From over the weekend in Chicago. Not pictured, my sour face after being on the wrong side for my Metra train and having to kill an hour of time in the cold. D’oh!!!

For those in the CMMC world (Gov): Welcome to Day 1 of (T-minus) 365. Good luck in your assessments!

Looking amazing Sir. And very much looking forward to seeing up close and in person soon. ❤️❤️❤️😈😈😈🍆🍆🍆

Still have my 360 and Kinect… Thanks for the reminder that I really need to pick this game up still. ;)

We've got you 👍

Funniest No Man’s Sky Easter Egg. A tribute to the Khajit!

Had to run to grocery store this morning. Needed Coffee Creamer ASAP. Decided to wear my bulgy Track Suit. Still a but foggy post-hypno session.

A powerful visual.

Throwback...Tuesday? Why the fuck not?! 12 years ago, I was finally feeling good enough about my body to be a douchey gym selfie whore! Pretty sure I still have that singlet, too... 😜😁👍 #BabyFoxBear

Decided to have a lazy Sunday morning cigar in some UA Compression. Listening to the Tron Ares soundtrack while enjoying a triple espresso.

Been a busy week on subscriptions for me. Cancelled Disney+ and Hulu after their inability to support their own employees. Subscribed to Netflix to see KPDH again. And just downgraded my Xbox Game Pass Ultimate as none of their new features are worth the 50% increase. Doubt they’ll change.

Another No Man’s Sky post. When you get to center of galaxy and jump to the next, every technology slot is broken. Normally this means you have a time crunch to repair. Tonight the game decided to start me inside a Storm *during a Wind event* without a single shield or other tech. Insta-reload!

I know I missed Singlet Sunday, but figured better late than never.

Decided on another early AM Sunday cigar and decided to wear some comoression to counter the cold. The first pic was captured the outside feelings, the side view is what would get more interest here… ler’s be real. ;)

No idea if I have any friends here who play No Man’s Sky but figured I’d share a pic with address from “Hell”. My base on a system two hops from center of Euclid. The planet is horrid, but I played around with the base design which changed as the game changed planet types. Try the stairs!

Decided on a late night cigar. It’s 2AM, with a nice cigar and singing along to “Your Idol”… hopefully inner voice. *looks around*

Still recovering from cold but decided to bundle up while gearing up.

Can’t imagine why I’m groggy the day after a hypno session… but happy to do more.

And a bit of Coachy dadness as well...

Enjoying cigars with Sir at a nearby park. Listening to Weird Al of all things. ;)

More park cigars before departure...

Park pavilion cigars marking the official beginning of vacation. @cubziz.com says, "Stop taking pictures of me, dammit."

Sometime you feel like you may be stuck in the Matrix… at 300 baud.

Being alone in a crowd sucks.

Today was a very homey day. I made some stew earlier, pork butt/shoulder with a ton of veggies and rice. Then tonight decided to ream some oranges to pair with a new bottle of vodka with some simple and fizzy water. I’m in for a good (but expensive) night. (Oranges were $2/each. Just over 500ml.)

Hit the grocery store earlier. Out of coffee creamer… bulged out.

Saturday afternoon park cigars in excellent weather with my sweet fuzzy bull, @cubziz.com.

I found this recently and realized this would be part of that meme of “What items would you use to summon me?”

Time to make the… coffee? (Thankfully did not but did think it was an unfamiliar Kcup.)

Decisions decisions. Today is the first real day I’ve had off and have a bunch of chores to get done. Do I do that or do I get non-sober and spend the day on video games and porn? I know which one I *want* to do… and it ain’t being a responsible adult. But I guess I should do SOMETHING… 🤬

Decided to gear up a bit. Under Armour, California Bears, WildmanT jocks and knee high socks. And kneepads. Need to make sure to use those. ;)

King Koopa glares at you from his throne, but gestures at you to come closer. Your ass begins twitching and tingling in anticipation as you ready yourself to go across his lap, tiny involuntary whimpers escaping you as you creep forward to bow down before Bowser and that deep, evil chuckle... 😈😈😈

My boy @cubziz.com and I braved the heat at Pride for a few hours today, but then retreated to AC until the sun went down. Then we decided to do cigars on the back deck while hanging out with our little outdoor kitty friend, who I named Nyx.

This hits hard…

Been a rough week. Woke up in a panic this morning over the stress. This should be an amazing weekend for me with so many good things but I’m just beaten emotionally. While cleaning, “Everything you ever” from Dr Horrible came on & I can relate. “And I am fine.” “… and I won’t feel… a thing.”

Kinda suffering from some severe FOMO with IML tonight. Also miss hitting Bear Pride during this weekend. So many friends I met through Chicago that I still know on here and I’m wishing I was up there this weekend. Have fun everyone. I’m just jealous. :p Please share pics!

Trans people don’t just deserve to exist. They deserve to flourish and live their best lives as their true selves. Pass it on.

Still having a power outage so out having a cigar before it gets hot.

Yes, we noticed. You're still here.

Been a hell of a week. Day seven out of 10 of AT&T outage. And then a massive wind storm came through and brought a tornado to the city (not by me directly but between myself and work). Power has been out since about 3pm with no ETA when it is back. So enjoying the quiet to have some cigars.

Enjoying several nice cigars today. Work was maddening today and tomorrow is Jury Dury so out enjoying a few cigars in the night. Internet is STILL down. Been out five of the last seven days. Way to go AT&T. You suck.

Contemplative today. Mother’s Day 2024 featured my informing my mother that I could no longer help her and I walked away. Stating that I would never step foot in my house to visit her ever again. And shortly after, she’d go into hospital and passed at end of August. (Continued)

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Cigar and bulge time here. Was gonna do my UA compression shorts but it is only 62 out so went with full leg length.

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Had to go out and grab packages. But I am really enjoying the new Speedo. Though do have a jock on under as it is a bit see through and didn’t want to completely upset the neighbors.

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Pre-departure cigar with my beloved bullpuppy boy @cubziz.com after a nice and relaxed weekend visit.

Having a wonderful evening with my Sir. Coffee + Ferrero. Both shared with him.

Seen a few people post about their achievements, whether giving up drinking or smoking, saving for a goal, etc. I struggle day to day without crushing mental defeat. Between the world, work stress, life stress, and generally not being near anyone in my social circle, I’m exhausted. Allthedamntime.