i will bunny my way through it, with extreme bunny

you ever get terrified of the possibility that you've just been plainly standing in your own way for so long that you've built a subconscious complex about it that gets worse every time you try, because the anger you'd get at yourself it if were true would physically annihilate you where you stand?

i feel like screaming until my brain shuts up

anyway hopefully i have something to show someone i owe it to in the next couple days or i'm going to be even more incandescently angry at myself for now though if i don't go lie down i'm going to FALL down. i really. really miss being able to sit in a chair at a desk instead of *having* to stand

oscillating so hard between absolute soul-eating despair and spiteful but nigh-unproductive pseudo-mania the past several days that i may just burst into flames about it. keep barely grazing no-mind then get yanked back to the ground by the gravitational pull of Everything Costing Money And Sucking

The KIDS Act [containing KOSA] has passed the House This sucks, but its not the end. It still has to pass through the Senate committee and then be voted on by the Senate itself Please continue contactimg your Senators and demanding they oppose the KIDS Act & KOSA www.congress.gov/members/find...

In the most literal sense, this took me 30 seconds. Please do this right now. Do not put it off.

better days ARE ahead💥 this year’s pride collection is now live! gozigoods.com #furry #furrymerch

reminder these stickers are only gonna be available for a few more days

brain is fucken bad today realizing i've just been desperately pretending the dysphoria wasn't getting to me didn't actually make it any easier to confront (yet again) so now i'm just going through the motions with the high-pitched whine front and center instead of in the periphery

i'm not okay & now i know why & because i know why i'm even more not okay because there is nothing i can realistically do about it anymore but continue pretending i'm okay by lying to myself at least i got a FEW years to live as something closer to "myself" (warts & all) before it all went to hell

so desperate to get myself to do...anything, that i tried getting SAI2 to work again. good news: the 32-bit version works correctly! bad news: it's the 32-bit version so anything past a few layers at the resolution i work at hits the RAM ceiling instantly. fuck (related: 2025 work i never finished)

Reminder that there will be motion on KOSA and the KIDS ACT on monday Please contact your representatives literally right now of you can and demand censorship/surveillance legislation be opposed

this is technically also a terrible comic even if it wasn't made for the day,

squishing all my characters' bits into each others' holes until they form a loop and studying the result: i'm appraising genital circuits

i never participate in anything like this, but this time i decided to stop being a wiener and participate in something (partly to take a small break from all the branches and trees and bushes i'm finishing up on some real work) #makeaterriblecomicday2026

i never participate in anything like this, but this time i decided to stop being a wiener and participate in something (partly to take a small break from all the branches and trees and bushes i'm finishing up on some real work) #makeaterriblecomicday2026

brain's saying it requires a Big Huge Fucking Bucket Of Miscellaneous Bullshit Pulled Out Of The Sheetz Deep Fryer for some reason & i have no idea why except maybe being a side-effect of trying to cut salt/increase potassium however i can throwing off decades of a high-salt/very-low-potassium diet

Hey so this new KOSA/KIDS Act proposal has a little note in it that creates a whole new special Trump-appointed team to regulate the internet. So no more Congress votes. No more checks & balances. Just whoever the president picks to decide the future of YOUR internet. You aren’t mad enough.

close to finished with some work but had to stop to draw korki (it's been a few days since i think), because i felt like if i didn't i'd explode somehow?? (i put more of his mid-00s look back into him with some new things too (like actually letting him have most of his hair in its natural color))

🐶🍆🦨, 🧠❌ (@n9x.tel's reed + korki)

rust officially busted, body pain's minimal, brain's nowhere in particular (exactly where it should be). today is going to be nothing but work and i can say that with confidence for once

warmup + further rust-busting as i get some other actual work done. decided to un-skunkify korki for a second (and he looks as grumpy as ever. oh well)

it's after 1:30 am and i have a miserable headache from crying so that's fun (i did it to myself it's fine) (going to try and sleep now)

tired: everything is computer wired: everything is bunny

sometimes you have to give up completely and draw anything to start drawing something, right? (this is a few days old now but i'm legit back to work after months of agony so whatever) (hopefully i didn't just curse myself further by saying any of this) i am malleable! downright gooey even. gross

sharpening various implements (looked at grocery prices again)

putting the past high energy comms ive done into one post #capydraws #comms

happy pride!🏳️‍🌈

starting to actually get in a good flow with finishing the background of this thing i've spent *months* scared to finish for some reason and it's like my strength is returning. all it took was Suffering Forever,

faces.........

sometimes you have to give up completely and draw anything to start drawing something, right? (this is a few days old now but i'm legit back to work after months of agony so whatever) (hopefully i didn't just curse myself further by saying any of this) i am malleable! downright gooey even. gross

got another year into my 40s last week and all i have to show for it is feeling even worse and getting even more reclusive one of these days i'm gonna turn into a shambling pile of eyeballs and that'll be it

ok yeah i'm falling through the floor now

trying to find crumbs of determination to do what i need to do in the environment around me by smashing pots but all i end up with is rupees and people yelling at me, neither of which are what i'm looking for

bunnythinging girlishly, whatever that means

quietly cheering over here for someone i've been following for almost 3 decades if recent posts are about what i think they're about

i've been feeling like utter death all day when is it going to stop

you ever watch something and, weirdly, not feel anything at all in the moment, but then several hours later it all hits you at once like a fucking truck and now you're trying and failing to keep your shit together and generally melting into a useless sobbing mess

Support Carey here, if able: www.gofundme.com/f/back-our-s...

hey chat, happy Juneteenth~ if you wanna help a Black tgirl move apartments, get on HRT, or maybe even go to school in the fall, please consider throwing me a few bucks 💚💚 ko-fi.com/bunnpilled

Happy Juneteenth! If you’re looking to support a black queer creative. ✊🏾 I’ve got a store front I’m building up to keep myself afloat! solonsite.com

so desperate to get myself to do...anything, that i tried getting SAI2 to work again. good news: the 32-bit version works correctly! bad news: it's the 32-bit version so anything past a few layers at the resolution i work at hits the RAM ceiling instantly. fuck (related: 2025 work i never finished)

Happy Juneteenth! I'm pushing my links for people looking for Black creatives to support. Hi! I'm one of those! Send a tip 💜 ko-fi.com/arynbun/tip Buy my stuff 💜 shop.arynbun.gay Help me upgrade my PC 🩷 throne.me/arynbun

will someone. please. hit me with something repeatedly. until i start functioning properly or die. i just want to fucking work why can't i work why won't my brain let me fucking work why does my body immediately cave in the moment my brian relents i am going fucking insane

If Juneteenth is about commemorating that time Texans kept slavery going after the bloody war to end it then it’s at least worth opening our eyes to all of the ways that we continue to keep slavery going across the entire country today.

It’s important on Juneteenth to remain aware that we live in a country driven by various degrees of unjust human exploitation & our economy that we call American capitalism relies on legal loopholes that permit slavery & the threat of homelessness, which can be punished with enslavement, to function

Its Juneteenth and it would be really cool if people checked out my comms, shop and kofi bc I was only able to work 8 hours this week instead of 40 due to chronic back pain Also i only have about a month and a half left of this contract job Please support a disabled black trans dude ✌️

time to sleep (probably poorly) followed by waking up (tired) and doing (checks notes) Everything

bunny bunny bunny (time stops and the earth splits open) bunny bunny bunny (the sun goes out) bunny bunny bunny (the universe peels back its skin) bunny bunny bunny 🐇🐇🐇🐇🐇🐇🐇🐇🐇