Well NNN was a fail. I went away for the weekend with the Daddy Bear BF and some friends and the BF decided he wanted me to blow after he was finished using me. It was definitely mind blowing 🤯 🫠 . It was a great weekend of friends, fun, windows shopping, and upgrading a friends network.

Vers, but only because I wank left handed.

I was talking with my trainer tonight and realized I am super busy these next few weeks. Get away with friends, thanksgiving, light up performance, NJ work trip with conference and possible awards breakfast, then concert, then Christmas. Gahhh!!!!

Then this boy got to fist Santa.

I made bread for the first time in a very, very long time I made bread for dinner tonight. They actually turned out pretty good.

Today‘s (Saturday) to do list: ✅ fisting with a friend ✅ visit to a giant christmas store ✅ Outdoor Christmas lights up (90%) ✅ STO event mission complete Now bed time

🎶I got stuffed by Santa Clause🎶 #fisting

Okay, Trek nerds, post a picture from your first #StarTrek movie. This is the first one I remember seeing in the theater.

Repost with an iconic fictional band

While I don’t have many friends in the deaf community, my boyfriend is blind and so I understand this. It can be hard to find community and this came across my feed today and I wanted to share it.

Monday thoughts…. “The holidays are approaching too fast.” “Yay, fisting fun on Saturday.” “Gotta get the lights out of the basement and test them so I get what I need before I start putting stuff up this weekend” “BF and friends trip in just under two weeks”

If you see this, post one image from your device without context.

Like the good service bear I am, I to both give and receive hugs 🤗 🫂

This a total green flag.

I haven’t participated in tummy tuesday in a while.

I hate antibiotic side effects. I know I need them to kick this sinus infection but I could really do without the lower intestine crap.

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My weather app has…. Opinions

I just heard a doctor on Tiktok describe a colonoscopy as a “consensual violation of your bum-bum with a scope” and now all I can think of is how I want a consensual violation of my bum-bum with a hand….. 🤣🤣🤣🤣

Quote post with your favorite reaction gif of all time I can’t find the exact one I use at work but this is about as close as I can get.

So I tried locking up last week and I make it a couple of days in a row so this week I am giving it a go for a full 7 days. If that goes well we shall see what is next.

To the surprise of absolutely no one…

So I was out running errands and stopped into the Hallmark store to finish adding things to my wish list and found something and had to bring it home with me.

Having been on both sides I totally understand this. It takes effort to get there but is so totally worth it!! Every time play with ffriends whether it be 1 on 1, small group, or event I feel exactly the same way.

I am between waiting a big bearish guy to want to cuddle me until I fall asleep and wanting to be used by leatherman until I can’t remember my own name. I hate being sick. 🤧

Called out of work this morning. My sinuses are revolting against the weather change. Also, finally turned the heater on.

I know we musicians preparing for holiday concerts are the reason the Maria Carey thaws so early. But I need something good after the workday I have had…. www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8AtpLnV/

Woke up to AWS at work… today is going to be interesting.

Had an amazing time today with old and new friends. I have a very, very well used hole!

So preparing myself for some ffun tomorrow. Not doing anything bigger or more involved because my house is chilly, and I refuse to turn on my heater yet. But also I am freezing when naked. I have too modes. I want to be naked or I want comfy clothes. There is no middle ground.

Star Trek is terrible… I really don’t know how it has remained on the air.

Work is working today and has me craving chocolate and put me in this mood today….

I low key love this.

I was having an engaging conversation with someone about my weight loss journey and what motivates me to keep trying. I gave two reason, be healthier, and buy off the rack slutty/kinky clothes from some place like Mr. S. I am adding a third. Make it easier to try chastity play.

The energy I bring to Bluesky

This is me today

I got sad that I missed out on fisting fun this weekend and decided I wanted a plug for a bit. Snuckle 30 to the rescue with no warm up. Took it on the first try.

Woke up not feeling great. I did get shower. Still in PJ’s feeling slighter better. I hate when wake up feeling terrible when I have plans and things to do.

I am so over this week my brain is mush. I am so glad I had my first personal training session last night. I am going swimming tonight AND best of all. I get to see my fisting dad on Saturday for some ffun!! Then the chaos of concert week!

It’s time for another contest! In order to help keep the playroom functioning and growing, we’ll be collecting donations from now through Christmas. For every $1K raised, We’ll choose a winner for a free visit to the playroom! Details on how to enter are below. Thanks, everyone! Good luck!!

I had my first personal training session today. We started with upper body. And boy to I feel it. I really like my trainer he is a really nice person and he gets me!

My Star Trek onesie came in!!

I don’t top with my dick but I do with my hands

My current ear worm. I feel compelled to share because sharing is caring: I come and I go Tell me all the ways you need me I'm not here for long Catch me or I go Houdini I come and I go Prove you got the right to please me Everybody knows Catch me or I go Houdini youtu.be/Zpzf6w87RDU?...

If it tells you anything about my week I am spending some quality time with my grip 96 in. Do I have larger toys I could take, yes. But did I get this in on the 3rd attempt with no other warm up. Also yes.

Woot woot got back in the pool for lap swimming today for the first time in over a month. 80 laps (just over 1 mile) in 53 minute down from my previous time of 62 minute!! And I am down 5 pounds!!!

Work today is fun with four letters. I feel like I will need another ffour letter word to make it through today. I might have to make due with a knuckle or snuckle.

I am having a day where I am fighting the urge to choose…

Having a great time camping with the friends. Made some new friends and got to look at a lots of eye candy.

Drop a coat