Hai. If you saw a post, no you didn't. Tomorrow is gonna be my burst back into the community. Expect elezens~ That is all.

I am so tired and feel so out of the loop that I can't jump back in but I got to try... Also I been fighting an infection for two weeks so back to chugging my sage tea.

I'm finally unsick and I'm getting focused computer time... Idk if I announced my new projects cause my memory is of a gnat hang on-

Bringing this one back out. Again.

I just wanna fucking adjust my C+ so my ass isn't flat can I get FIVE MINUTES TO DO THAT GAME?!

There isn't a lot of modern father son pictures that I have so like... I was feeling the mood today~ #daltongpose

I'm tired but I want to do light party generational pics today.

It feels a little cheating cause it the self insert but Jazi is very much a fun loving girl that wants to befriend all creatures but especially morbols~

I'm very much dying sick at work. Wha is your oomf type? I am very much a Huh? And a Gah...

I think after this week I can like be a normally active guy. Also today I'm like 30 minutes behind me getting ready for work and have ten minutes left xD

Also perceive this old dragoon in front of the kill that almost killed him~ #daltongpose

I'm alive just... I don't have much free time but hello~

This is a deep cut but I'll forever love Chico and I'm sad he never came to a new version of AC. But Avery is like my emotional support villager for newer games and even when I restarted my island, he showed up as my first set of move ins. 🩶

This was very hard to think about BUT I'm certain that Stephen is the tempting human and Caius would be the simp. Cause that's how it started xD

I am tempted to make this my new banner but I want Caius in like human form... but look at the smug couple~ #daltongpose #caihen

Life... really doesn't want to let up. I get to look for couples therapy places now... yayyyyyyyyyyy 💀

enter gpose exit gpose /sit enter gpose

I been going through to set up my collections and C+ so I took a little snap of the girliepop. Also idk I'm not helping the self insert-ness but I don't think I'll go back to the darker skin like before the crash. But now I want to resculpt my dreads IRL xD #daltongpose

Tomorrow I should be on normal schedule and I really should share more about the Daltons. I get shy and then I say NOTHING and then I'm shocked when people don't know them.

No more excuses. Its time to learn :) | #cryptmods

I'm trying to wake up cause I don't have to do anything at all but hang out and do chores. Also my feet doing that weird thing when they get too hot and just hurt so I can't sleep anyway.

I AM FINALLY UP! Computer is fucking fixed! I'm so damn happy. I'm still like getting my programs back on but I'll now talk about my plans tomorrow. I'm just... glad to be back xD

Is there like a discord spot for like the non-op male bodies? It was a dumb idea to start one cause I'm clearly bias but like it could have a silly name like the No Chop Shop. Cause you no chop the boobs off.

Can I go home yet? I'm about to start rambling.

So I did have to replace nearly everything in my computer, I'll have to get RAM sticks later cause they all got nuked so I just got the two new ones. Windows installed on the broken drive but it didn't delete the old one so uhh about to see how that goes but we are...

and this is not to be like "im a good ally pat me on the back!!!" but rather me being pissed at how shit is. i hate that black creators are the only ones expected to make black mods. i hate that black creatives are forced to make the stuff THEY want to see.

The bad BIPOC takes remind me of this weekend of the old white lady suggesting I work at the grocery store while I'm waiting in line cause help was slow and I guess I looked very helpless in my pajamas. Then when I told her I like my life insurance job, she tried to pivot she joking... bitch really?

My case doesn't get here until Friday now cause I guess they are dumb and misread that it was supposed to be HERE today not shipped. 😮‍💨 about to at least put my GPU in the hubby's computer I swear, the struggle is real and I want to create!

Tomorrow the hopefully final parts will get my computer going again... The hubby's computer is... so it works but I feel like I'm pushing it when I do PVP let alone me trying to do more than that LMAO

CPU might be cooked so off to Best Buy I go.

I'm back on Friday~ Again again thank you SO much, everyone~ I will very much be gathering my brain mush and actually letting people know what my next project was.

Uhh the goal is nearly completed??? I'm actually shocked and about to put my order in tonight/tomorrow morning 😭 Thank you so much everyone! I'm just... damn.

Trying not to fall asleep but yippee! Happy XIV Selfie day. It my first one~

Omg it selfie day- I'm gonna take picture when I'm home and got the dreads freshened. Now I get to be the one with the bent hand.

My tummy woke me up from forbidden old man yaoi dreams. I hate it here.

Happy Indigenous Peoples' Day! I'm Maya and if you wanna support a gay trans Indigenous modder my Kofi is here. 🫡 ko-fi.com/workingelezen

I miss him y'all. Him and his silly little bent hand in every gpose. Just got to get through the work week~

The migraines are back, at witching hour no less. Can we just... not today?

Alright... I am opening up emergency commissions but once my computer is up. My motherboard just completely died and I'm already burning my paycheck to other lovely IRL issues. $250 covers the motherboard, a tool kit and desk + chair so I can actually work properly. ko-fi.com/tiredhyuzen/...

Alright... I am opening up emergency commissions but once my computer is up. My motherboard just completely died and I'm already burning my paycheck to other lovely IRL issues. $250 covers the motherboard, a tool kit and desk + chair so I can actually work properly. ko-fi.com/tiredhyuzen/...

Idk why I got to wake up when no one is around. But also I need to sleep off this migraine still.

Okay new computer parts are at home waiting for me. After that I should like ACTUALLY be able to do my return. I got more memory at least this time! And my FFXIV drive is separate and should be safe.

Me: I'm going to announce my modding return and stuff this weekend! Computer: How about I corrupt your main drive cause you dared to make a mcdf file to gpose? 🫠 this on top of other life stuff has me this close to giving up.

I had to get a new phone number and all the calling I'm having to do to get into accounts that have my email and can just send codes there is making me insane.

Stephen being called the busty bird has been living in my head rent free all night.

A Man of Magitek, No Matter The Size~ Trying to actually... splash a touch of fun in my gposes again. Have some Papa Stephen as I go through the others. #daltongpose | #elezen

I am... so tired of being beaten down and ignored. I'm going to try to love myself this weekend.

Work was hard today... but hair got cut for development reasons. Also making a custom idle so I never have to pose the signature pose is so helpful. 😆 #daltongpose

I'm almost done with my first week of my new job, it has been going amazing but being home I'm just laying in bed cause my back hasn't adjusted lol. But I'm happy here~ it gonna be a good place for me.

I really need to properly gpose when I'm home too. I need to share my boys more~