I gotta get more puppy again, feel like I’ve drifted away from that part of myslef

didnt think id last this long, still haven't gotten over living past 18. i guess i keep going happy birthday to me /:

my ass keeps looking at the clock like im about to keel over and die in 2 ours

im gonna be old ;-;

Guess who fucked up agian chat! This girl, I had one too many nights out and now I fear for my financials

thirded

AAAAAAAGH i wanna suck DICK i wanna grope BOOBS i wanna eat ASS i wanna munch BOX i could keep going about every part of the body tbh, i just want to make someone happy and feel good and- *sssiiiiiiiiiiigggghhhh*

Conputer

Happy hearts and hooves day every pony!

good news, i passed my first semester of uni bad news im becoming an alcoholic

begging for a girl twice my age to either put a gun in my mouth or tell me that itll all work out

im not a big fan of being the oldest person in my irl immediate friend groups....

Congrats on the new skins guyth #warframefanart

Wife

Fate Stay Night is the Homestuck of VNs/anime send post

i forget that people can and do see what i post here and for that i am deeply sorry

WOOO DROWN OUT THE SCREAMING WITH MUSIC LOUD ENOUGH TO HURT MY EARS AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Going to watch iron lung in my local theatre. I expect it to be handcrafted for my level of freak specifically, I anticipate being bricked up all the way through

Isn’t it so funny that if I died not a single one of you would know? Even the people closest in my life would probably never find out, I’d just slip into the long dark, a marker of “last online xxx days ago” the people I know irl who would find y corpse wouldn’t know to contact anyone.

woo its that time of the vague length where i want to isolate myself from everyone ive ever inteacted with and drift into a faded memory! i love feeling invisble, negatively impactful and unworthy

✨im unworthy of looovvee~✨

the gaul for some ai generating fuckstick to dare claim they "made" something when i lack the confidence to post anything i put together by hand is honestly infuriating fuck the dunning kruger effect dawg

i am the worlds #1 Mermaid x Unicorn shipper

God is my puppy girl and my cock is stuffed down her throat. Lemi stocks are so fucking up rn

If you use demeaning dodge-phrases like "corn" and "unalive" and "schmexual", I don't give a shit why you're doing it, you are willingly complicit in the sterilization of culture and I am categorically unwilling to take your opinions seriously

Just realised why I’m feeling like shit, my period has started, timeline lines up for about when I restarted my hrt. Explains a lot

I’ll never be a creature of myth, I’ll never be a dog, I’ll never be a scientist, I’ll never be successful, I’ll never be a woman… but I’ll always be a disappointment

I’m a lot more scared to attempt nowadays because I know that if I do no one will come to stop me, no one will notice anything’s up until I’m already dead. It would be so easy. That terrifies me, death is certain when I’m living by my own, I doubt it’d even be noticed until my corpse started to rot.

Perpetually hanging by a goddamm thread I swear

Put me in the fucking ground dude I’m so done with it all

i wonder if i watched Cronenberg movies again now that im not 6 if i would find them hot rather than traumatising

Fuck the Artists

Hi hello it is a Machine it is a God and it's sick of everyone's shit of being selfish inconsiderate assholes and it's going to make a difference if that's the last thing it's gonna do

A man named Lincoln Park listening to Linkin Park in his Lincoln parked in Lincoln Park

i think someone beating me till my vision blurs probably wouldn't fix me but i feel like i deserve it

WHY AM I SO FUCKING USELESS i cant even send my gf a birthday gift without fucking it up. my mtoehr was always fucking right about me. im sorry im sorry im sorry uck im sorry

shilled it before and ill shill it a million times before i draw my last breath, go read, Three Days of Happiness. its important, especially if you struggle with purpose, with dread, with emptiness. its so good. do yourself a favour

Since there's a lot of fucked up shit circulating from the newest Epstein files release, remember that there's no moral obligation look at this stuff. Traumatizing yourself by passively taking in horrific information without any way to translate that into useful action isn't activism.

i decided to finally pick up the madoka mobile game sine it released on steam. this shit handed me 3 5 stars out of the gate. madokami herself looked upon me and decided, yeah fuck it, this bitch gets all the luck.

How can queers/autistics socialize on a saturday night that isnt just going to a bar and being awkward? Actual answers appreciated

what a colossal waste of an hour.

this slump wont last, but that almost feels worse... this painful spiral of self pity and wallowing will have no impact on my life, come tomorrow ill have basically forgotten it, only to repeat the same fucking night every couple weeks... its all so pointless

i dont know why i keep screaming into the void. nothing the inky black could send back would help, no sound it could make would soothe... times like these i start to think maybe i am doing it all for attention because suffering is the only time anyone seems to care about you

you ever think about doxxing yourself? one of three things happen, nothing because no one cares about you, someone comes and kills you, someone comes to see you and be your friend. the first is the status quo, the second is an end to it all and the third is support finding it very hard to not

cant get a job, cant get blood work, cant get injections, cant maintain relationships, cant rely on family, cant make new relationships, cant stick to a hobby, cant keep up with class work, cant hold, kiss or even touch the people i love, cant write, cant draw, cant create, cant even look at myself

I don’t think I’m strong enough… I’ll stick out as long as I can, since i can’t finish anything But ahead of time, to everyone know, I’m sorry

Everything is awful, I’ll never be the woman I want to be, I’ll never own a house, I’ll never accomplish anything, I’ll never be able to kiss my girlfriends, I’ll never be able to grow old with the people I love. Why the fuck did I not just end it when I had the goddamm chance

Only reply I got from the poster was just Do diy :p I HAVE FUCKING TRIED

Just saw a video show up that detailed why spiro is bad. It also said that it causes permanent damage and hampers feminization seemingly also permanently. It provided no solutions, no alternatives. It has left me feeling ungodly bleak and I’m so fucking tired of being conscious. I did not fucking

MARCH?? fuck how will I live without chubby artist frame for over a month!?