I tried to trust the process and it failed me. Fuck you T18. I thought you were different. Gonna hit it with one last round of bleach tomorrow

ADDITONALLY for anyone interested in joining the RIBS Redeem this is the video in question: www.youtube.com/watch?v=-dxI...

✨NEW NAME, SAME DULLAHAN, SAME OL' SCUFF! ✨ Thank you guys so much for all your support, I hope you guys are just excited as I am for all the upcoming changes!! 🥺💕 From now on, I'm going to be going by GRIMMREPOSE! YIPPEEEEEEEEEE!!! 🖤 + 🔁 for visibility are appreciated!!

I am still in jail but I am also at a point where I will attempt a solution soon.

10,000 years dungeon for me. Fuck me.

Not a shot in hell I'm out of medical jail today. I thought I had a chance. I have to stop giving this body the benefit of the doubt in my current environment. May have to rethink the comeback strategy if I am actually going to come back before the end of the year. Test results in about two hours.

Guys; I am in need of serious help. We sold my mom's car to cover treatment costs this time but next time I'm not sure what we'll do. I need 60% by January. I am asking for help, donations are golden, but even just sharing will be amazing! ko-fi.com/bansheexeno/... Please. Toni xx

✨Your 5 dreams as a Content Creator✨ 🐍 Come back to streaming/consistently produce fun content on multiple platforms 🐍 Have fun creating again 🐍 Find balance between work and CC (or my game over) 🐍 Raise over $100k for charity 🐍 Regrow a community I am proud to be part of

Goals this week: - Ref sheets for demigod/base Many - Organize recent comms/fanart for the "thing" - Get kidney function over 65% - [PhD] Finish actograms of first 4 cohorts, overlay with behavioral data, finalize the last 6 months of data collection clean up (4.8mil data pts), immunos on TTT/BFS

Every single one of you fuckers did me dirty today. I have no trust in anyone anymore... Really? To lead me into the forest like that completely unaware. Shame. Now I have a huge pile of shit to clean up off the floor!

Im not streaming because its me we are talking about. But you may be able to see my bare cheeks on this stream. www.twitch.tv/candicrypt

Candi: "Can y'all provide a png for this poster I want to make?" Me: provides whole ass csp file to match and take the work down for good friendo Candi: *fuck it, tosses the Skrungle on there* This is why I have trust issues. Anyway, I won't be streaming but they will. I'll link ya!

Not to be the fun police but I do hope people know that Arc Raiders does use generative AI for voice acting, and by supporting the game you're letting higher-ups know that this is an okay practice. They try to downplay this on the Steam store page by describing the AI usage as vaguely as possible.

I don't know how much longer I am going to be around the content creation space. I have been putting in so much on the back end in hopes I can get the spark back but the comfort I once felt is gone. This space isn't friendly anymore and there is a lot I feel I need to leave behind.

As a headsup for anyone on Vyvanse, you should go check your lot numbers. www.health.com/adhd-medicat...

I'll be a bit more direct then even Elouyn. Folks, this is me asking you to not play fortnite for the entirety of Season 7 if at all possible. Your friends and mine in the trans community deserves your solidarity.

I am still in anti-streaming jail but I have a potential date of release so... We start hyping now. LOOK HOW CUTE I AM! www.tiktok.com/@kultofmany/...

Got blood work back, I'm still in jail until Monday (my next appointment) but it's looking pretty positive that I will be cleared to come back next week! Keeping my fingers crossed and my water bottle refilled! Sorry I've been gone much longer than planned. I'll be back soon!

The main thing I'm gutted about is that my big thread for the Shitty Small VTuber Awards, which I'm hosting next month... Is just completely gone. Please share this post around so folks can know my account has been suspended and still vote. docs.google.com/forms/d/1ra6...

I am still in anti-streaming jail but I have a potential date of release so... We start hyping now. LOOK HOW CUTE I AM! www.tiktok.com/@kultofmany/...

Got blood work back, I'm still in jail until Monday (my next appointment) but it's looking pretty positive that I will be cleared to come back next week! Keeping my fingers crossed and my water bottle refilled! Sorry I've been gone much longer than planned. I'll be back soon!

As polls open across the nation, know your rights this Election Day.

