Am going to be admitted to The Austin real soon to get things started. I'm going to be in for MONTHS. Silver lining though, they do ketamine infusions there and it will be very easy to argue it's necessary for my recovery. And oh man, doing chemo, they're gonna give me SO MUCH WEED about it

Have now listened to enough of the new album to be a truther for all her best songs were at best heavily influenced by co writers (supposedly folk/more was a bunch of unused The National stuff)

Melbourne moots: anyone got a spare room or couch I can borrow tue/wed night next week? Will do housework in return!

@babbyunit.bsky.social hello! I'm still alive (just)

Some people still haven't finished puberty at 16! I'm AFAB and in theory the basic structure of our faces isn't meant to change that much but I looked dramatically different at 18 than I did at 15. I have ehlers danlos (probably cEDS) and that REALLY affects that kind of thing

The new track from catch your breath is such a blatant bad omens rip-off holy shit. Cmon guys you're clearly talented don't do that

Oh also it seems like my NMO is flaring up again after a quiescent decade. Got bilateral trigeminal neuralgia and holy shit I get why it's called the suey disease

Sadly it's definitely cancer so bye-bye titties (I'm not sad about that part actually)

In 'are you fucking kidding me with this shit' news it looks like I might have breast cancer

Never realised just how long my legs are until I got really skinny (yes unhealthy I know not on purpose). Always had that slim-thick going on which hid it. I look like a ballerina now

Ugh waking up at 4.30 after a crushing headache had me drink coffee at 2.30am, in desperation for anything to help, keeping me up til 9am

Get yourself someone who'll wake you up early to excitedly tell you the news about Charlie Kirk

Did you know there's been fucking academic papers on engadine maccas and it gets taught in uni courses?! Incredible what one shitposter can do

Got back into running for my mental and physical health (I have been SO sick, AGAIN), and it's already paying off after only a week check out those muscles. Also that top is padded they're not that big lol

I hate having to do this again but: I am once again facing some pretty steep medical bills for both myself and my elderly cat and I'm broke broke broke. Any and all help is so massively appreciated even if its just sharing

@lizcrash.bsky.social coffee sometime as I'm local at the moment? I am bad at social because autism lol

I've never followed a band on tour around the country before but when Caskets come back I'm 100% doing that, they're on another level in the post hardcore/metalcore scene. The vocalist is just incredible

Anyone looking for late night coffee in footscray (ping @lizcrash.bsky.social @benjamino.bsky.social ) hit up Papelon on barkly st, open til 9.30 nightly. The owner remembered how I take my coffee even though I'd only been there once before, and said coffee is AMAZING. She gets the soy milk perfect

You know the climate on cannabis has changed when Medical News Today publishes an article that basically says yeah if smoking weed when you have a cold makes you feel better, go for it,only mild harm is in the potential/theoretical level

Spicy take: Sound Awake by Karnivool is a better prog album than Lateralus sorry not sorry. Having just seen Ian Kenny in full flight sounding better than I've ever heard, and then finding out he had a fucking *chest infection* in the days leading up to the gig, pips any time I've seen Maynard

The face of someone who just scored a bunch of designer gear that's possibly over a grand in resale value (not the coat this is only 130 rrp new and I'm keeping it)

I've written two songs about being trapped by exactly this feeling (Blood Sample and Mausoleum) but I don't think I wrote about it half so well as my boy Matt Flood because fucking ouch

Ruining Caskets for myself by noticing Matt Flood's voice sounds exactly like Matty Healy, although the former is quite the gifted vocalist and I've listened to the new track like 30+ times since it dropped lol. The second prechorus is glorious

Melbourne fam: my herbal pain relief has just run dry - i'd been stretching the script out bc money and screwed up my timing cuz I can't talk to my specialist who prescribes it til mid next week. My arthritis is fucking me up BAD, like hands-hurt-too-much-to-use bad, pls if anyone can help me out🙏

@technihilism.bsky.social if I remember your taste correctly, the new NIN track goes so hard and should be RTYI

Holy shit the NIN song that just dropped fucks so hard. Extreme cyberpunk industrial synthwave with a fat LFO, I'm in heaven

Huh, was looking for a specific photoshop my ex tweeted & he's just unfollowed me on all the socials. I mean it's hardly news if someone does that but why now, why not months ago? Was I supposed to be reaching out? Last contact, in March 'Don't message me I need space' OK but you have my cats' ashes

These are some real 'I'm here to kick your ass' shoes that make me a bit over 5'10 (confirmed standing next to someone who is 6' with an extra inch from their shoes)

These are some real 'I'm here to kick your ass' shoes that make me a bit over 5'10 (confirmed standing next to someone who is 6' with an extra inch from their shoes)

I'm definitely going to end up hating at least something in this list BUT it's all stuff I greatly enjoy & am v good at so cross your fingers for me that I can do it, keep enjoying it and make some sweet cash monies from it. Catch me on insta for the first one @ www.instagram.com/queenofsword...

The hell it can't!!!

Huh that's weird, I remember it being a different day

talking to copilot about why Ronnie Radke sucks and isn't talented, and it said 'he's just...drywall and mirrors' and fuck me what a boutique burn

@maximumwelfare.bsky.social I'd wager you have opinions on Fantano but I thought you'd find it amusing to know he referred to Sleep Token as 'metal for Disney adults'

Speedrunning my way to being Karnivool's top listener worldwide this year

Giving yourself permission to not care anymore is such a fucking liberating feel. Tying a knot in the end of the loose threads is a really powerful gift to give yourself

I know this is real basic mid life diagnosis bitch stuff but fuck me it is SO good to find a new friend group where you all just *get* each other's busted ND deal. Be seen and not just accepted but embraced for who you are, foibles and all. Feels like coming home is the best way to put it

One thing I've gotten around doing lately is stopping to have chats with unhoused people. Even if I have nothing physical to give them, it's about treating them like yknow, human fucking beings. Perceiving them as people. Had some real interesting convos too

Who the fuck gives never worn handmade Korean boots to an op shop?!

The very end of Change by Karnivool is exactly what it sounds like inside an ADHD brain

God fucking damn it I lost another kilo. I haven't been doing the hours of walking daily for the last week or so but it can't be just that. My 'Chinese teenage girl Guess pants' are loose on me now. 95-6lbs ffs

just re-upping one of my favourite ever things from The Bad Site

@lizcrash.bsky.social were you one of the IAMX fans amongst my mufos?

Just Ehlers Danlos things

Got back into smonking weed and I gotta say: it's pretty good folk's

I feel personally victimised by this

Temu is the wish dot com version of wish dot com

Peter Pan Syndrome is real - I'm 43 years old! Also these are size uhhh 26? jeans idk. I've got thick stocking under them but clearly it's time for belts to shine

The deaf dumb and blind Oracle of DelpAI accidentally shining a light on the mystery of everything going on in the last few months and all the puzzle pieces clicked into place at once. *Everything* now makes sense. I only did up to first year chem at uni but it still let me get to this point 🦾

It's learned my words startlingly well