Love Erica so much 🖤

🎶 I am going to make it thru this year, if it kills me 🎶 youtu.be/H7fBFtif9H4?...

This Dark Christmas Elf met the one true Santa today!! (Yes, thats Mick Foley 🔥)🎅🏻 Happy Holidays and a very Merry Sinsmas to all you imps and hellborns 🖤

In honor of that Vanity Fair photoshoot, here’s a close up of my face without makeup, filters, or a life of hatred and fascism. My lip filler looks way better than Karoline Leavitts.

…boop

Crimas Cal

Ends of the year are hard. As the clock ticks down, I’m often left in a state of personal reevaluation. A close look at everything in my life, what I’m grateful for, what I need to improve on, and what needs to change. It’s hard but, at the same time, I’m excited for a lot of new journeys in 2026.

Every time I see some shitbag say “Let kids be kids” to denounce gender affirming care for minors, I think about my torturous days in school. Too crippled with self-hatred at the way my body was betraying me to pay attention in class or make friends. Hiding my dysphoria in an oversized ski jacket.

Here to provide aura

Tonight’s fit 🖤🩶

I wanna go back… 🇯🇵

Using a VAs voice in AI “song covers”, or for any other non-consensual use, is not a compliment. It’s not an homage. It’s fucking disgusting. Trust me when I say that there isn’t a single VA I can think of that doesn’t absolutely despise that. No true fan would do that.

He LOVES the stairs because he likes being at eye level with me. He purrs like crazy when I pet his lil head while he’s up high like that.

Supergirl is for the sapphics because holy shit 🫠

Baaaaaaaabyyyyy boy

Fucking around with transitions. Story of my life 🏳️‍⚧️

TRANS TREE

I swear, my roommates and my fiancée have really saved me this week. I’m so grateful for my family. They are my rock.

Getting my music rig set up…

I love this little dude so much 🩶

What if Sallie May did a freakin' sweet Street Fighter kick?

This week has been…an extremely overwhelming one. Really awful things that have made me painfully question a lot in my life. But also some really good things that have reminded me of what I care about most. A lot to reflect on as the year closes out…

A little look at my Spotify wrapped!

Using this as an opportunity for a Morgana appreciation post ❤️ I'm not sure if I've posted all of these here so I'll post them all together now! Thank you Morgana for being one of the sweetest people alive, I'm so glad I had the chance to see you this weekend <3

I love building my little table gallery of fan gifts at cons. Thank you all for the beautiful artwork at Fan Expo San Fran! Gen and I adored the couples art 🥰

Something I ALWAYS offer at conventions: I meet a lot of fans at various stages of their self-discovery. Some of you may have a new name you’re trying, some might have not figured out a name that fits yet, and some of you might not be in a place you can have your preferred name safely displayed.

Fan Expo Day 2!

“Hey Siri, this song is fire, what genre is it?” “Trap music” “Well yes but I mean the kind of music”

I’m hoping medication can let me go hard on my creative goals. I really want next year to be a lot of me taking my art in to my own hands. With writing projects, music, fashion, etc…I don’t feel like I’m giving yall enough.

HOWDY THERE, MY BAY AREA BABES!! Come see me at my booth at FanExpo San Francisco his weekend!! Get an autograph, a selfie (FREE with autograph purchase), or just swing by to say hello!

Real talk, if we tell them to make less yall get mad at me 😂

She’s literally just a girl enjoying the winter. Little Miss Never Done Anything Wrong Ever In Her Life.

I have music plans for next year. Not just DJing again but also…maybe even releasing an original track or two? 🤔

Okay, for my own personal mental health…I need to start having rules on my non-Hellaverse posts to please not ask me Hellaverse merch questions. Especially for things I don’t control (like Hazbin hotel dot com). You can tag me in things but I don’t want every post I make here to be about that.

Waifued up and made my fiancée dinner 🥰

Last night//this morning

I’m thankful for found family. Thankful for my beautiful fiancée. Thankful for my cat. Thankful being employed on a show worth fighting for. Thankful to my fans who, despite what society told me for years, want to see me on their screens. And I’m thankful for a future that I do truly believe in.

Update: tried Vyvanse. Yeah this is uhhh…life changing? The constant noise in my head stopped and I got SO much done today. I’ve really been playing life on Hard not treating this…

ADHD is honestly both a hindrance and a super power. I’m recognizing that I have it BAD and, while I’m high functioning, I’m a bit TOO high functioning. Full speed but, when you’re going that fast, it’s hard to steer. Able to focus on a billion things but hard to lock in. And it’s exhausting.

Just note. Yes, YIKES mistake but NO this was not done in any way intentionally. Assets go thru a lot of changes before being finalized for the show and, in this case, an older asset was ACCIDENTALLY used by our merch partner. It’s being fixed and the adjusted item will be in the shop shortly.

Oh shit Morgana Ignis mentioned

Ten years apart

Spooky holiday kwaaaafeee @thevivllainous.bsky.social

I know every cat parent thinks their cat is the most beautiful cat in the world but…come on. Just LOOK at this guy.

So X is selling off the handles of “inactive” users, meaning I had to log in and post for the first time in two years just to make sure some Nazi asshole didn’t purchase my old screen name and impersonate me. 😑🤮

Burger time

Maomao/Shisui 4ever 💗

It’s Trans Awareness Week which means you’re legally required to buy some Sallie May shit sharkrobot.com/products/sal...

For the record, Vox thirsters: I get it. TV head man hot.

Baaaaaad with us @thevivllainous.bsky.social