I often worry about whether I'm doing right by other sex workers in the stories I tell, and of course I want to keep an open mind to improve on that in the future But I probably need to be kinder to myself on it, too. Like... I *am* writing from my own experiences in the lust-arts

I promise I'm a really sweet-tempered woman by nature. All I've ever wanted is acceptance. However I live *here* This has led to problems.

I feel like I'm always overshooting the "threateningly hot" bracket and keep winding up in "actually just fucking creepy" IDK, a lot of my psychosexual impulses *are* unsettling on their face. Denying that, or trying to change it for others' comfort, just ends in hurting myself, so! This is me.

Huh Y'know, it *just* clicked that I'm an *actual* femme fatale. Like, being both so alluring and so *unstable* has led me to cause a lot of strife and hurt a lot of people. And I am, like, casually manipulative by nature Walking the razor's edge, I know, I know (cont'd)

Just thought of calling my sword "the instrument of a lady's discretion" and somehow that is the SLUTTIEST thing I've ever written

Look, cherry, compliments are nice, but I like things that stay with me after you leave the room. A pretty sash, a lovely new dress, some new jewelry, a nice stiletto-- --huh? Oh, I mean, I would *kill* for--er, I would *love* some more high heels, but I actually did mean the dagger this time, ehe~

Been reflecting recently that, like, a *decade and a half* of unkept promises have conditioned me to be very comfy with sex work. Like, a pervy bastard who pays to see my tits has immediately done more to make my life better than the vast majority of my peers & mentors #nsfw

you've done well so far, but your next trial is upon you!!!

Thinking about Witcher 3: Hearts of Stone again. Olgierd's "Justly said, sir--stand and fight." has been burned into my brain since first I heard it. Starting to understand why. There's an energy I've adopted from it, and from that, I draw strength--I simply wield it differently than my inspiration

I am *really* looking forward to living somewhere I exist more in meatspace, I think it'll help a *lot* with my temper issues I'm, uh... realizing a *lot* of the anger I'm prone to venting here is a band-aid for feeling unseen in my daily life Well! Pretty soon, I'll be a whore they *can't* ignore

My tits have hit a point in this weird semi-unexplained growth spurt where it is now *impossible* to doubt that's what they're doing Apparently I'm now a big enough B-cup to, like, edge into very low-end C? So that's pretty neat More basically, like... *goddamn* is my figure lovely

Working a lot on meatspace sexuality in prep for the move 2 of today's discoveries: -Tuning into my body when I masturbate (as opposed to dissociating) is actually really nice! -I feel pretty cute when I have to bite down on something to distribute the attention as I rush to climax #nsfw

Happy fat girl Friday!!!

Hey there, look at my boobs! Got your attention? If you would like to see these things even bigger and even more often you should donate to help me afford my HRT and moving fees! I need 100 dollars by the tenth for my HRT bill, and whatever else you can spare goes to the move! ko-fi.com/emptyranch

Due to recent personal developments, I feel honorbound to change my self-description from "amoral" to "atypically moral". I am, to my bashfulness, a demon of principle Just, y'know. *Demon* principles.

Donate generously to the continued growth and near-future move of these luscious fat tits, and you will also be helping *me* get somewhere that I can finally focus on posting nudes of my own Literally gonna be posting myself deepthroat training in full makeup as soon as we get out of here

Donate generously to the continued growth and near-future move of these luscious fat tits, and you will also be helping *me* get somewhere that I can finally focus on posting nudes of my own Literally gonna be posting myself deepthroat training in full makeup as soon as we get out of here

A STREAM COME TRUE (1-5/5) Jill and I are working on a new TF anthology book! Here's my first sequence 😈 Thank you to my patrons for helping fill the livestream chat lol.

The recipient is very pleased >:)) They’re gonna cook up something to send him back hehe evil lads #nsfw #nsfwart

Found an old sketch I had made on my phone to turn into a horror drawing later but I think it's already pretty upsetting 😭

ko-fi.com/A0307Q3 Set up a goal for cleaning supplies and replacement dishes yesterday on my Kofi. If I can get enough for some actual bed sheets so I'm not sleeping on comforters that would be nice too Goal is $75, any help appreciated if you can spare it

Cw: blood, implied mild injury I'd say the thing itself went phenomenally well! Hardest part was bringing myself to climax. I've spent too much of my Earthly life this past decade only getting aroused/chasing orgasm in very specific contexts. Got there in the end, though!~ #witch #nsfw

We begin in 3 minutes, starlings!~ From then on you can cum whenever you like, if you miss the ritual proper there'll still be a *large* overnight window when the powers are moving If you want to make the biggest possible contribution, though, I'd recommend *shooting* for the next half-hour!~

This will be today, my sweetmeats!~ If you wish to participate, pleasure yourself to climax anytime from 8:50 CDT onward. When you cum, wait 'til the moment feels just right, then say "I devote the power of this orgasm to Ashley of the Eightway Lily" While you're still wet, of course~ #nsfw #witch

I DID IT ANYWAY YOU STUPID BASTARD BRAIN-SURGE HAHAHAHA Oh my gooooooddddd, eyeliner is *so much fun* as a goth, I can just do *anything* with this stuff and it still looks good I mean, like, there's still effort involved, but if my hand slips farther out than I intended, no biggie! Personality!~

Excellent thread. I have so many things I am emotionally attached to that help anchor my memories to people and moments. Guard your hoard for as long as it brings you joy!

