop in to say a simple "Hey, just checking on ya" the ones that respond to my messages, even if it took them all day to get free, cause it means a whole lot to hear back from you, and feel seen/cared for. Thank you

I'd genuinely love to be able to experience, at least once, what it is like to be able to go to lie down in bed and just fall asleep as soon as my head hits the pillow instead of struggling to shut my brain up to allow myself to stare at the back of my eyelids long enough to make it thru the night

Sometimes I retreat when I feel embarrassed because of a mistake I made. Usually my thoughts process is "better to run off so I don't hear the laughs or make more of a fool of myself than to stick around." I know I'm more emotionally fragile than I'd like to be. That's why my big corgi adopt exists

I've been feeling more and more like that "I can be vulnerable, just a little. *Gets absolutely annihilated* *retreats back to my safe space* never again." Comic that occasionally goes around more and more lately.

Bedrotting, my favorite pass time.

I'm just giving up, I'm done, I'm not doing anything more than most likely tapping the like button, occasionally the repost button. Everything else I've tried to give effort to has just backfired. Not even expecting anything. It's like someone just decided to take a lighter to everything around me.

Top 10 favs + 1

cool raccoon! 🦝

I'm slowly losing my desire to even be around. It feels no one would miss me, yet I haven't said this out loud, it's hard to voice these things without worrying close friends. I think I'll just chalk this up to depression and try to keep quiet and deal with it myself, I need to be self sufficient.

@itsquartz.bsky.social *picks up pokéball, takes it to my room, presses the button, opening it to reveal you, pulls you on the bed, and proceeds to cuddle you in bed all night*

I think I've felt lost for awhile. Just kinda have no motivation to really talk or chat with others lately. Even though I show up, it just feels like I'm just isolated like how the viewer is when watching a movie. There, but sometimes I feel like I'm the only one who knows it.

I feel bad often. But the difference I try to make is by not parading my feel bad around like it's some trophy or something to be ashamed of. I realize that my thoughts can be mean sometimes, and that the thought will pass. In the meantime, I'll do things that make me feel happy to get through it.

Yay for International Raccoon Day. I know at least there's one day of the year people appreciate me, even though I'm just a trash mammal. XP But seriously, I appreciate the attention/love/kindness people give me, it means a whole lot. Thank you so so much!

Happy Raccoon Day! Take time to appreciate the raccoons in your life, today and always.

Making myself sad is something I wish my brain would do less.

I don't ever feel like posting anywhere anymore. I don't feel safe or even acknowledged on anything anymore, and every day feels like another polarizing or radical or soul crushing thing is going on. I kind of want to abandon it all and curl up. I just know that's not how to handle it.

yearning

Friends who make you feel like this <3

I just need fan art of myself and Rocket Raccoon, where Rocket absolutely dominates me in his snarky but still affectionate way. I feel like he'd be very protective of anyone he was sweet on.

Breaking your screen. Cuz i can, and you deserve to be crushed by my tight fat belly~

Saw this and thought "why not?" 31

Yapping all day

I have someone in my life who's special to me, they are like my world. I'm happy they love me so unconditionally.

[2 of 2] Fens can be used as a step-counter for recording the number of steps you take on a run..! Surely I was effective and could keep count without losing track and getting distracted.. 😵‍💫🔥💦 ..At least he was nice enough to check in on me, sometimes 🥴 🐈‍⬛ + 🎨 - @lewdocat.bsky.social

This was done a few days ago BUT I decided too bring it out early just for National Underwear Day Art - @orfiarts.bsky.social Visco and Zija - @mistybadplace.bsky.social Zenith - @spicey-spicero.bsky.social AKA MEEEE

[1 of 2] Approached by a big, looming cat after somehow ending up micro again.. What could he possibly be up to? Nothing, I'm sure "H-Hey wait--!" 😈💦 🐈‍⬛ + 🎨 - @lewdocat.bsky.social

im kinda surprised i havent posted this here. #animation #skating

Thanks again so much @solacelunis.bsky.social for the amazing piece you did!