2 Loaded Hash's, biscuits and gravy, a toast and a coffee. Hot cocoa to go.

Early morning Aurora heading East on the I-90 to Spokane in game. Radio up, windows down, and a light show like no other.

7 hours in an ER waiting room. its been a banner day. I went in via EMS at 8AM, left at 3. All the CT scanners were on the blink, and the image rendering software, was moving at a snails pace lol. Had my imaging at 11AM and got the results at 2:35. And the things I witnessed in between...hooo

Me: Sees new post about Animorphs series Also me: "I BEG YOUR FINEST FLUFFIEST FUCKING PARDON!?!?"

The supreme court can go fuck itself. "conversion '"'"therapy'"'" is fucking torture. I don't give a flying fuck what they or any other backwards ass bigots have to say. They cant sugarcoat shit and call it candy, they're not Willy Wonka and we're not buying it. Trans Rights are Human Rights!

Ok. So as someone who has never touched ANY of the media around it, watched ANY of the movies, listened to ZERO lore videos, and only just started playing the game because my bf encouraged it... My initial impression of DUNE: "What in the deep fried southern fuck-all is happening . ____ ."

hey Duke fans how we feelin tonight?! :D

Gonna be a bit controversial here. 1: Link to the Past 2: The Oracle Duo 3: Links awakening DX

is it my birthday?! OH WAIT! YES THE FUCK IT IS! www.youtube.com/watch?v=UcjZ...

It's been a wild week, I had a couple panic attacks not gonna lie. Anytime someone mentions the possibility of an ice storm my whole body tenses, I have ptsd from 2002. Luckily we got off easy and I managed to get a pretty good couple of photos the morning after it cleared off to the east.

I bought a tripod just for an event like tonight. It's supposed to be clear until 2AM and I've got an unobstructed view and the camera is clean and ready. I want the pic so gods damn bad I can taste it.

The story of my life! 🐰

Watching the modteam of the North carolina subreddit crash out in real time as the entire subreddit implodes on itself was certainly NOT on my bingo card this Friday morning, but seeing them expose themselves as nazi filth has certainly been entertaining to watch.

its been a while since i posted anything, October was a mess, November was a nightmare, and December was kinda just...bleh. But I'm making an effort to make January better. I've started back to class. I've started working out, I've started eating healthier, and as a result I've lost almost 50lbs.

I swear to the divine. Tonight makes 3 trips to the ER in a little over a month and I'm so fluffing done. Just done. I'm so tired.

Oh my fucking gods I shouldn't watch baseball my heart can't take this level of stress right now.

Two trips to the ER in one month and going to the ER on Halloween was an experience ._. It's not been a good month and the 25k medical bill is looming over me like a brick to the face.

Second thing. The next week it's gonna be sunny and cold at night. You hear that sound. That's the sound of the tripod about to come out and my phone warming up its camera for winter night sky photography. Though I am looking for a new camera.

It's been 16 days since I went to the ER for my heart. In that time my blood pressure has come down almost back to normal. I've lost 10 pounds, and I've got my sugar under control. Positive thoughts.

So, spending the afternoon/evening in the ER was NOT how I expected my Friday to turn out but when you have a PR of 122 resting and it feels like your heart is trying to jump out of your chest, you get a neat ride in the back of an ambulance.

Icarus is a fascinating game. it bugs constantly, it lags in spots, the fps can be a bitch and a half sometimes, but gods be damned if it isn't one of my favorite games to play, and this, this mountain retreat, built by the bf, damn it all if it isn't my favorite place so far

I'm spiraling so badly right now. my anxiety is at a 30 out of 10 and I already have problems with it at night and sleeping doesn't come easy, and now this, I'm seriously reaching my breaking point.

HAHAHA so much fun listening to people call me a "leech" and "bottom feeder" for being disabled! HAHA ya'll its so much fun getting told I should stop existing violently because I can't work and need help! WOO No sir! No severe anxiety here eating my insides making feel like screaming!

I knew the forecast called for storms today, didn't think I'd be lucky enough to be under a cell as it was beginning to form. The roiling alone was incredible, but the color play here is just spectacular. This btw was the view 20 years ago that cured me of my phobia of storms :3

I don't understand how anyone, especially other rescues could be this vile....like I get people suck...but to bully someone like her to take her own life just, all she wanted to do was make the world better...

