-whispers- I have a start date. Next Monday. Is it safe to get excited yet? Cause I really, really need this to work. I saw a glimpse of the old me earlier today & I really miss her.

today both the Bad Writer Man and one of the all-time worst anti-abortion movement leaders both were hyping their Substacks and I am not sure what else y'all need to know to get the fuck off that platform

I really am tired ALREADY of people bitching about Lupita being cast as Helen of Troy. If you don’t think HER face could launch every ship in the galaxy, IDK what to even say. She’s literally one of the most beautiful human beings on earth.

Today, in honor of two really awesome men, I think I shall rewatch Bullet Train for a little Bad Bunny & then some Trevor Noah stand up. (Just rewatched the new Matrix movie & all I can think of is "Bullet Time!")

It's very strange to be taking a pre-employment drug test when you have your medical card. Seems like a waste of time & money to me, but what do I know? Still crossing fingers this all works out.

It's ironic in a way that is just my life. We've been trying to move out to Portland/PNW for 2+yrs & getting closer. However, I have a deadly allergy to capsaicin which is what is in pepper spray. I would have been dead multiple times over just living nearby. I can not stay in the south though.

Apparently I now have "two strikes" on my account because I wished the regime would all end up miserable & dying alone. Supposedly that's "inciting violence." So BS is now kindergarten where your speech is not only policed but now we get "strikes". Any idea how many per acct before you get grounded?

I love how everyone on BS & social media in general, insists on telling others what they MUST do instead of taking a second to ask them what CAN they do. Check your ableism & privilege.

I find it fascinating how every interaction with strangers is always based on an ableist "norm" mindset, as if the only reason you could possibly not be happy is because you're just not trying hard enough. If you just went out, just talked to ppl, pretended you aren't you & you have a support system

Motherfucker. There's a windchill of 13°F out there and our power just went out.

Ever wonder why it is that some ppl are born w/such incredible talent & some of us are born w/none? Not fishing here, serious. Struggling w/purpose on a large scale & coming up w/zero. Small scale too. To contribute nothing seems rather pointless. So why do ppl have SO much talent or none at all?

All the tweens & teens being grabbed by ICE & disappeared, where do you think they're being sent? Not a single person has faced any consequences (club fed isn't a consequence) since Epsteins death. They won't because that's how the system was made, protect the rich. It's not a bug, it's a feature.

It is currently 25°F with a wind chill of 14 in the balmy southern metro city of Atlanta. Tomorrow must be February.

Well fuck. I guess a Beetlejuice double feature is needed today. Fuck.

We're currently on line 362 of the 4 line poem. They're arresting journalists. They're removing all safe guards for those of us who are disabled, killing ppl in the street, trafficking children, kidnapping parents, attacking trans ppl & destroying all our rights. Now they're arresting journalists.

Oh look. My box of gluten free blueberry muffins has mysteriously vanished from the kitchen. I swear, they can't let me have one good day. I can tell I'm done though. Not even mad at this point. I have nothing left to say to any of them. Just going to move to the extra room & be done w/them.

ACAB

ICE confirms new office in College Park

Waiting for on-boarding paperwork is a good reminder of how slow and ineffective corporate America can be. I'm going to be a nervous wreck until every t is crossed & i dotted.

Oh, I see. The Gaiman boycott was only until the next season/episode of Good Omens. Yes, I know he's been removed as a showrunner, but he's still making money off of it. Another white man who abuses the women working for him who face next to no consequences & ppl wonder why we say all men.

‘Has the bisexual “trend” started to reverse?’ – no, any decrease just reflects how much harder it is becoming to be out as bisexual www.wearequeeraf.com/biphobia-is-...

I honestly can not remember which of you I ordered #GirlScout cookies from, but they're here! I only cried a little handing over all the Samoas, but luckily I really like the gluten free toffee shortbread cookies. Those are ALL mine!

If this passes I'm on permanent strike. You men can do everything. Fuck no taxation with no representation, try no ANYTHING from any woman while our rights are stripped from us. Don't worry cutie, I'm sure you'll look right sexy in an apron doing dishes, laundry, childcare, shopping & sleeping alone

I'm seeing a future where I'm just not online. I'm ok with this.

I don't trust people who don't like animals. I don't think everyone needs a pet. There's things like allergies, logistics, time, money, etc. It's a commitment & fine some ppl can't/don't want that commitment. But do you like them? Do animals like you? That's the tell. Animals know when you're a dick

If they ban whistles switch to cowbells. It'll be fun for all the Gen Xers. Because we need more cowbell.

