Nightmares when I sleep, now. Dreams of abandonment, dreams of work. Dreams of being useless, ultimately a burden... Even sleep is no refuge anymore

Should I buy a fursuit?

These three rats are on a mission to look at kink art, please help them 🥺🐀🐀🐀 Tagging your stuff helps people find you, helps your followers share your stuff, and helps people curate their feeds <3

burden... burden... burden... burden... burden... burden...

i start feeling better, then the wound gets torn open again. and again... and again...

some cute trans stuff <3 #furryart #nsfw #furrynsfw #transgender #transfemme #lgbt #queer #pankallisti furaffinity.net/view/63055756/

"You should come to karaoke tonight." Okay. *sings The Way by Fastball and Daughter of the Sea from World of Warcraft* "You choose weird songs." So you get me to come socialize, pressure me to sing, then criticize me for it. This is why I don't do anything anymore. No matter what I feel bad after.

*tosses you into the skeet stream*

Remember: don't eat the mid tier fast food chicken, don't play the wizard game, don't shop at the hobby store run by the bad guys from Indiana Jones, and don't donate to the bigot bucket.

y know what they say abt ppl that drop racial slurs easily... good people don't .... not a good person

BY THE WAY If you've updated to Windows 11 recently, you're probably on version 25H2. There's a new setting in Settings: Privacy & Security. Scroll aaaaaaaalll the way to the bottom and you'll see "Text and Image Generation." TURN IT OFF.

steam is apparently allowing "this game had AI in it that it didn't disclose" as a valid return statement, so if you or anyone you know actually paid $70 for slop, get that money back

i always knew at my core i was a bad person...

Heads up for folx playing Arc Raiders: Embark has openly stated (in an interview with GamesRadar+), that the game uses the same AI voice tech as The Finals, and the CEO has talked about using AI to generate 3D models from YouTube rips. If you're anti-AI you should not be playing Arc Raiders!

i should get a job wrecking my own life. i'm great at it, even when i don't remember doing it

Always thinking of you, ya freaks

As of this morning, Starbucks workers across the country are officially ON STRIKE. And we're prepared for this to become the biggest and longest ULP strike in Starbucks history. Say #NoContractNoCoffee with us: DON'T BUY STARBUCKS for the duration of our open-ended ULP strike! $SBUX

For each kink you hate, I guarantee you have at least one friend who is secretly into it -Each time you are aggressive about that kink, that friend is scared you will subject them to violent emotional abuse and abandonment -you can forever improve that friendship by being a bit nicer about kink art✨

not even 2 beers and i'm already pissing water. lul.

thought about swerving my car while driving home to wrap it around a tree, or power pole, or anything. crash into one of those big green boxes. i don't even know what's in there, but i'm sure it's sturdy.

Counterpoint: no it’s not, that’s a stupid thing to say

adhd gonna get me fired. i know it. 27 bucks to my name, and im prolly gonna lose my fucking job of 25 years because my god damned adhd makes me blow up too easily... i lost count how many times i've cried, now.

Got written up. Overloaded and had a complete (COMPLETE) shutdown 3 times. Punched out, considered addind red to the walkpath fr9m the parking

all the emotions. i wanna cry, scream (anger), sleep, scream (frustration), and nothing.

"I let the cat outside, and you feed her." yeah, well, you should be in the habit of rewarding her coming in promptly when called, too. So she'll come in for you instead of making you come out to get her.

"Your room is starting to look like Amy's house. Do you want me to pick up your clothes and just throw them away?" Yeah. Just compare your chronically depressed trans daughter (not that you even comprehend depression...) to the hoarder that had rotten food in the fridge and cat shit everywhere.

emotional burden. mental burden. financial burden. only thing i'm not is a physical burden... yet.

If these are your senators, please let them hear your displeasure. This federal worker gives you their blessing. Fuck these cowards.

Depression 2025

I keep wanting to pick back up watching s2e3 of hazbin hotel, but the storyline... upset me?

careful out there, lovelies. got this lovely little scam attempt just a moment ago. a slight bit of paranoia is good for you. always inspect that the link is leading where it says, and judge the link itself. Short-Urls that aren't, like, YouTube's personal one, are sus as hell.

"Store employees are now required to smile if they are within 10 feet of a shopper. They also must make eye contact with and wave to or greet the customer. If they’re within four feet, the employee should ask how the customer’s day is going or if they need help." 🙄 Won't stop the boycott, y'all.

cut off my nose to spite my face. friday night the boss man actually threatened to write me up for insubordination for taking care of my actual duties before going to small sort like he demanded. decided i'd take my time when smalls is done to finish my work, to cost him more expensive manhours.

It me. So often.

*shrieks like distressed metal then curls into herself to hide from absolutely everything*

oh learning that arc raiders does AI voice acting is kind of a huge punch in the gut considering how much people I'm seeing playing it

Haven't reached that stronger part, yet. I feel more the opposite. Broke so many times it's easier to break again.

everythings my fault, always my fault, cant do anything right. a nuisance, a bother, an irritation. stupid bitch. just.... go away. stop bothering everyone. go away. just... go away. stupid bitch

Useless burden. Failure. Couldn't stick to anything, can't do anything. Can't even manage eggs, or ramen. Pathetic waste of resources.

yay for having to go to work on a night i'm either having an anxiety attack to the point I feel like crying, or i'm disassociated. wheee. maybe this afternoon's plane crash is a sign.

She doesn't realize it, but she is one of the truest gamers ever in this very moment :o #furryart #kidfur furaffinity.net/view/62867875

I can't survive truly on my own. I can't manage money, as it is I have no energy to make anything that isn't "set oven temp and time, when it beeps for done." I haven't had breakfast beyond coffee and toast in forever, unless momma made it. I'm a burden. A leech. A drain.

It is incumbent upon me to point out that, should you wish to take them up on this (freaking great) deal, you will also need to get eggs and sugar to make the punkin pie and cranberry sauce, assuming you don’t just want to eat cranberries. But also: Do this! It’s an amazing deal! (And get butter.)

the later i stay up, the lower my mood gets. but my work schedule, getting home ~930 to 10pm then eating dinner, can't go to bed early or wake up sick. (body has randomly decided too much on my stomach while asleep = sick when I wake. least it waits.) hungry, lonely, or sick. I don't like these opts