these blisters have probably fucked the whole week tbqh

wish i were hotter

must admit i feel a lot more lonely for losing access to DMS here that and i'm not seeing my therapist any more :(

using 100% of my daily energy to help get partners new flat ready is sort of killing me off tbh

gawd i feel like i'm about to turn to dust tbh

Keep signing, keep sharing. petition.parliament.uk/petitions/73...

so exhausted :(

god my head always fucking hurts

[waking up]: oh for fuck's sake

i m drinking monster energy ha ha

hope today is a good day, really really hopinv

my chest is so fuckin tight all the time :(

I hate my fucking digestive system. I don’t even want to eat any more, man, I just want to sleep through the hunger

i'm so exhausted :( haven't had a decent nights sleep in weeks

it's my birthday :))

rly need to do some kind of self care to be honest

feeling pretty miserable to be honest

blegh

rly trying 🙃

oh to be able to have lazy morning sec w/o prep

feel like garbage 😞

besties i fear i am at my limit

the fatigue and fatigueing today

sad start to a day

my bday in under a week and i'm not gonna have the money or energy to do anything :(

i can't even sleep :(

heads fucking drumming

a month on this medication and it's been only downhill

i can't even look at my dms on this app ffs 😭

i'm fuckin so doomed man :(

i feel so sick.... gawd what the fuck is going on 😭😭😭

I’m so tired of waking up exhausted

u r all banned from using the word psychotic until you can use it in a way that isn't derogatory

like i'm so impressed by oil paintings. the medium is peak imo (possibly this is reactionary of me)

wish i had the energy, will and creativity to cook like i used to. or paint. or make music... or anything

so much pain in tension this morning in my body i honestly panicked when i woke up. having rabies honestly crossed my mind. wtf is wrong with me

feel goddamn awful

i've been so afraid for so long now and i don't know why i'm still here to b honest

The mental health benefits of not knowing any history right now must be massive. Moving through your day with total equanimity. What happens next? Who knows? Maybe something good

god i'm so fucking sad i don't want to feel like this any more

my head is pounding, the stomach cramps are so fuxking bad i can't stand up, what the actual fuck is wrong with me 😭 god why can't anything get better

taking these meds feels like choosing not to do anything all day ffs 🙃 but the alternative is what???

starting antidepressants is brutal dawg

so tired, so sick of struggling 😭

just wanna have a normal day where my needs are met ah

i swear almost everyone is a flavour of crazy these days online. normal interactions 100000000 to 1

gonna have to get hold of the docs f

no longer have access to dms on here due to the OFA which is pretty horrible considering this was the only place i could talk to some ppl

also between the past couple of weeks and Minho passing idk why i'm still here