Not to be too tmi but I've been severely suicidal this past year and hit the breaking point atm so don't expect anything but scribbles or nout from me atm cause I am just in crisis 24/7, unmedicated and fighting for my life tryna get a GP appointment to not get sectioned lmao

Old OC monstification doodle

Just a reminder I appreciate any financial support atm my mental health this past year has been more severe than I wanted to accept and truthfully I'm on my last leg and it's making it so comms are just an unobtainable labour to accomplish ko-fi.com/srutis www.paypal.com/paypalme/sru...

Old ko-fi doodle request for a lovecraftian-esque werewolf

Quick Dimitrescu scribble on a break

Lil webfishing doodle

OC Monstification Doodle for @lepaondu.bsky.social

Old monstification doodle

Estemmensuchos scribble

An old sketch comm for a flesh pylon

When I was a kid, the image of the Frankenstein Monster had permeated the culture on every level, which is something that's pretty remarkable on hindsight. I wanted to sketch out a super creepy, deformed looking version to get that part of my imagination rolling again!

Cats

Art server I'm part of has recently started a weekly "gijinka design challenge" which I'm super excited about! Here's my contribution to the first prompt - fish lures. A fish lure shaped like a fish is an uncanny idea - thus, Leatherface, except pirahna themed. #tytonidaeusart

Dummy

Go do social work

The end goal of course is a state in which UI is not required for a basic standard of living but in the meantime it sure would be neat

Maddening that even just a flat rate universal income of £1800 per month would have such a significant return in economic investment & employment rates but because the return would not be immediate it's too socialist lmao

Really wanna try comics and some acrylic works I need the electric chair for motivation nowwwwww

Lets Eat a Tomato, Together

Honestly might as well bring back the hysteria diagnosis at this point cause fuck it

How mental health issues are diminished and infantilized with women is such a big killer, the sexism in healthcare full stop has still gone completely unchallenged

Just a reminder I appreciate any financial support atm my mental health this past year has been more severe than I wanted to accept and truthfully I'm on my last leg and it's making it so comms are just an unobtainable labour to accomplish ko-fi.com/srutis www.paypal.com/paypalme/sru...

very much just 'everyone is struggling to get a GP appointment atm you just gotta cope'

Spending an hour on call with a crisis team fully cemented how absolutely fucked our mental health care has become

Art is easy your just need very particular socio economic securities and conditions to produce it

mimic doodle

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fish mutant doodle

Finding 5 year old rigging vids and sensing great evil

Old unfinished hell knight because I think they're neat

My peak character design is giving every dragon tits

This is a 7 year old piece that I should redo for a comparison post

The Artist Struggle

I need to lock back in on art, yes this is a several year old pic of a WIP but AH

the fullview of the wip

hi

uwu

Looking at my art

10 minute placeholders for patreon tiers, I'll do some clean ones in the future! www.patreon.com/115330/join

misc side scribbles

Reminder to actually donate food your local food banks are requesting and always try and throw in sanitary products

Gotta say I miss when you could just put in a referral yourself to a mental health clinic instead of the 50 hurdles now in place to 'save resources & space'

Gotta do a talk with the crisis team today and I don't wannnaaaa, gotta masterfully dodge being sectioned

Old OC monstification doodle comm

ah

Never did do anything with this rough outline

Several year old unfinished lineart pieces

Love lining gushy gore

That dog ain't right