Whenever the depressions so bad I feel it in my hands (iykyk) I just remind myself of a simple historical fact. They will lose. They have lost throughout history and they will lose this time. People will be lost but so long as I have a choice I will persist.

THIS IS HUGE: Colorado Supreme Court orders Colorado children's hospital to resume gender affirming care for trans youth. www.coloradopolitics.com/2026/05/18/c...

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I can't even believe my life right now. The ear/jaw pain I've been having is SHINGLES - on the right side of my face & up into my scalp. It hurts terribly & I'm on an antiviral to try to knock it out. I'm so tired. Please SHARE this around for me so I can try to get ahead of all these bills! ❤️

Women’s rage is currently in the PULLBACK stage of a tsunami wave.

My ear/head pain isn't getting any better so I'm headed back to urgent care. My oncologist has ordered a brain MRI & full body PET scan as well to see if my cancer has grown. Can you please help SHARE this today so I can afford this new battery of tests? Please send love and light. I'm afraid. ❤️

With hindsight it's probably a bad idea I named the transgirl who instituted a totalitarian technocratic society Bridget.

You know the sci-fi book is going to be fun when you're using Chernobyl's tower as an art ref for the front cover :L

I am a bit of a freak about rejoining the EU because frankly every time the ECJ or ECHR intervened in UK politics it was usually to stop us backsliding into socially illiberal bullshit. And the fact that it would allow me to just leave the UK if things got really bad.

Hi, I started this fundraiser, Help My Wonderful Partner Get Her Toxic Kidney Removed, on GoFundMe and it would mean a lot to me if you’d be able to share or donate to it. gofund.me/fc8a97644

If you like brooding dark stories about lesbian vampires and their drama, The Butcher's Burden is out now! www.amazon.co.uk/dp/B0GGJ69VBH

TERFs are assholes.

ko-fi.com/ellienoctis/... We are currently at $256, I know I’ve been tagging and spamming constantly and I’m sorry for that. It’s been almost a week since my mom died and we still need help for funeral expenses! Pls I keep begging your help desperately! I cannot do this alone, I have no one else.

Translation- White transwomen need to learn the instinctive genuflection other minorities have when dealing with entitled white men.

Please sign this petition. Many people with #ME are too till to attend GPs' surgeries, outpatients' appointments, or A&E. #MEAwarenessWeeek petition.parliament.uk/petitions/73...

Worldbuilding. And it's not even close. I will yap about how the Elysian Empire's philosophical underpinnings informed Mira's desire to create her own empire. But I will NOT be able to tell you what her favourite food is.

So cards on the table: the next book doesn't have Gia as the main protagonist of the story. It's someone who's either going to be beloved or absolutely reviled. I cannot wait to find out which one!

Sharing "male socialisation" stories? I was socialised by being dangled off a banister and flashed boys' dicks because I was the suspected gay. I was also a massive nerd and aggressive about it so my socialisation can be summarised as "fucked". I'm also autistic which is EXTRA SEASONING!

male socialisation is when they hold you down and [cut footage of trans girl’s entire childhood and teen years] and after a while you stop even crying because what would be the point

TBH if "male socialized" is "assertive", "opinionated", "outspoken", "angry" or "willing to show a spine" then you might be white weenie socialized and should let my mom throw a pressure cooker at your head. (That's how "female socialized" people resolve disputes in my culture)

Annnnd... now I have a double ear infection on top of everything else. I swear I can't catch a break! Can you help me share this around? I desperately need it to find the right people! I have a CT to check for a pulmonary embolism tomorrow at 2 pm. Send love and light my way please. ❤️ #Cancer

Rawbraining it

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Decisions decisions...write the 110,000th vampire romance novel set in my universe (one where romance is the actual plot) or try to do something people will actually read ~thinking~

I see my oncologist in a few hours. These days always bring so much anxiety! I'll have blood work, my next Signatera test ($4,900 out of pocket) & will hopefully leave with a treatment plan - either returning to my targeted meds or a new plan. Please SHARE this & send love. The need is great! ❤️

I never tell my mates in the lesbian writing community I'm in that the reason I write so many words per day is because I'm literally psychologically addicted to it :L

The next Labour leader must move decisively away from the status quo to beat Reform. That means giving power and wealth to working class people. It means a democratic revolution, rent controls and public ownership of water. It means someone who isn't Wes Streeting.

Who could have possibly predicted this?

It hurts my heart to say all this but my mom passed away on Sunday morning after a 7-year battle with lung cancer. We’re trying to raise $8,536 for funeral expenses since we don’t have insurance. Any support or even sharing this would mean the world to us right now. ko-fi.com/ellienoctis/...

I need people to realise two truths. 1. Bigots have had fundamentally the same playbook throughout history including "my enemy harms children". 2. People who have one bigotry typically have at least one other. They are comorbid. Conclusion: They'll never stop. They must be made to stop. (Non-Viol)

Editing the next book in the Neturiad before I send it to my minions (beta readers).

Shameless self promotion time?! #writingcommunity If you like dark stories including vampires, militarism, lesbians and a narrative in which literally everyone is evil, The Butcher's Burden is your book! If not, that's cool too! www.amazon.co.uk/dp/B0GGJ69VBH

I feel like writing this self-indulgent non-publish novel might actually be a waste of time. Even if it is a little bit of fun.

One thing that's been really heartening about people who've read TBB is that they never think I approve of the opinions expressed by the characters. I was petrified that people would think I said "fascism is good but only if it's girlboss fascism."

My life would be complete if I could shout "Shut up Wesley!" to Streeting.

"Just want games to be games again"? What the fuck are you talking about man? Games aren't a state of being. It's a medium. If you don't want art that challenges you then you don't want art.

Today I officially went on long term medical leave and I'm devastated. My medical bills are drowning us. I'm having to take time from the job I love. On top of it all, I'm feeling just awful from medication side effects. Please SHARE and help us. In all honesty, I need this to explode. 🩷 #Cancer

The aliens will only visit us when we stop shitting the bed.

Oh so Labour lost THAT badly. I see.

Election summary: England shits the bed, Wales is more right wing than expected and Scotland votes for the SNP. Because that's every fucking election.

"Alright I'm going to write a silly donut steele project to think about stuff!" >Writes quite possibly one of the most horrifying entities she's ever fucking set to page.

May the 4th be with my oncologist! Can you help me defeat cancer debt today? I'm a mama, wife and 5th grade teacher (with 28 school days left!) who needs a miracle. Fighting this beast for 18 years has drained us. @markhamillofficial.bsky.social Please SHARE! ❤️ #Cancer #Melanoma #Stage4

My addiction to writing scenes in which someone loses their shit and bodies start piling up will never stop. It's my favourite trope and I have no idea why. I think it's the catharsis of setting their breaking point up for 200K words. Maybe.

I think there's value sometimes in writing the most "OC Donut Steele" shit you can just to get it out of your system. It helped me tease apart the bits of autism I wanted to talk about in the next book vs just angry ranting. The next book in the Neturiad tries to be nuanced. Valdis is just angry.