was wishing that I wasn’t the mentally ill sibling and then remembered that in some cases, I am my fathers daughter

Sesame Street is now offering tips for parents on post-trauma comfort because the federal government is physically and mentally abusing our country's children.

love that god just decides to snipe me down way too often

learning how to make Kandi is so humbling bc I’m learning from thirteen year olds on YouTube shorts

#deltarune 親子💤

THE MAN [ #fnaf #WilliamAfton ]

Anyone else feeling evil (who the fuck fucked up this house like this)

no longer losing my mind i saw an old tumblr post of mine from when i was fourteen and a transmes

I think imma start journalling again because holy fuck

To the Funtime Freddy fans:

being an adult with mental illness is so fucked and kind of embarassing bc struggling w it as a kid n teen is like “oh that’s concerning :(“ But Struggling W The Same Thing From When I Was a Kid/Teen is fucking embarassing and also I realized no one will help me get help I just have to look for it

found a song that, had I heard it in 2020, I would have added it to my Michael afton playlist and probably somehow pulled off an animatic abt it but since I’m an adult now I feel like I WILL be judged and side eyed for it

Really hard to look at this and all the other examples of bravery and kindness from ordinary people in this moment not think also of the tremendous cowardice exhibited over the past year by some of the richest, most well-protected people in business, media and politics

Oh to be a tall cis man….

that feel when the feeling that when you feel that you feel when you

seeing 1 800 PAIN getting a lil popular on TikTok makes me YAHOO WHOOPEE YIPPEEE

okay so instead of ruminating on my past I thought “hm I wonder if there’s queer soccer leagues in my area” and the answer is yes there is

lowkey hurting inside a little bc my sister got into soccer for school n im helping her practice bc i used to play but also im now thinking abt the athlete i could have been had i not been trans and trampled by crippling dysphoria

am I allowed to say that sometimes I miss the look of a binder but I’m also very glad that I have top surgery now

its just one of those days,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, #doobledoodles #vsky

People sending Glortch memes it’s amazing

The FNAF nightmares aren’t real they can’t hurt you..

I live u so much tøp

anyway it’s abt to be 2am which means I need to sleep bc I have responsibilities in the morning . going to listen to truce on repeat bc truly the Sun Will Rise and We Will Try Again or smth like that

I miss living in LA bc the lgbt center there had mental health services which means the therapists there are knowledgeable abt the queer community because unfortunately whether or not this is some Identity Crisis or Something Is Wring With Me labeling it adjacent to one helps me explain it -

save me ok computer

ok computer save me

see I need a former tumblr queer who is now a current therapist. that’s what I need. a therapist who understands the nuances of queer identities but who also understands that not everything is linked to an identity .

can someone find me a tumblr queer who has a job and is NOT a teenager I need to ask them something important

asking myself Does This Have Ti Do With Ky Queer Identity Or Am I Just A Piece of Shit With Unresolved Issues

when all you've ever done is participate in killing one (1) guy and scooping another, the same as your friends did, But you're kinda silly so everyone's getting out the Encyclopedia of Saneist Slurs to use against you [ #🎨theartroom | #artistsofbsky | #sisterlocation | #fnaf | #funtimefreddy ]

labeling myself as queer but I feel like there’s something inherently wrong with me

I feel like this is what zoochosis is like

tastie yummie #fnaf #fnafsl #fauxcirquit #funtimefreddy #yumesky

Chat I think the nicotine withdrawals are making me lose my fucking mind (I want a pack of cigarettes sooooooo bad)

why the FUCK am I miserable all of a sudden

No new pictures. Where are you mentally?

THESE FUCKING VITAMINS AINT DOUNG SHIT 🗣️

it’s not even like “oh bad things happened in high school” no this shit happened in MIDDLE school.

feeling so sick but I’m already on call w my supervisor I can NOT tap out now

emotionally a masochist bc I decided to go through an old Spotify playlist someone else made on desktop and noticed what dates correlate with what. genuinely evil shit but I should probably seek therapy again if it affects me that deeply

You cannot overstate how startling it is to see a politician just say the thing with clarity and poise. No fearful hemming. No overwrought qualifying down til it’s meaningless. No lingering sense that there is a loyalty to a donor class or an ideology of stasis that they’d never admit to.

im not counting diabetes as a struggle because diabetes struggles from ME

transgender parentified Michael afton with a nicotine addiction

personally I think Michael afton would have this issue

this took me multiple hours across the span of like . 3 days . but also yes u am a little emotional over it #art #fnaf #twentyonepilots #selfship #ducktales #hetalia #moomins

Having fnaf 1 Freddy as my yume father lowk sucks I have never had more "banging your dad" jokes directed at me in my fucking life

“Normalize giving ur faves ur problems” transgender parentified funtime Freddy with a nicotine addiction is kind of funny

Tempted to do a fashion line centered around him tbh, not in any meaningful way, but in the same way springtrap gets merch because he's a fan favorite . Funtime Freddy is also a fan favorite but nobody gives a fuck cause he's from sister location & isn't from security breach & isn't the damn MIMIC