Trying to draw again and trying not to drown every single day. "Drowning" 2026

The hardest part of this job is that I am so tired and sore that I don’t have the energy to do anything that makes me happy. I feel like I am losing whatever made me me.

When Baldurs Gate ruined my phone time by crashing. www.tiktok.com/t/ZTkYjJDcL/

I had the honor of working on a couple cards for this. Wonderful experience and Fii absolutely killed it by keeping all us artists in line and on track. Haha

Baldurs Gate 3: Wine Edition. twitch.tv/aubreythereyet

More Baldurs Gate with the bois. twitch.tv/aubreythereyet

Trying something a little different this morning. Possessor(s) twitch.tv/aubreythereyet

Have been growing my hair out for 2 years. Cutting it all off tomorrow to try to improve my chances at finding a job.

Baldurs Gate with the bois. twitch.tv/aubreythereyet

I need a fucking job I need reliable fucking income. I will give up all my streaming stuff all my hobby stuff guitars, computers and all just for some job of any kind.

Some days it feels like hope doesn’t exist.

Everything sounding inappropriate. #vtuber #trans www.tiktok.com/t/ZThvAjk5R/

Baldurs Gate and Booze with the bois. twitch.tv/aubreythereyet

Soft Core Minecraft with friendos. twitch.tv/aubreythereyet

Back to Baldurs Gate. I still don't know the story to this game. twitch.tv/aubreythereyet

Realized I forgot to flip the one image so the hair was correct.. HAHA. I have been trying to find an art process that feels comfortable again so been obsessed with drawing my own model... Is that weird? HAHA

the comments section after one of my posts about art goes viral

Back to Balders Gate with the boys. twitch.tv/aubreythereyet

More One Chunk. Will I find that furnace tonight? Probably not. Short stream. twitch.tv/aubreythereyet

Watched Cosmic Princess Kaguya cried a lot then was productive and got some sketches submitted.

Friendo had to cancel Baldurs Gate tonight.. I am going to look through my library for a single player game to start fresh tomorrow morning to make up for tonight.. :)

Gearing up to yap and continue my super casual slow-paced play-through of Animal Crossing New Horizons! I lost my original island so watch me rebuild it gradually with our In-Game Week 3 starting today!~ 🔴 www.twitch.tv/pennycentsle...

Tonight Mint Julep the bard will continue her adventure through Baldurs Gate three. While Aubrey sips whiskey. Starting about 7pm EST. Twitch.tv/aubreythereyet

Yep may have inadvertently clicker trained myself.

I want to let the resistance fade so that only obedience remains

Woke up with and the first feeling I had was dread and frustration so lets try a new Minecraft One Chunk. twitch.tv/aubreythereyet

Seems like a scammer has taken my art and is using it to promote their work that they didn't do. Obviously don't fall for any of this, report the accounts and let me know if you see any of them. If you want my actual work look here: vgen.co/mokathevampyre

Playing some early morning chill Minecraft. twitch.tv/aubreythereyet

Welp no Baldurs Gate stream tonight. I should give this hobby up. Haha

That was the worst night of Baldurs gate ever

Is Baldurs Gate even a real place? twitch.tv/aubreythereyet

Check out @sammvvitch.bsky.social on VGen. vgen.co/sammvvitch

I guess we are doing mor Baldurs Gate 3 tonight. twitch.tv/aubreythereyet

Found out today that because of my change in insurance provider I have to change my therapist, my HRT doctor and ADHD doctor... THIS FUCKING SUCKS.

Maybe I will just delete it all.

Never has a profile picture summed up a current mood as much as this one.. Thank you @octogeisha.bsky.social

First schedule of 2026 I think I can stick to this one.. We are starting Oxenfree. twitch.tv/aubreythereyet

I want to start a game on stream something I can play from start to finish. Cu rrent thoughts are: Until Then Solo Borderlands 4 Oxenfree

Thoughts from the first stream of 2026. #vtuber #newyear

Tomorrow will actually be my first TWO streams of 2026. Around 11am EST I will be chilling playing some Stardew Valley and talking about the past year and plans for the new year. Then in the evening we will be back to Baldurs Gate 3 with @skyzzie.bsky.social and @koopieverse.bsky.social

Spotify calling me out with this song recommendation.

Too early into the year to be scared you won’t make it through.

2026 has barely started and already I am overwhelmed and lost.

I like when I'm driving and the ETA on my navigation gets earlier. I feel like I'm beating the system.

Did I do enough this year? Am I better than I was last year? Have I made the lives of those around me better? Am I healthier than I was last year? If you asked me those questions the answer is no to all of them. Do I want to be better? Absolutely. Do I have faith in myself to be better? Not really.

It is time for a neeeww schedule!! I was planning on doing a stream tonight for new years but my parents have company over so that's being pushed to thursday XD. #Vtuber #vstreamer #streamschedule

Tonight lets post some of the #MichiMotober prompts that I did manage to get done. These were all done in October of 2025. Dont worry the photo dumping is almost done. #MichiMochiArt #Noombart

2026 I was to find something I am good at