For those curious! A year ago I was diagnosed with Non-Hodgkins Lymphoma. And since then it's been a long walk, but this year we found out it spread; and my treatment costs spread with it. That's why the Goatathon is so important to me, and why I need help ko-fi.com/bansheexeno/...

I'm not normally nervous about getting blood work done and I can't say I am now either but I'm not looking forward to a potential set of dialysis treatments. I know it would cut recovery time by at least half... But that shit hurts lol I don't want to do it again.

I would love a day where my room doesn't get filled with mustard gas when the cryptid makes burgers. Send help. I'm trying to video edit D:

Very important factor to this

Spent the last warm(ish) day outside in the yard getting all the garden prep work done for next year... Doc is gonna kill me tomorrow. I know this is not resting BUT IM OUT OF RESTING TIME LADY, THE GARDEN NEEDS TO BE DONE and you think I'm gonna trust the guys to get it done the way I want it? Pfft

Bloodwork tomorrow! Uhg, please free me from this prison.

This time next year, I will be finalizing my dissertation for defense and publication. Fuck.

Good news is it seems like we have some kidney function back. Bad news is they are trying to make up for lost time and I'm trying to get things done lol. And it still hurts. Owch. But that's a goodish thing. Better than what was actually expected rofl

I will 100% vouch for Candi (which is saying a lot, I refuse to vouch for anyone anymore) when it comes to outfit design. V2 Many main outfits were sketched out by Candi (in my dire time of need and ugly sobbing lol) and I could not be happier. Candi was born for clothing design.

November 1st

It’s his day.

Happy Halloween!! 🎃 On this spooky day I'm hosting an #artshare! Show me your best works~ 💚 🎃 Share your art! 👻 Introduce yourself! 🎃 Tag your fav artists! 👻 Interact with others! 🎃 Like and repost for visibility 👻 No AI/NFTs 🚫 Have fun~!! 💚 #nsfw #selfpromo

I miss streaming ;n; Here's hoping I can get these labs drawn on Monday and I get cleared to stream (instead of cleared for dialysis rofl) next week. I miss y'all... AND I WANT TO SHOW OFF ALL THIS NEW SHIT GDI

www.twitch.tv/yaboipasta www.twitch.tv/lumacyte www.twitch.tv/millanoire www.twitch.tv/keyandenter We are all over the place

Im getting dragged into things tonight. When I know who all is streaming, I will link you to them when we go live! (I havent been cleared for marathon strim yet so I wont be streaming. Soon though!)

With SNAP/EBT cuts looming I highly recommend downloading this app! Basically restaurants and other food businesses will have available bags of random food they don’t wanna waste for ppl to buy for hella cheap! This has saved me sooooo many times when I only have $5 and need some food.

BREAKING: Democrats just tried to pass a standalone bill to fund WIC & SNAP to make sure families don't go hungry during the Republican shutdown. Republicans BLOCKED it. So Trump won't use emergency funds to keep SNAP running, and Republicans won't let any bills pass. Shameful.

IT'S TIME! We're live now on Twitch! Come join us in the fight to save lives and raise money for breast cancer research! IF WE BREAK OUR RECORD, I WILL GIVE AWAY AN ENTIRE VTUBER MODEL. Tonnes of artist giveaways too! Auctions will be available for some VERY unique stuff, too! COME FIGHT WITH ME!

Since Nov 1 is fast approaching, two YouTube channels that have cheap, filling recipes: Dollar Tree Dinners Kiki Rough And one who has cheap, accessible recipes for folks with disabilities/chronic illnesses making cooking difficult: EpicuriousExpeditions Also, donate cash, not canned goods.

Why are lime trees so angry?? I JUST WANT TO MAKE SURE YOU ARE HAPPY AND HEALTHY, STOP STABBING ME. Rude.

Walking around the house in knee high kitty paw socks and a DESTROYED hoodie that basically covers nothing complaining that I'm cold and someone has the audacity to say "maybe you should put on some pants"?? I am not even safe from this horse shit in my own home. No one asked for that! Just fix it!

I have to make this tweet so people don't think I died. I'm very much not dead, I am in the hospital currently though! Have been for a few days; I over-extended myself trying to raise treatment funds and got sick. Cancer is trying to break me. I could use some help I think.

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Today is the day. 4pm PST. Snek for the Cure 🎀

Almost out of the woods, got a few more days before I get get some bloodwork done to hopefully be given the all clear. Gonna go drink more water.