How do you stay on the good side of your brain when everything in your life is a crisis rn that you can not solve

I would appreciate a break from human life

... feeling like crap - tried making tea - the tea bag broke and the floaties made me wanna hurl so i threw everything in the sink can i restart this level?

If anyone got an iphone better than the iphone 11 around they dont need and would gift me id gladly appreciate it

God my hands are dry as fuck

This is for @james.claims Elderflower sparkling water

Hi

Tiny monsterfucking

i just wanna run away and hide

I tried to get a decent music library going but the tagging is driving me up the wall. And then i spent hours sorting what I actually want on my mp3 player but i somehow copied all my music over? idek how urgh

I’ve been thinking more about Nico again and he’s just a baby.. he can’t be a hero wdym

Worked on these hogs (horse dogs) yesterday during stream and they were so fun to sketch and line omg

Urgh i need another ssd for my pc

Tea fixes everything

Dalek is on my tummy under the blanket and i feel so blessed trying so hard not to bawl my eyes out because i dont wanna jostle him

2 lil guys who live off painkillers and chewing plastic

If i just shave my head i could be more sad but feel less icky

Im low on T so im the worst fucking company rn all i do is cry complain and wallow

I wish i could do art but instead i have to do laundry and worry about money so i wont have energy for art Maybe the suffering will inspire me or something Mimimi

I need to tattoo again

I don't want them to fall in love and make each other better people, I want them to make each other worse.

gofund.me/b957aeb5e Hallo, ich hab was kleines geschrieben und es fällt mir gar nicht leicht, das zu teilen. Danke fürs teilen und auch fürs spenden 🍀

Uff. Only nice things today. No big scary things.

Both cats are doing extremely well at taking their meds

Not even 11 on a wednesday and I had 5 calls, sorted all the things and am severely sleep deprived

Ich will ne cola so badly

a lil vacation would be good now

Alright. Managed to pay todays visit thank you so much 💜 hannibals digestive issues are gonna be treated but we are now gonna prioritise the infected teeth. Surgery is on the 16th of february and ill need 1200euros for it

Thank you to everyone who contributed! Going to the vet in an hour- will keep you updated. Should be able to do atleast another xray or maybe ultrasound depending on what the vet says is needed

Im low on testo which doesnt help at all

Hannibal just pooped (i think im like 80%sure its his poop) and maybe things are not thaat bad

My nervous system is completely in survival mode today. Remember when i thought i was handling everything really well? I have reached maximum capacity

I need some help with vet bills and upcoming vet costs- it youre able id really appreciate some help

I need help to pay the cats vet bills- i have no other options rn and Hannibal is still suffering from digestive issues - lost so much weight and the previous treatments were unsuccessful- while Dalek needs more bloodwork. Going to the vet again on tuesday www.paypal.com/pool/9lGBkMP...

I need help to pay the cats vet bills- i have no other options rn and Hannibal is still suffering from digestive issues - lost so much weight and the previous treatments were unsuccessful- while Dalek needs more bloodwork. Going to the vet again on tuesday www.paypal.com/pool/9lGBkMP...

The tt positive affirmation brainwashing videos are really doing it for me

they should invent a satisfyer with a cable.

i went to bed at 9:30 and woke up at 2am, wide awake ready to start the day. Made some sleepy time tea now after cleaning the dishwasher and having a sandwich

everyday is a pain day nowadays

the worst thing about taking testo: i need to get a haircut every 2ish months (hairloss and the genes of a cactus) and the UTIs

okay i need a god damn perm

essence mousse make up memories ufff

The way i got a video on my fy and immediately recognized the counter of the london graphic centre before reading any of the text I miss london urgh

Nap after all urgh

do the veins in your fingers and hand hurt and itch sometimes? because theres always one or 2 that randomly start getting super itchy and burny

Watching @kraehenherz.bsky.social cry is actually quite beautiful 💜 specially when its just about a tv show

urgh feelings, deep talks at 3am thats icky can u feel it mr crabs?

calming my nervous system because i was triggered real hard today and i feel a lot more capable to take care of myself these days so yay for me do your breathing exercises throughout the day, ask ur friends to do them with you, i swear it helps if u do them when ur ok

When i sang "Id rather feel pain than nothing at all" I did not mean UTIs

I am suffering incarnate just leave by the road