Schedule for the week! Going to be a bit loosey goosey this week. Monday - No stream Tuesday - Warframe 12am CST (game might change) Wednesday - Warframe 12am CST Thursday - New Game 12 am CST Friday - No Stream Saturday - Tentative Sunday - Random Stream

Been Medieval pilled for about a week now because I've been introduced to the Legacy of the Mist TT-RPG system and its just going to be perfect for Arthurian-type Storytelling I feel. (haven't tried it yet, but we'll get there.) Might actually go back to Medieval-esque games for a bit.

a thought occured to me- has there ever been a Sith fueled by their own negative emotions towards their self? Like every Sith puts their anger outward in some fashion, I kinda want to know what happens when its done inward. Can they resent their self enough to become powerful by proxy?

Really annoyed that the Archipelago mod for Cyberpunk 77 just did not want to work for me today. May just stream later with something more normal, we'll see. I'm just going to take an anger nap. 😾

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HI, YES, IM ALSO APART OF THIS (I forgot to promote because last week was too crazy too stream) I'm running it down corpo-style in Cyberpunk 2077 once again with the Archipelago mod! twitch.tv/varaeli_bleu Go look at all the lovely people in the links in the quoted post because im god honest lazy

I love that KingsIsles and Artix Entertainment are still around. The idea that the games they make, and are still even improving and remastering and updating to this day in spite of the word to me feels inspiring. We grew up with these games, and the next gen should too.

Didn't think I'd be playing DragonFable at 5am in the morning and here we are...

My emotional support historical fiction of all time. #LadyOscar #TheRoseOfVersailles #ROV

I love the silly man. You should too. I was just dancing in between selling stuff on the market, just chilling in our discord and he makes this banger 😭

by age 25 you should have an anime girl and animal everyone associates you with so you can receive little tribute presents in your dm inbox

So uhhhh- probably not going to stream tonight. Again. Your girl may or may not have not slept at all in the last 25 hours. My body’s schedule is really fucked up, but hey, at least I know I’m passing out shortly after I get home and everything will be back to normal! This week has been brutal 💀

Everything is bad now because kids get their taste in music from algorithms instead of from trying to impress the older girl you know who looks like the Bombchu Bowling Alley Operator

I am a Warframe machine that turns Doma Thumpers into Plat... which I turn into a bunch of Cosmetics and housing Decorations. ... So anyways, I'm dancing at my Dojo waiting for the proverbial telephone to ring, blasting Bad Apple as the Mikuframe. I loathe playing her but Octavia has style!~ 💙

I know I said I would stream but I have to cover for another sick co-worker… been doing so for a week now and my body just hurts T_T Getting good pay at least. I might still stream but depends on how I feel when I get back home.

I know it’s been a few days since I last streamed, I plan to do so tomorrow, been focused on other things as of late. I’ll have a schedule up tomorrow.

realized i haven't posted my new OCs, there are my meow meows and i love them dearly. This is Adalaide, she's a princess in exile after her kingdom was annexed and taken over by the big bad empire tm

BLEASE LET ME TEACH YOU WARFRAME the current metadiscussion on the game is revolving around how the newest mission doesn't spark joy but it is tailor made for souls fans. you need to know how good this narrative is without some bitch in your ear telling you that it sucks

I'll catch some flak for the strong Borderlands opinions I have (3 is bad for only its main story, 2 was Lightning in a bottle and no one got over it because Jack was too lovable. Both have Millennial humor either way, and Alas, I'm Gen Z.)

I know Free Realms has been dead for like 12 years but gods it would make designing Pixie OCs SOOOO EASY if it was still around.

Think with me playing Warframe actively again I’m going to put some time in to upgrade my Clan soon. We have all the vendors and other utilities unlocked, but I think I could do more decorating and maybe see about getting recruitment up as my pet project.

Follie might be a new favorite Warframe of mine. I'm sorry, but the ability to summon every object in the game to my advantage is going to give me a god complex. I'm already abusing the Defense Capsule AKA Target Dummy, and now I'm developing Launch Pad tech. Also a RPG on demand is crazy.

Why does everyone think I’m cool? Legit don’t get it. Inside my head I’m a bumbling girlfailure. To me, I’m pathetic. I’m just shy & stoic and I can’t turn it off. Some of y’all are gonna be the death of me. 😭

jfc- I really haven't updated my favorites or suggested streamers... It's been unchanged for like 2-3 years, some of these people are either on hiatus / missing, stopped streaming, or we just don't talk anymore. Shit... Time really does fly.

