So it turns out the nausea I felt at work last week wasn't because of my medication. The smell, sight, and even sound of food waste just sickens me so much that I keep wretching and dry heaving whenever they have me scheduled for bussing duties at the restaurant. I'm gonna need to tell my doctor...

It's International Women's Day tomorrow and what do I get? I get to lose an hour of sleep because it's also Daylight Savings and I have a 9-hour work shift to go to grumble grumble

I love how my dad and I will make plans to get lunch together on my weekend and then as soon as the day arrives we're both like "ughh I don't feel like doing anything" so we reschedule for another day lol

Almost down 20lbs Noticing subtle differences in my face and torso, it's very slight, but it's still encouraging!

My Lunar New Year acrylic nails keep coming off at work and they're splitting my actual fingernails owwwie

Had a guest earlier this week look through our menu and just say "I'd eat all this stuff, I'm such a fat fucking chud".

One of my coworkers was telling me I needed to pour my beers a little differently because I kept leaving them foamless, but the conversation happened in front of a guest and she said "you need to give them head" and the guest was like "I thought this was a family-friendly place" in a jocular manner.

how I be feelin when I go into work sometimes

My dog Rush suffers from pancreatitis, he had a flare up today where they told me they have a 95% curative injection, it is of course expensive So, I'm going to open 5 commission slots at $200 a piece which I know is a lot but I figure its for my dog and I never do comms (🧵1/2)

Nearly borfed in the shower this morning and dragged myself to work only to nearly borf again... please let me go home 🫩

Been feeling really lethargic and tired this week. It's been difficult finding a desire to climb out of bed or even eat. The status of the world doesn't make it any better, even if I actively avoid news outlets for my own sanity's sake, everything still reaches me through osmosis. I'm so exhausted.

It's so dead at work today, I wish I was at home playing Fields of Mistria 😞

Overnight oats and a Monster Mango Loco... breakfast of champions

Weather has been so good lately, I wish it was like this year-round here. ):

This game isn't even in 1.0 yet and here I am playing the shit out of it every update it gets because it's just so charming...

Dammit I don't want it to warm up again ):

Woke up suddenly to a weird wheezing noise and I'm not sure if it was me, a dream I was having, or one of the cats...

Haven't eaten in over 24hrs (by choice; appetite suppressed) so I asked my boyfriend if he could get breakfast on his way home from work later and he insists upon getting donuts... I'm screwed.

10 anime to get to know me Full Metal Alchemist Brotherhood Gyakkyou Burai Kaiji Azumanga Daioh Nichijou Made in Abyss Dungeon Meshi Ruri no Houseki Mob Psycho 100 Panty & Stocking with Garterbelt Wanshengjie (technically a donghua but whatever lol)

It's so nice outside and I'm forced to spend my time at my job indoors. Muh fuckin' Vitamin D tho...

Happy Cat Day!! Here's Fennel and Vanilla!

I swear every single time I try to work on art, one if not both of my cats want to be in the way. I love them but can't they just lay on the other side of my desk where there is space for them... lil' bastards

I've been feeling pretty good about my weight loss lately, but my productivity has been in shambles recently. Please tell me I'm cute so I can feel more motivated!! I promise it will invigorate me!!

A handful of friends my age are taking stances that their creative works are not intended for younger audiences and I'm here for it. I know this account is generally work safe with some suggestive material, but if you're a minor, I'd recommend not interacting with me or my art in any capacity!! 🔞

Maybe... streaming for six hours straight trying to beat the same boss over and over after only getting four hours of sleep and not eating for a whole day and forgetting to take my iron supplements was not... in fact, a good idea... 😵‍💫

Anyway, thanks for watching me suffer today, yesterday, and previous streams where I was trudging through Hell and Ballos for hours on end. I genuinely appreciate you guys coming to cheer me on and chat with me today. Each death ended in considerable progress gained so it was worth the struggle!

I did it... after streaming for exactly 6 hours... I beat Ballos for realsies... I'm free...

Good meowning pawdners

I made it to the third phase of Ballos' boss fight and ate shit. I don't deserve to be a Cave Story fan at this rate, I'm dogwater at this game. ;_;

I'm really sorry I've been keeping this a secret for like the past month or so but recently I became Wawapilled... My excuse is they got a really good chicken corn chowder...

Quote some pink art 🌸

Hi I'm Bill Connolly, with a fun way to draw "Chibis" or "Chaibis" depending on which part of the country you come from- youtu.be/6ef_uyqHHfw?...

My handsome boys

havent gotten any bites in a long time. so, 50% discount. dm if interested. really need the money, lol.

Feeling hungry but it's like half-past midnight and I shouldn't indulge the cravings at this hour. I hope going up to 5mg on the tirzepatide makes it last a little longer so I can avoid the sensation of appetite until the next injection...

My alien son, Fummel the gleebglorb (that's alien for cat)

✨FULLMETAL ALCHEMIST✨ If you've ever seen this art floating around, I'm the original artist! 🎨 I made this poster back in 2019 after I watched Brotherhood for the first time, and I really loved it! #fullmetalalchemist #anime #fma #fmabrotherhood #fanart

Casual reminder to play AI: The Somnium Files because it's a great game with a well-written story and interesting characters And it has a really handsome older man in his 40s that I love

Happy Lunar New Year!! Here's a bunch of Dylas doodles I did today to celebrate! #RuneFactory4 #RF4

Nothing says "I love you" more than your giant twenty-pound tuxedo cat jumping onto your stomach while you're already writhing in bed from abdominal pain.

Ah yes my two beloved cats, Flannel and Nylon

Happy Lunar New Year!! Here's a bunch of Dylas doodles I did today to celebrate! #RuneFactory4 #RF4

Preview of more to come... #RuneFactory4 #RF4

Förlåt mig! Jag var så fokuserad på det kinesiska nyåret att jag glömde att det var fettisdagen idag! Glad Fettisdagen! Här är några bilder på semlor jag bakade för några år sedan. #Fettisdagen

操你，赚钱，和新年快乐！ 恭喜发财他妈的！🧧🧧🧧

Icon commission for @popalopolis.bsky.social #VTuber #Pokémon

When I went to the store to quickly get some last-minute Valentine's stuff for my boyfriend, I stopped and stared at Lindt chocolates for a solid 5 minutes. Not because I wasn't sure what to get, but because I wanted them and the little devil on my shoulder was duking it out with the little angel.

have some works in progress I really should finish up some day...

I lose like 12lbs on tirzepatide and suddenly I think I deserve compliments 🫩

glasses ver. due to popular demand (nobody asked for this)