I think one of the major causes of my social failure is that i don't like fun things like parties and loud music. I don't mean this in an 'oooooo I'm not like other girls' way. But it a 'I just want to make out sloppy on the couch while a movie we don't care about plays in the background' way.

What I am interpreting from my dreams last night is I need more romance and less defend the tower style video games. I can definitely manage and control one of those things.

Trying to press my hand against the part of my chest that's hurting, but the part that is sending pain does not register the sensation of my hand touching it. 😢

Overstimulated

With the HP trailer dropping tomorrow, here's the whole deal: If you watch the show, hell even just the trailer, I will think less of you. I will dislike you. I will think you don't care about trans people. That's it. It's been years. There's no wiggle room. No qualifiers. You care or you don't.

What I need: a cuddle and maybe my brain to turn off a bit What I will get: not that 🙄

Happy beginning of allergy season according to my nose and eyes. I bought a new box of kleenex for my work desk to celebrate. Kleenex box count 2026: 0

Key Animation: ??? Anime: The Vision of Escaflowne (天空のエスカフローネ) (1996) www.sakugabooru.com/post/show/19...

We always enjoy coming back to the Evergreen Cultural Centre in Coquitlam and enjoyed performing for the wonderful audience there. One of our younger fans held up a poster during the show, which we have been given permission to share with you.

@arrogantworms.bsky.social show last night was wonderful. I laughed so much and was unexpectedly struck breathless by the Snow Removal Guys polyphony. I am so so so excited to see them again tonight.

And, as every other time I see them, gosh I hope @arrogantworms.bsky.social play "Lonely Lab of Broken Hearts" tonight. I would cry.

It's finally time for the @arrogantworms.bsky.social concert (1 of 2 for me) my giggle muscles are ready!!!!

Me, last night, playing Pokopia, loudly to the cat: BEANS ARE SWEET????? Cat: 🥺 *pitiful meow, followed by aggressive request for pets*

Consuming entertainment media in a new way where I never actually watch the thing, I read the episode summaries on Wikipedia and look at gifs and read character analysis essays and for all intents and purposes, enjoy the show, I just never actually watch it.

I am not a girl, but pretending to be a hot girl is gender neutral.

I have discovered there are multiple "hot adhd girl cleaning" playlists available, so I think I know what I'm doing on Friday night.

The bus driver gave me a free umbrella this morning because it was raining heavily and I didn't have one. I did forget it on the train, so it's returning to the lost and found from whence it came.

You’re pushed on by numbers and punitive measures: pain, rejection, and unpaid bills. You can either play or you can crawl under a boat and waste away -- turn into salt or a flock of seagulls. Your enemies would love that. Or you can fight. The only way to load the dice is to keep on fighting.

I have a brain so fast that neither habit forming anti-anxiety meds nor insomnia specific medication can slow it down to go to sleep. I have a brain with the night time zoomies and the afternoon sleepies.

I love hard boiled eggs.

Happy Gary Retrograde everyone! The next two weeks are the only two weeks out of the year when Gary Numan is older than Gary Oldman

Enamel pin haul at VF is going well. I will have a picture of my spoils at the end of the weekend. Get that creature something shiny, creatures love shiny things. (I am the creature)

Vacation (from work responsibilities) starts now. Vacation (from all adult responsibilities) starts tomorrow.

Well, I guess we should post this again. www.youtube.com/watch?v=xgun...

Diana Wynne Jones is an incredible writer. That is all

The top surgery healing i am the most looking forward to is being able to lay on my side again. My body wants it so much, my chest says no.

why are the Trolls movies all so tonally different? and why is that so fucking perfect? and why are they such fun movies? ✨💕

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Theme song for Dungeons and Daddies season 4 is a ska bop. The gift i didn't know i needed.

Controversial opinion: If you are a dude and you cosplay Nightwing, you're gay. If you are not a dude and you cosplay Nightwing, congratulations on your future transmasculine transition and also, you're gay. There is no heterosexual explanation for Nightwing cosplay. It's awesome.

Me to the cat: I have confirmed you have food and water, so at this point you're just harassing me. (She wants love and affection while I'm in French class)

I didn't throw up 🎉

I had better see a record number of reposts on this.

I'm so excited for therapy tomorrow. I'm gonna cry until I throw up. Woo hoo.

I had this plush as a child, despite never having seen it's source material. I thought it was just an ugly dog. I miss it.

My scalp hurts. What even is this? Head scritch withdrawal? (It actually is, which is stupid and frustrating)

My thoughts are too loud in my head today. They're all overlapping each other in a cacophony of noise and unease. I will keep trudging forward, because it's all I can do.

I finally opened the Phantom Menace watch i bought at Fandom Bazaar last.... June, today. It's such a cool watch!!! I gotta get a battery in this thing because I want to wear it.

I look all tough and intimidating, but I constantly get hiccups and I sound like a cartoon kitten.

That's not the nice thing to say, but your gullibility had real consequences for real people and you need to get your shit together.

If you bought the whole trans-panic thing these kiddy-diddlers were selling you're a fucking rube, and you should start thinking about how you're going to be less of a fucking rube next time something like this happens.

we are radiostatic

I really wish that Jake Peralta was canonically bisexual. Like, he so clearly was, but I don't know that he knew.

Every day I pull up my shirt and look at my chest. The infection in healing, the scars look less angry every day. And I love it, I love it so much. Thank goodness for gender affirming care.

Murdoch Mysteries is American Girl Dolls movies for adults. I won’t be explaining.

It's the Hot Chocolate Festival once again! I will probably hit less places this year due to, you know, everything, but, I'll still try some!

The service I need from the city of Burnaby is the ability to send pictures of things in with the question "can I recycle this?" and then they tell me how and where.