Going LIVE in 5 to 10 minutes with more Warframe for a couple hours!~ twitch.tv/varaeli_bleu

missed most of asexual awareness day but i just wanna say asexuals can draw porn asexuals can read porn asexuals can have fantasies asexuals can thirst trap none of these things are consent

Ugh, want to stream in an hour but idk what... ... Maybe its a sign to do even more Warframe on top of last nights Warframe...

Going Live now w/ Warframe! Also Joined by @nihilupine.vtubers.social of @convenium.vtubers.social Going through Deepmines and stuff twitch.tv/varaeli_bleu

I may have slept all day... oops. Going to stream in a couple of hours, I guess, with Warframe since its been a HOT minute since I have streamed that in particular.

Average GITS cyborg: aghhh my eyes have been hacked!! my brain got a virus!! reality is nothing but suggestions fed to me by a sinister mastermind!! Motoko, expending 1.7% of Japan's defense budget: F cup. No wait, G. They must be big enough to put the fear of God in them before I pull the trigger

Finally have Follie building, soooo excited to play the painting diva herself! Just gotta wait like... 3 and a half days 🫠

The perfectly normal urge to obtain a maid outfit. Something perfectly normal and sensible that one would do... ..Right?

Tappin the sign: My pronouns are She/Her. Been getting they/them a fair amount lately and it’s a bit annoying. I know I don't *sound* the most feminine but like, cmon. They're right there... Please be respectful. Thank you.

good post

When I’m alone at work I have this tendency to monologue like I’m a preacher and I like really get into it… …And every-time I do there is a little voice that goes, “Yeah, if you had to give a sermon you could totally do it.” So anyways I have my next April fool’s stream idea.

changeling. doodle. (2022)

If I had a dollar for every-time I’ve been told I sound 10 years older than I am, I probably could buy a nice dinner for myself. It’s just so funny at this point that my personality and interests makes me seem THAT old… I’m still in my 20s, chiiiill lol.

Ravenswatch might be the best roguelike that you can just pick up and not need unlocks I’ve ever played, course I haven’t tried Nightmare yet, but the fact you can first or 2nd try a new character and complete Darkness difficulty with them to unlock the master outfit is great.

happy transgender day of visibility, everyone <3

Not every trans person chooses to be visible, & not every one can. On TDOV, I'd like to acknowledge those of us who either can't or don't feel safe enough to express themselves, and thank those who are visible for offering up hope and a community. Without you all, I would not be where I am today!

Think im going to buy some actually nice femme clothes this weekend. Have a few formal events this year lined up, so... yeah. May as well. Hoping it will let me re-attune with my softer side by feeling pretty instead of just, ya know, being a bog witch.

Please give your ADHD’er friends grace. I promise we are trying. We’re trying harder than you can ever understand, and we’re enduring the pain best we can so that shit gets done eventually.

I had to start a doodle of my new pathfinder character as I mull her over. So have a wip of toll circus minotaur keneticist v.v her elements are fire and earth. Her fire is different colors since she knows how firework colors work and pretty colors v.v

am I really re-installing Guild Wars 2 because I acidentally made a Small, Magical Mech Pilot for a Pathfinder 2e game? ( I'm a Pixie Summoner w/ a Construct Eidolon ) It made me think of Taimi & Scruffy... I can feel the itch.

Fell asleep in my Slothrust t-shirt, and I woke up Milking my Snake...

I think I want to be a brighter person, or at least try to be. Maybe not-quite overly cheerful but enough, maybe just slightly more optimistic, maybe just as much as wearing brighter colors. I just want a good timeline somewhere in my life. Maybe down the line this, maybe the design will be too.

I feel I touched on this a while back, but I need to say it again with more gusto & oof- A lot of trans media is meant to ragebait you. Its the same game as always. Its never good news, its exclusively bad because thats what generates clicks. Doesn't matter who its from, even if their trans too.

"Yeah I'll just take a quick nap..." *a few hours later* "What do you mean, it's 2am now?"

Going LIVE in 10 minutes! Decided to go with Gunfire Reborn so I can push more of the high-end achievements, starting with Lyn's elite frame (who has given me a lot of trouble for a long time) twitch.tv/varaeli_bleu

20 years ago, My mother would have me fish for her WoW Characters 20 years later, and the only thing that has changed is how I will fix her entire rotation if its awful and speedlevel her characters if she's busy. Then I will go fish some more. It's a fun Mother-Daughter relationship.