Legitimately I think one of capitalism's greatest propaganda victories has been convincing us that total indifference to our own possessions is somehow *less* consumerist, somehow a moral good Don't get attached to your things! Treasure nothing! Be ready to throw it all away!~ 'k. Then what?

Currently in my era of accepting uncool but important things about myself, here's possibly the biggest one: Yeah, so, like... I wanna be conventionally beautiful. I just *do* (and also already am, so that's handy for me). Sometimes my ideas of what that means can differ from others', but

I realized the flip side is that not one single artist who draws this shit will ever get to fuck me, and that I've found no shortage of people who 1. Appreciate my musculature as-is 2. Are undoubtedly way better lays 3. Also appreciate me in other aspects So that has me in a better mood

I swear 99.9% of all "I love buff women :)" art is either, like... exactly the same proportions as any skinny normal gal that artist draws, but with muscle-lines lazily drawn on Or a combination of bulk+ sculptedness you could literally only get with steroids and a diet that's actively killing you

... my FUCKING gods So, a number of those close to me have teased me, for obvious reasons, about what a Gothic Heroine I am And I'm realizing, yeah, I even have a fucking chronic condition that is unpredictable, exhausting, and debilitating, but neither lethal nor an impairment to my beauty

"Yay!~ I've finally got mascara, eyeliner, *and* lip gloss! I'm nervous but I can't wait to play around with my look as soon as I shower and have dinner--" *ocular migraine hits me as soon as I'm fucking done eating* People, I *swear* I don't try to be so angry, but c'mon, you'd be pissy too

Happy Pride Month 🏳️‍🌈 pride colored sketch com for ghangaji

A taste of fine wine // @kallayeen.bsky.social

Drew my nasty boys again >:)) Diivo x Lain face sitting, I went absolutely wild on the rendering for absolutely no reason but??? It turned out so good,,,

Murder. Infidelity. Vampires. Want a quick read with all these? You should check out Honoria: A Runner Owen Short Story. (It also has a handsome prince and a trans MC!) vincentlore.itch.io/honoria www.kobo.com/us/en/ebook/...

I should finish this sketch I still like it

... okay, yeah, I *really* need to add my scars to my next soul-portrait. I've always been proud of what they signify, and it's been a long time since I felt any kind of shame about them. In the last few months, though, I'm specifically seeing them as *beautiful* So! Into the art they go!~

It's been a while since I've seen it, so maybe it's changed, but if "Oh my god I'm in my 30s I'm OLD 😭" is still a common refrain among other Millennial women: Adrian Carton de Wiart began his WW1-era service at 34 years old and survived being wounded at least *9 times*. (cont'd)

Somehow, at 33, I have just broken my first mirror while in a rage-induced fugue. Now that I've had a minute to come down from annoyance at myself... I'm actually kinda floored this has never happened before! For being such an angry bitch I am surprisingly good at *not* breaking things

Okay, I've given 'em a fair shake, and: -being Mommy only hits when I'm in a rare, specific mood -"Hag" just grosses me the absolute fuck out as a phrase applied to women in our thirties, I'm glad my mom's generation got to still be considered Young then but I'm supposed to be used-up and into it

Kill your double conscious, sister #vixenposting

They should make, like... a witch's broom that fucks you while you ride it

Frame-perfect #furryart #nsfw #pankallisti furaffinity.net/view/64822449/

This Pride, if you want a trans fem author's dark fantasy story about an explicitly trans fem protagonist (who is also an unreasonably hot blade-dancing magic user with horns), give UTN a try! Also do it if you're into Pathfinder lore. That's a reason too #nsfw #pride #trans #pathfinder #fanfiction

Tags: Skulk, Noncon, Impreg, Torture, Guns, Mind Break #furrywriting #vixenposting You can't feel your heart beat anymore over the rhythm of their thrusts.

Y'all. Please remember the artists that drew these things when sending around memes. I feel for these artists who NEVER get credited for these (and some, nowadays, are even being accused of being AI!) Here's a few common ones I see (feel free to add others, I want this to be a living thread): 🧵

I've a proposition, Seekers sweet, to those inclined to roll the dice. This summer solstice I've a great work planned, a once-in-a-lifetime ritual to commence at sunset. If you're willing, I ask you offer your energies to me. They need not be Lustful, but must be *open* to Lust's call. #witchcraft