I've seen a lot of posts from MAGAts on other sites this morning saying the same thing... "Oh boo hoo sob sob we're so sorry, he was supposed to be for peace" Fuck off. They can fuck all the way off to Voyager-1 and back. He told you what kind of person he was. It was cruelty. Full stop. Fuck em.

From there, another set coming in 2026: Secrets of Strixhaven! 🤫 We're still too early for more than an announcement, class is not back in session... yet.

I really don't like spring and summer. Allow me to explain. I have SEVERE spheksophobia. I don't fear bees. I can deal with honey bees. I have a debilitating fear of wasps from when I was little. That's the day problem. The night problem is mosquitoes. I can't go out without being covered in bites.

I am ABSOLUTELY convinced after spending an entire gods damned evening listening to one of our staunchly stupid, now former, friends talk about science in general, that most of these clowns, honest to Thoth himself, have NO idea how the scientific method actually works.

Biggest thing I learned from storm chasing with my late brother, do not ever think you are safe just because the sun is out. I've seen it go from bright and sunny to all hell breaking loose in a matter of 10 minutes because we weren't paying attention. Pay attention today and stay aware.

So I've picked up the pen again as it were. More like keyboard, but I've started writing again regardless. Some people have asked where I get inspiration or what I do to focus. I like trains personally. So riding the rails in Train Sim World 4 is my go to. Put my music on and off I go.

It's been a bit since I posted anything. Currently going through some shit at the moment. I got a PET-CT scan tomorrow. So I got that to look forward to. It's just been one thing after another and my phone's camera has just decided to not work anymore. So I'm trying to find a good replacement.

I sit here tonight on my b-day, alone, in a constant state of anxiety wondering just how much worse is it gonna get, on a multitude of issues, and I look up at the stars and wonder if I'm gonna even see my next birthday. Happy Valentines day I guess.

As a wise redditor said earlier today, "Bricks out for Trans rights this Pride!" THERE IS NO LGB WITHOUT THE T! That cannot be said loud enough and long enough, we either stand together or we die together, and for anyone saying "WeLl THaT's jUsT FEarMoNGeRinG!!1!" EXAMPLE FUCKING A!

I stand with the trans community. Pass it along.

Hahaaaa ahhh shit. Well. That's the, I guess, Golden lining on this horrid day.

Im honestly nearing the end of my rope. I mean it, I'm reaching the end of what I'm capable of dealing with. I am disabled, I CANNOT work, not that I don't want to, not that I'm lazy, I. CAN'T. If he cuts SSI, I'm quite literally dead within a month. I just can't deal with this shit right now.

PLEASE SHARE 🧪‼️ Since CDC websites and datasets are being taken down by the Administration… The ENTIRE archive of ALL CDC datasets uploaded BEFORE January 28th, 2025 can be found here: archive.org/details/2025...

It's now been a week and a half past having this stupid chunk taken out of me. And I'm getting that same gods damned sinking feeling I got last time when I got the initial diagnosis.

"Solaris" people ask me, "How do you keep your cool when the world is going to shit?" Answer: A T680 with 500 hp, A cup of coffee, (both in game and irl) and the "RED" album, tay's version of course. Blasting on a 7.1 Surround sound system, and my cat purring in my lap.

Swear to Ra, waiting on biopsy results never gets easier. This is my sixth one in 5 years and every damn time my stress level hits the troposphere.

Pin this, save it, we’ll need it. “When a prison camp opens in your town…when a DREAMer is disappeared from your classroom…when the President destroys what’s left of the Constitution…They will all say they didn’t know this was coming. And I want the American people to know that they did.” AOC 🔥🎯

Well Ho-lee shit, its been a while, but after what feels like an eternity with nothing sticking we're finally FINALLY seeing snow. It's been a long 3 years. welcome back old friend

I've been on Facebook since 2008. That changed this morning, I finally worked up the will to finally cut that toxic part of my life out. At some point my mental health takes priority

I’m gonna get put on a government watch list for this one I just know it

A quick shot I got the other day before heading to the doctor. The ice blue of the sky contrasted really well with the bare bark of the trees. I love that color blue, it is my favorite color.

So...how y'all doing today? It's a little cold today but I got hot chocolate and a lovely view of the blue sky outside. I also saw a cardinal..he was a chonky red boi but darted off before I could get a pic of him.

I actually like the lighting on this one, I saw a little bit of cloud cover and jet trails and normally when I try to get Lua it's always distorted or Blurry cause of the exposure, but the tree worked really well here and the colors and fanning of the cloud just...I'm really happy with this.