Being responsible was going to hire a friend to make my new model and rig it but with there be a possibility of being unemployed come end of October with as little as I stream the PNG I have set up will work.. :) Don't say I have never been responsible.. HAHA

This is my first real attempt at art. Hard to express how important these closing words were to me. This has been the shittiest year of my life but this streamer and this community have helped me more than they will ever know. Thank you. #MichiMochiArt

Starting a little bit early drinks and Space Marines with our boy @skyzzie.bsky.social twitch.tv/aubreythereyet

How do you do this again.

Was gonna start Kingdom Hearts tonight but just got back from going out to eat and it made me very anxious so I am home decompressing. Tomorrow is Space Marines 2 and will start Kingdom Hearts on Thursday.

This going to be playing on loop ALLLL DAY... www.youtube.com/watch?v=H4jR...

These mood swings suck.

Tonight at around 8pm EST going to be live to adjust sound settings and what not since I changed up pretty much everything from mic to the way the sound is captured. www.twitch.tv/aubreythereyet

I just want to not be fucking sad all the fucking time.

My life and mood is a freaking roller coaster.

Drinks and Space Marines 2 with friends starting at 8pm EST. Hopefully my new mic is sorted. twitch.tv/aubreythereyet

I love being trans and gay and the more they say it's bad to be trans and gay the transer and gayer I will become

Tomorrow night we are back with more Zooted Warhammer. 8pm EST.

Intrusive thoughts amiright. I should turn off this computer and never turn it back on.

Woke up feeling good for about five minutes. Then the gloom sets in again.

Tonight there is a big sad. Like I feel disconnected from reality.

When your mom comes over to visit and I tell her my doctor wants to text me for autism and her response is “That makes sense”. Damn mom got zero chill.

WHY CANT I JUST SLEEP??????

I won’t drink as much as last night. I won’t drink as much as last night. Proceeds to drink as much as last night.

Had seven shots of tequila and then didn’t go to sleep now I am sobering up and I cant sleep. Just laying here feeling emotional.

Sometimes I wish I could be more assertive and not put everyone else’s feelings ahead of my own.

A couple shots of tequila and things start to get quieter.

The darker and quieter it gets the darker and louder my brain gets. #mentalhealth

I have never craved human interaction more in my life. #neurospicy #adhd

It yells at me saying “you have no friends and will never accomplish anything so why bother.”

These early mornings are the worst my house is asleep and my body wakes me up at three AM and my brain refuses to shut up.

Some day I will make friends and play games with them and be the chaos.

Woke up at 3:30 am and couldn’t fall back to sleep. Then went for bloodwork and I am exhausted now.

What's the name of the official droid of the White House? P3-DO.

Today is a weird sort of day. Like I feel like I don't exist. Like I am in a fog.

All this secret labs chair has really done is make it easier to fall asleep in. #secretlabs

Slept in till ten this morning. I hate it.

Stayed up too late playing 7 days 2 die. I am a great housewife in that game. Though now I can’t sleep irl.

Mira #Kpopdemonhunters

Coming end of October I will probably have a couple months of not working so gonna probably be streaming a lot I guess haha..

Lemme just make a funny real quick #VShojoDownfall

Its that time of year again where I help with a great cause. The AFSP Out of the Darkness walk. I will be having more information in days to come. #afsp afspwalks.donordrive.com/participant/...

Brain is being a real bully today.

The worst part about waking up at 6am on a Sunday is everyone else in this house will be asleep for a couple more hours and I am stuck with just emo music and my own thoughts.

Don’t order hot sauce online when not taking adhd meds haha.

Am I the only transwoman who isnt obsessed with pokemon? I need to know for science.

I want to curl up and sleep for a week.

My ADHD brain is something else. Watching three streams a video on YouTube and sipping diet coke and vodka.

The hardest part about getting myself to stream is figuring out what to do

I am waiting for my love to get done with her pedicure. I should have brought a book. Soooo what is everyone currently reading?

I finally said fuck it and updated my name on facebook. Sick of hiding.

If I don’t start taking care of myself I won’t be around much longer.

Sometime you just don’t care anymore.

Well got wrapped up in Powerwash sim today and forgot to fix mixitup. Haha

YAYYYYYY Needles is finally stitched together and moving for @aubreythere.bsky.social... DON'T LET THE NAME FOOL YOU SHE IS HARMLESS!!! #Live2D #VTuberRigging #VArtist