folding :)

yesterday i was forced into a multi-stage, multi-person interaction in a public bathroom at an art fair that required me to use my voice and nobody questioned my presence or treated me weird at all. i was kinda just... a woman in the bathroom. it was really nice

now i know its either them or me so ill bury every clue and every kind of memory with strings that tie to you

lowkey getting dumped was great for my art

so many ppl joined 😊

wooohooo softbody physics in geometry nodes :3

Hey everyone! I made a discord server for transfem 3d artists if you wanna join pls shoot me a message!

lowkey going thru everything on your own kinda isn't fun

fluid solver in geometry nodes

MARATHON

pickling my balls after my orchiectomy call that pickleball

yesterday i dreamt about you. i hardly remember the details, just that we kept on merging into one another, i was you, you were me.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

the game Sable helped me process my career/life path anxiety and is in no small part responsible for me becoming an artist

yo the name is batty! the logic is erratic!

Sable was such a pleasant surprise. Highly recommend. Really great vibes and art style to just lose yourself in.

pattern recognition is a tricky beast

oh, alcohol makes my arthritis flare up apparently so that's cool!

//: MARATHON [ARCHIVE]

the crack in your perfect screen

Imagine if "big tent" meant accepting trans people instead of transphobes.

call my girl the laplacian the way she always finds my peaks and valleys

im so happy the aesthetic of marathon is catching on, seeing people remix and expand on it feels like watching the birth of a new artistic vision for a potential future that isn't cyberpunk or solarpunk

putting my painterly toolkit to work :3

layers and layers of compositing

After months of work I have released my first addon for Blender :) I used it to create these painterly renders!

donut ascii art !

still life #b3d #blender

blender!

city center

forgot to post this one here #b3d #blender

New you, NuCaloric

red ball, maaaarket gloooobal

currently mentoring a transfem motion graphics artist who is experimenting with a thermal receipt printer to display generative art, and it's been quite some fun. the printer itself comes with a webserver app and javascript api that integrates well with p5.js

i will never give up

how to make clickable table of contents in affinity

i've got a song that nobody knows i put it on when nobody's home

<3

YIPPIE

i have come to understand my life is a slow burn

forgot to post this one as well. cruise liner arriving at a spaceport

can anyone tell me why i spent 4 hours creating a fake NuCal ad for an estrogen autoinjector

New you, NuCaloric

does the feeling of being alone and unloved ever go away

sometimes i wish i was beautiful just for a day to know what its like

forgot to post this one here #b3d #blender

marathon was ok? i had fun but it didn't suck me in like arc raiders unfortunately. the design is incredible though, if a bit difficult to read at first

Everything means so much....