I love my friends

It feels so good to talk to someone who genuinely seems interested in me and wants to understand who I am. I don't think I'll ever settle for less again.

went on a really nice date tonight :3

avatar 2 was so fucking good dawg im just totally blown away. cried 4 times as well

whatever, deer girl

you crushed the part of me that believed love can save a person

getting nonconsensually groped by another trans woman was not on my 2026 bingo card tbh

gork, put her in a bikini

oh deer!

Deersona is coming along

workin on my avatar

girl who went on a really nice date then got ghosted the next day

you scratched until i bled in dog years you're dead

maybe i've crossed the wrong rivers and walked down all the wrong halls but nothing can change the fact that we used to share a bed

sketching kisses

wires

I want it back

Swimming

#nodevember2025 Days 20-21 Mask Grimoire Not my best not my worst 😅 if I had time for some magic effects I could've fit in enchanted as well Hands are fun! Shout-out @ashlee3dee.bsky.social for helping me figure out the IK for the fingers #b3d #bnpr #blender3d #nodevember #geometrynodes

inverse kinematics solver using the FABRIK algorithm in geometry nodes #blender #b3d #geometrynodes

I've been pretty tight on money and have no "immediate" leads when it comes to gigs so buying these really helps me out a lot! It's pay what you want with a 1€ minimum, anything helps really If you like my work a want to help contribute to me making it, consider my gumroad a donation box!

split focus diopter in blender cycles renderer

having a lot of fun working on some neat artistic lens effects using blenders new OSL camera features left: normal bokeh vs swirl bokeh right: no chromatic aberration vs with chromatic aberration really nice to get back into shader programming

angels respite

its hard to ever feel intact

You don't get it, if we don't make the world irreparably horrible then we won't be able to do a load of shit nobody wants or needs

hydraulic terrain erosion solver with geometry nodes #b3d #blender #geometrynodes

me: hmm.. i should stop yearning quite so much spotify: you said want to listen to gigi perez?

ow ouch oof owie

Published my wire generation modifier on Gumroad for 5 (five) dollars. Help a girl squeak by? 🥺 ashlee3dee.gumroad.com/l/a3d_wirege... #blender #b3d #geometrynodes #gumroad

i need someone to hold me tightly and tell me everything is going to be okay

bruh i had a discount code on ubereats but i refreshed the page and it removed it so i accidentally spent 30 bucks

terrain erosion simulation w/ geometry nodes

blender ivy generator w/ geometry nodes #blender

wip

just finished modeling & texturing the new player model for my game! :) i'll be posting a video of my game publicly for the first time once i've implemented the new model into the game

On the one hand, you let go of everything, you live in the eternal now, because that’s all there is. But on the other hand, what fun to drag it out, and to make it echo, and to get involved, and to fall in love, and to become attached. Just like riding a bicycle, it’s a balance trick.

i need to be held :c

#b3d #blender #scifi #horror

i wish i had more friends :c life is so lonely without them

#blender #b3d #scifi

had the most horrendous nightmares last night... i feel weird

i wonder if ill ever find lasting love

been cookin

just watched patlabor for the first time, and wow

Presented for the first time ever, a 12GB completely lossless VHS rip of 1987 Slasher Horror Anime HELL TARGET Timed & subtitled from my hacked VCR. This anime has NEVER been available in High Quality before today. Enjoy! archive.org/details/hell...

i miss you so much

made some fun shapes today using #blender geometry node tools

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