also this is my lockscreen now

my statement on current affairs

literally crying on shift I can’t keep living like this

maybe yelling on my phone will help!!!

this was wild to scrub off

if anxiety could be extracted and used to generate power i could probably fuel a city

hung out with my childhood best friend the other night and it was the highlight of my whole fucking month j cannot lie

I’m going to cry at work today I can just feel it

I need him like bad

sick to my stomach hope this changes

they should invent paid time off that doesn’t dig into my sick days

frankly idc about calling myself crazy like cmon now I know it’s not peaches and cream and rainbows in there

I think it’s time for me to get even crazier just to keep up

If wearing miniskirts to work was illegal I’d be so over

I think maybe that I am a heartbreaker it’s literally nawt my fault either like let’s consider the circumstances!!!

cloth study

(OC) First blood

fucked that old man Friday

on hinge bc I need to devour another man bitch I need attention rn

I’ve been creating art and being insane idk about y’all

okay I know everyone hates non monogamy bitches but I’m on the verge of a mental breakddown and what if I rejoin apps

i hate the term butterface so much it’s only ever used for women and all women r beautiful

nobody else girlfailing like me #myfailures

I have not fucked that man…oomves I fear it may never happen but it’s literally fine and okay

Drinking a lemon lavender vodka soda I made with my own lavender syrup I made today i am at peace

I need to talk about mcr

Got new rugs today WAAAAAAAUGH

having access to your friends/loved ones locations has spoiled me, i feel like a creep I need to know where you areee rnn

they should invent good things that happen to you

found this n thought i’d share 🩷 remember to stay safe in the heat especially if ur on certain medications

having a mama in the medical field and having lots of menstrual/birth info is a resource that is not unvalued in my world...shoutout to my mama

viet coffee ripping through my intestines like goddamn tomb raider

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you know I begged god to let me have this love to let me get one good thing in my life and I got it and now I’m fucking it up

It’s actually so fucked!!! It’s real confirmation that I can do everything I’m supposed to and try hard to heal and ask for help when I need it and vocalize my needs and now I’m being punished for struggling :3 I will never end this cycle I will always be seen as the bad person no matter what I do

I will never be free!!! Never!!

literally my partner is a saint and I can feel them harboring disdain and resentment against me for how much I struggle and need support. I wish I wasn’t such a burden like I wish I wasn’t so high maintenance and miserable

My entire life I’ve been made to feel guilty and bad for suffering and I can’t help but feel like I should be ashamed and hide it again because literally nobody but me can stand how much help I need

I’ve been homosexual and crazy in my absence

the pear deserves so much love. we don’t deserve pears!!!

If you do a nice thing just to film it and put it on the internet, is it really free?

Tanning and wearing a bikini to the beach for the first time and I’m not mad abt it

guy who fumbled a hookup w me in college I can’t stop running into around my neighborhood I now live in 100 mi away now goes to my gym 🫠

it's my birthday today! 🌹 I'd be grateful if you shared my art as a gift to me 🫶

stunned the other day btw

Loading the catapult with the latest nightmare headlines and launching them into the void.

I’m just on a different vibe

My pet peeve is when people repost art and specifically crop of integral parts of the painting

If disappointing my family was a sport I’d be a Olympic gold medalist