I'm tired of following big accounts that can't be bothered with #AltText. I see you. You may not realize it, but you're letting the entire disabled community know you don't give a shit about us enough to spend 3min making sure we can comprehend your post. So fuck you. I'll find someone who values me

Methotrexate is what I took for my Lupus, back when I could afford meds. We've already gone thru one med shortage due Lupus in the last 5yrs. More ppl will die. Hi, I'm one of those more ppl.

Well, if I wasn't on a list before, I certainly am now. All I want is to get the fuck out of the Bible belt.

Realized that I say stupid shit outloud, ie I've only had 500cal in 3days, because there's a tiny part of me that hopes ppl don't care because they don't know. They do. They know & nothing I say/do will make them care. Yet I stupidly hold out hope. I think I'm finally too tired to talk. #disability

I've eaten 500 calories in 3 days. There's still no food i can eat in the house. I tried. I'm going back to bed. See you tomorrow.

Its funny, I'm bipolar 1. Unmedicated even. It's never turned me into a nazi or whatever Kanye is this week.

It's funny how the need to be loved is a pain beyond any pain scale & yet is the one pain that can't be healed. It's our one need that is framed as a want & if that need is not met, you only have yourself to blame. I need that pain to go into numbness territory, otherwise I'm not making it.

I'm starving & no one is using #AltText today so I can only assume everything is just rosy in the world. So I'm taking my hangry self back to bed in hopes an asteroid crashes into the house.

Let me make sure I'm understanding the new United States. As long as I'm wearing camo & my face is covered (but not due to health concerns), & I call out "Hail Hydra!" I can just shoot whoever I want in the face & the regime pay me for it. Cool. Cool.

Ive been informed that I can eat any of the food in the house. Guess these last 20yrs were a fever dream & I'm magically cured. Totally makes sense why I'm 110lbs & can't walk a flight of stairs w/o feeling like I'm having a heart attack. I'm going back to bed. I've had 1c rice in 2days #disability

I don't understand how a person needs to know someone before they start to care. I don't understand how empathy is considered a flaw. I don't understand hate. I don't. Not for things like race, sexuality, gender, etc. I don't understand why that is even a thing. I wasn't made for this world.

I wonder how many ppl die daily solely on the apathy of the ppl who supposedly love them. 110lbs today. My current food options: string cheese, which if I have to eat 1 more I will vomit or... nope, that's it. Hey, it's not like we're in the middle of a winter storm or anything. 95lbs by Friday?

Eugenics.

Desperate to look good to his xenophobic Constituency, Rep. Buddy Carter abandons reality & claims immigrants came to Georgia because of our very Republican state’s socialism? So Atlanta’s unsafe? Dude! Carpet Factories, Farms, & Chicken Processing are why, not Atlanta. www.ajc.com/opinion/2026...

I think that today I'm just too tired to do this. I'm tired of people being assholes just to be mean on purpose. Yeah. I can't deal with humanity & all it's glorious bullshit today. Someone let me know when people give a shit about other people again & don't take out their misery out on others.

A white man was murdered. Bet we'll suddenly be hearing from "concerned" reps who haven't said a fucking thing to this point. Now the white men are dying though, so unless they decide he's queer or atheist, they now have a problem; explaining to their conservative white constituents they're a target

We really did ourselves a disservice using the term "global warming" because now we have a world of idiots clinging to the word "warm" every fucking winter. It's exhausting. Climate CHANGE. I wish the earth would hurry up & shake us all off. Start again & hope for a better class of sentient beings

My stationary is gone. Now I need to find a fucking stationary store (not hallmark) in freezing temps. SO said go to an office store. I say they have printer paper & that's not what I want. Guess where SO is heading now because why on earth would I possibly be believed? I'm expected to be grateful.

I've officially broke. Logged in, saw the reports about yet another human being murdered in the streets by the regime & there's nothing, just, 'yup, that sounds right.' There's no shock. Even the anger, that's still there, is shoved so far down. And all my brain can process is, let's go back to bed.

3.5yrs ago my dad/best friend died 2yrs ago I went NC w/my mom 1yr ago my sis moved in & moved out 5mo later. She's turned into my mother. I'm now NC w/her. Recently random memories keep popping up. I'm 49yo for reference. Childhood memories that I've apparently suppressed. I am so not ok with this

Of course now snow is out of the forecast. We'll have plenty of ice and black ice, but none of the fun stuff. Freaking south can't even do winter right.

This reminds me! Buy this book! My SO & I read it cover to cover in one night. It has a lot of great info geared for kids, but they all work just as well for adults. That and @mbrobergmoffitt.bsky.social has a wicked sense of humor throughout. Very happy for the gluten free inclusiveness.

And we're doing this thing again. Everything old is new again. It's almost like having a country run by someone with dementia.