Rue when was this

I have a genuine visceral reaction to mitski

got drunk last night by myself and started to think Jazmine Sullivan had a point

I don’t get cute. I get drop dead gorgeous

it’s okay though because genuinely life is so beautiful without him 🩷

open.spotify.com/track/6LCEyZ... like no I’m not ready to make nice I spent the last year of my life being screamed at every fucking day of my life

Just blared dancing on my own driving on the GW Bridge looking out at NYC… oh this is young womanhood…

open.spotify.com/track/7MZHqg... genuinely wish I could tell February me that it’s been a month and a half and I don’t think I’ve been this happy in years… is it bad to say I really love my life without him?

how my besties had to talk me down every time I thought about texting him 😭

always when I’m overstimulated and having a panic attack someone on the street hits me with the “smile for me gorgeous 😁” ENOUGH.

like to love me is to love my two older sisters and my two best friends because parts their souls are infinitely carried within me…

billions of people in this world and my besties chose me to be their bestie and roommate…

open.spotify.com/track/6ET9kf... enjoying the allure of mystery right now… no one needs to know of my romantic endeavors anymore but me and my journal… no one needs to know where and when I am traveling… no one but me and my journal needs to know these things…

FORGOT MY CAMERA WAS ON AND I JUST HIT MY PEN IN FRONT OF THE WHOLE FUCKING CLASS FACETIME

all of my besties bc they can literally sense when I’m about to text my ex 😩

drunk

Having a two man with my besties in my new apartment… they are two men and we are gonna cuddle in my new bed…

open.spotify.com/track/1ibRqi... they’re calling me a whore cause they’re mad asf they’re stuck with their mid boyfriends and can’t be free like me 😭

if I ever run into that man in public it’s not gonna be like a scene from normal people it’s actually gonna sound like a DMX song

What it feels like clubbing in Morgantown because it’s all 18 year old college kids

Just remembered I have my all pink disco girly apartment to go home to… and no man dictating my weekend plans

If one more person tells me I look like hannah baker… this comparison is genuinely sick because I don’t see it but also oomfs know why 😭😭

men will buy you flowers and love you then one day they start sounding like this… open.spotify.com/track/29LsI5...

open.spotify.com/track/3MFa9i... YOUNG HOS RUN FREE!!

heyyy Kenna from 4 months ago just checking in to tell you GET THOSE BAGS PACKED. GET THEM READY GIRL GTFO… that feeling you’ve been having since summer of “maybe I deserve better” IS YOUR FUCKING INTUITION LEAVE GIRL GO

when you block me and annie this is who you’re really blocking …

you two are JUST NOT TASTEFUL!

😭🙏

you don’t need grinch salt fries you need a job and a hobby

5 month glow up of my baby :) I knew with proper care and love she would blossom … 🩷

I hate watching girls hbo because it makes me realize maybe I don’t need a high-stress serious career job right now and I should’ve taken a fun bookstore job to live in a shitty apartment with my friends in my twenties 💔💔

new holiday banner bc I love my cat

had the perfect winter club outfit. pulled up a makeup tutorial I was gonna follow… and that all got ruined by me getting rear ended by a guy on his damn phone driving his brother’s Porsche at 10 AM and giving me a concussion….

lowkey little t trauma from the ovarian cyst rupture of 2025 bc im so scared of feeling that way again like guys please never have a cyst rupture on your ovaries because the pain is so blinding and scary and your doctors will just tell you to take Tylenol 😭💔

Georgia peach put me somewhere on the gorgeous beach FOR REAL 😭😩

open.spotify.com/track/73vfMX... now tbt to when my ex boyfriend told me on my birthday he was too high on LSD to see me and then had sex with some bitch named Victoria that night 💔💔

open.spotify.com/track/6LCEyZ... Girls are gonna get me through Part 2 of this… I’m not backing down my fight anymore. This version of me is stronger and ready for this… there will be justice…

oh it’s socially acceptable for us to have Frankenstein fantasies now but in 2021 when I said I had one and planned to recreate the phantom of the opera on my wedding night I WAS THE WEIRD ONE??

open.spotify.com/track/3YjVhs... SSRI got me acting right …

btw…

open.spotify.com/track/43tdyN... when they brought out this lowkey banger for communion

Everyone outside feeling joy watching the first snow fall of the season meanwhile I am quite literally like this…

open.spotify.com/track/48iWbs... Need this song playing, a beach bonfire, a modelo, a cigarette, deep conversation in an IV DRIP!

birthday pictures 😄

it’s my bestie’s bday btw so let’s make that known and clear

open.spotify.com/track/1B516F... me in 2018 having this on loop while my mom was downstairs convincing the utility company to keep our lights on