🎶I can't help you fix yourself, but at least I can say I tried. Sorry, but I gotta move on with my own life. I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut. My weakness is that I cared too much. And our scars remind us that the past is real.🎶

Also the first 8 chapters of my new story "The Gay Agenda" is out on Wattpad. I have loved writing this and I will continue tomorrow hopefully. I am so proud of this though, cover is a placeholder until I get my new tablet so I can draw the cover myself.

Ok we are now at the stage where getting out of bed feels like too much hassle.

I'm think of streaming The Order 1886.

My first Tummy Tuesday

I’m gonna try to go thrifting on Wednesday if anyone wants to tip me towards that $50 goal! 👻

🎶I turn my back and walk away, away from the pain. Screaming loud, drowning out by the sound of the rain. Listen up, I've had enough of all this waiting. I need you more right now than I ever did.🎶

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How it feels atm.

🎶We had it all, then died by the gun. Cover me in sheets. Don't come any closer now. It really breaks my heart for you to see what I've become. Crashed through the window just to hold your hand.🎶

Trans people who commit suicide get forgotten all the time. The anti trans/terf movement are counting on that. When we suffer, we do it in silence. And the world likes it that way. We just fade. Like we never existed. I couldn't watch that happen to anyone else.

Remember when people were like: 'Suicide Squad: Kill the Justice League is going to shit all over Gotham Knights', and then it came out and they all went very quiet?

This doesn't suit me at all.

🎶It'll clear out some day. I'll smile and be on my way. And then I'll be gone. I'm down but not out, just yet. Destroying everything that's left around. Still broken down.🎶

🎶Hope is a poisonous drug, so let's go get high and give up. So where do we go? You've got so many sins to atone. It's written deep beneath our bones.🎶

🎶And it feels, and it feels like heaven's so far away. And it stings, and it stings now. The world is so cold. Now that you've gone away.🎶

🎶This glass house is burning down, you light the match, I'll stick around. I'll give you everything you want, and wish the worst of what I was. Tonight won't make a difference.🎶

Give them back. Give them all back.

Normally I'd post lyrics, but this song is living rent free in my head at the moment. www.youtube.com/watch?v=p9FF...

Halloween themed playlist for all your October needs: www.youtube.com/playlist?lis...

🎶Cause there's only one of me, and too many of you fighting over nothing. Oh, there's never enough cool for everyone. And before you know it, you're selling out. You're selling all of me.🎶

Simpsons Movie sequel announcement:

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🎶So picture this face and burn it to flake, to shelter it at home, at the fireplace. And all but memory will fade, with the flick of the flame. So, I have a secret that no one should know, that I shouldn't tell. 🎶

🎶Dear, my friends In the time we've spent Forever after, beyond this When will our nightmare ever end, end, end?🎶 (for obvious reasons I'm not posting the last lyrics of the song because that might give the wrong message)

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No spoons, no energy, y'all are on your own for a bit.

🎶 'Cause your were Juliet, you were looking blue. And your dad said to stay away from you. You were crying on the staircase, begging me not to go. 🎶

In a castle and so many stairs, my thighs will be magnificent!

🎶 It's hard to say that I was wrong. It's hard to say I miss you. Since you've been gone it's not the same. It's hard to say I held my tongue. It's hard to say if only. Since you've been gone I'm not the same.🎶

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🎶 Can't bring myself to cut ties. I know you better than anyone. Blessed with this curse my whole life, won't let me shake the shadow. Paradise lost in your eyes. I know you better than anyone. Blessed with this curse my whole life. Won't let me shake I'm shaking. 🎶

If you see this, quote your energy you bring to BlueSky (I hope so anyway)

I find myself in the position of having caught the Hollow Knight bug, but I'm vastly unqualified to complete this game.

Someone who told me they were going to self-delete a couple of months ago resumed streaming like nothing happened. I politely messaged in chat could they dm me. I got kicked and blocked and then blocked on Discord (or perhaps I already was?). I don't even care that they asked for gas/rent money help

🎶 What I've felt, what I've known. Turn the pages, turn the stone. Behind the door, should I open it for you? Yeah, what I've felt, what I've known. Sick and tired, I stand alone. Could you be there? 'Cause I'm the one who waits for you. Or are you unforgiven too? 🎶

🎶And I'm drunk just off your eyes, nurse the flask between your thighs. I shoot the angels from the skies, clip their wings and watch 'em die.🎶

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Why are we still here? Just to suffer? Every night, I can feel my leg... And my arm... even my fingers... The body I've lost... the comrades I've lost... won't stop hurting... It's like they're all still there. You feel it, too, don't you? I'm gonna make them give back our past! - Kazuhira Miller

If you see this, please quote repost with a Pokemon that has the same first initial as your name.

When you hit back at someone with 99k+ followers because all they do is mock trans people. Disrupting the circle jerk is enough to stir up the hornets.

I knew this felt familiar.

I knew this was familiar

Really feeling this one at the moment. www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nh4A...

🎶I wanted to laugh it off, and I want to forget that I got caught. And I wanted to laugh it off, make a beast of myself just to kill them all.🎶

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🎶Never thought it would end this way. Told myself I could finally break, break the cycle of this cage. But there's no escape.🎶

🎶And the worst part is, before it gets any better, we're headed for a cliff. And in the free fall I will realize, I'm better off when I hit the bottom.🎶