The backrooms :3 @roneboi.bsky.social

Vrchat :3 Idk I’ve not been active on Bluesky as much recently lol maybe I’ll start posting pictures now and then idk

I swear I’m still alive I’m just like Emotionally sorta brain dead idk

The past week has been insane

vrchat :> (also the mamehinata avatar is my favorite avatar its so cuteeee)

Apparently my funny stories aren’t funny to my therapist and that’s “trauma” that we need to “work through later”

I should learn British next, it’s such a shame I can never understand British, it seems like a nice language tho

I removed everything trans related from my vrchat profile a bit ago (including even just she/her being set as my pronouns) And now it’s so fun when trans people just straight up don’t realize that I’m trans and then are like “WAIT WHAT???” When I tell them

just found this masterpiece I made in mspaint years ago and thought id share with the class LMAO

I swear some parents helichopter too much, I wouldn’t be caught dead stalking my kids socials Especially wouldn’t be caught dead stalking their friends pages Like do they just not realize that destroys trust, orrrr…

First picture with my new avi and i am so happy to have it. thank you to my amazing girlfriend for all the work you put into it #vrc #happygf

I guess I’m a lesbian now smh

Wow ppl really just hear you say some random thing and assume your fluent in another language instantly lmao I was just asked if English wasn’t my first language and was also called fluent in Japanese by a separate person 😭😭

Had my family’s Christmas celebration :3 Theyre trying to make me Japanese

If you’re cold, they’re cold Put ICE in the fryer

I should start doing my makeup again

Why are men

Sam got me a figure of one of my characters for Christmas!!!!!! ( I do not have super up to date photos for this, I’m guessing the artist he commissioned likely used the last one for a main reference lol)

Yk the more Japanese I’m learning it’s also having me sorta realize how much Spanish I actually know Like I still know far more Spanish than Japanese, still nowhere close to fluent or conversational in either but it’s sort of interesting, I’m not entirely sure how to explain it lol

oh god the social anxiety does not mix well with the anxiety of speaking another language huh

Yk every time I mention being in a poly relationship I always get hit with the “oh…I could never do that, no offense, but as long as your happy” and it always just sorta is like “um ok??” Like—

Fun thing I realized, you don’t actually have to know how to speak a language to sound like you do to someone who doesn’t, so my new favorite method of dealing with trolls is to act like there’s a language barrier by just saying sounds that exist in Japanese along with some actual words mixed in

Went to therapy for the first time todayyyy yipeeeeee

Btw driving in snow sucks ass my 20 minute drive turned into an hour

Yk I feel sort of like a toddler when ppl try to speak to me in Japanese Like I want to talk to them but I don’t know what they’re saying and I don’t know how to say anything and internally I’m just kicking and screaming the entire time

I am apparently weird bc I actually really like kanji it’s so fun I love when I remember how to write the really complicated ones too :333 Everyone I know who’s learning Japanese with me and my Japanese friends all just call me a psychopath bc of it tho lmao

begging my oomfies to understand the reference

It’s infinitely more fun watching subbed anime now than it was before bc every so often I’ll just be sitting there and go :000 omg I know that word!!!!!

Sometimes I just be reading ppl talk abt like “All men have Adam’s apples and women don’t have them” as like a gotcha for trans women and I can never help but laugh bc it’s not even uncommon for men to not have visible Adam’s apples, regardless of the fact women have them too 😭😭😭

Just got told i ‘pass for white’ at work and I don’t actually know what this means (Spoiler alert—I am white)

Learning Japanese is infectious, I’ve learned I have caused multiple friends to either start learning or want to start learning Japanese as well in doing this

My friends think I’m too hyper now and they don’t even recognize me but I’m pretty sure this isn’t just my natural state when I’m happy and they’re all haters

Bought the genki workbooks :33 they should be here Friday (also I’m very excited I started reading some of the genki textbook last night lol)

しゃぶしゃぶ!

Recently decided to try and learn Japanese My head is spinning but I am not losing determination

huh i never posted this one??? Tf?? i made this like a week or two ago ish bc i was testing the new stuff on CSP :>> (I also love the glow effect so much its one of my favorite things to do)

Girlfriend dlc unlocked???

Also friend on vrchat apparently plays without name tags turned on and still recognized who I was because I’m “the only person [she knows] who would wear that kind of avi”

I might be just a little bit queer but I can’t tell for sure

Bluesky is it true I’d look like a lesbian if I had short hair

And she called me a good girl and I’m gone

Tried goth makeup again :3

I own more than three outfits I swear

my friends have to practically babysit me every time i drink

Oh fuck I’m about to make more hazbin hotel fan art now, aren’t I

Coworker found out last night I was trans and went “wait you’re trans????” and was really confused bc he had no idea lol He just was like “congrats I guess??” Bc he didn’t know what to say to it lmao

theyre in the walls

My friend (who I recently learned has a degree in voice training stuff???) told me the other day that my voice was really good and I just had to focus on my consistency and getting rid of a lot of the vocal fry (She had a bigger list of things to say y he first time I asked her abt it a year ago)

I’ve been drinking a lot recently maybe I should slow down