it’s my time to shine

Got a solo for one of the songs I’m performing :3 I’m Gomez for “when you’re an Addams”

Pissed off at clash Royale cuz ive been getting within a single game of arena 19 and then losing multiple in a row for like a week

Let’s See if I remember any of these dances lmao

TODAY IS THE ONLY DAY YOU CAN REPOST THIS!!!

the Minecraft bedrock realm I’ve played in for a long has recently opened up a lot to public joiners, so if anyone wants to play in a (minor roleplay, mostly just regular) Minecraft server let me know! #minecraft

Spooky mont special

Do care did ask + ily

i'll stop worrying you when i stop loving you

Would rather wear dirty pants than show my legs while wearing shorts

I like watching terrible Bollywood movies because sometimes they aren’t terrible

Spooky Spoooky Spooky Pumpkin Spoooky pumpkin @spoookypumpkin.bsky.social

Happy October 1st

certified APslut

WHAT?!??!

Current minor song obsessions (yeah you get multiple) Because one of these two songs have been playing on repeat in my head all day long: Only in dreams by weezer, Pearl By mitski

Hello???

If you can’t convince someone to not kill themself with kind words sometimes the only way is to make them guilty which hurts long term but it works wonders sometimes even if I feel bad about it

Dawg even the AppStore wanna send me notifications

You ever meet someone who gets so mad so often you think they must enjoy it

Need someone to love me ):

Sad Sleep won’t help cuz more sad tomorrow But gonna anyway

Why do so many people seem to make it their mission to make me hurt myself like what other possible explanation could their be for some people’s actions

Actually kinda sad that a religion based on kindness got turned into one of bigotry

My dad just said I was “getting skinny” is it working? I don’t feel like it’s working

be crime do gays

Goodnight

Sometimes I wish I was aroace so I didn’t have to deal with emotions and feel guilty and bad and I also wish I didn’t have bpd and I also wish people were nice to me and I also wish I was pretty

Seeing a band of three trans women and a trans guy

WHAT DO YOU HAVE TO SAY TO AMELIA?!

oh someone I’ve been talking to for a while blocked me on everything with no warning ): That’s not a way to trigger someone with bpd nope

The website my work gives me CLEARLY says 10 am but apparently im supposed to start at 7:45???

I got euphoria before I ever got dysphoria when people would mistaken me for a girl, and then that stopped happening and I went through puberty which is when the dysphoria started. Just to think if I had been more self aware there might have been a chance I could’ve saved myself

Just remember guys -🌻🤖💙

Ate two whole granola bars ): keep trying to be good and not eat but keep failing ):

My last months most interacted

looked In the mirror and I genuinely didn’t recognize the guy staring at me. I spend so much time pretending I’m a girl I sometimes Forget I’m not. I’ll never be treated like a girl and I’ll never look like a girl so the only options are detransitioning or suicide but it’s not like there’s anything-

One year anniversary of all that stuff… huh…

Bye

People being so mean to me about food I wish I didn’t have to eat I wish I wasn’t fat

Need to be clean but can’t get up just gonna lay in sad

if people are ever nice to me it’s because they’re lying

[ssb] laying out my vision

Day 110 Astraea has taste in terrible women @zillahaon.bsky.social

Typing out words to find emojis is so embarrassing when you forget to click the emoji cuz ain’t no way I just texted “giggles“ in complete monotone

How do you even view your saved posts?

Fuckkk I’m up so late