Thank you so much to the people who helped us out either financially or just by sharing 🥹 It means the world to us!

if you would like to help us, after we get back from my spouse's specialized MRI, we're going to have like... Nothing my work assignments have been absurdly awful, & my grandmother just told me she can't help with what she was anymore. im beyond stressed & it's not helping my spouse's condition.

This one kinda flopped but idk I still like it

Also, I draw sometimes

Update: MRI appointment is this week but we are still a little bit short since we also have to pay for gas to drive all the way to BC for the appointment 😖 Reminder that your American Money Dollars are worth a lot more in CAD, so any amount helps! www.paypal.me/lottieblix

Here have a selfie! found this kickass skirt that worked really well as a Calgary Stampede outfit (ignore the jeans I was too lazy to take them off) Unfortunately we are too broke for Stampede and also I am too injured so it’s not a good idea anyway lmao www.paypal.me/lottieblix

Update: MRI appointment is this week but we are still a little bit short since we also have to pay for gas to drive all the way to BC for the appointment 😖 Reminder that your American Money Dollars are worth a lot more in CAD, so any amount helps! www.paypal.me/lottieblix

I feel like I need to be posting here more often, as I am starting to see a rise in the kind of viscous ableism and eugenicist rhetoric I tried to escape by leaving twitter. Every day feels like I am bombarded by messaging that my life has no value. That disabled people’s lives are disposable. That

Thank you to the people who have helped us out time and time again. I genuinely don’t know how to express my gratitude. I am overwhelmed by it. To be clear though, this was directed more at my family. I don’t want anyone on here who has supported us to think they have ever made me feel this way.

I only have two settings

Once again gonna have to ask for help because I desperately need an MRI and not only cant get one until 2028, but I need a $1200 upright MRI (which my province doesn’t have) because my vertebrae are very likely pressing into my brain stem which is very, very bad lol www.paypal.me/lottieblix

Could still really use some help here. Trying to transition so that life in general (including working) isn’t so brutal and demoralizing, but we’re fighting an uphill. Not to mention having to neglect our overall health just to pay bills is so counter productive. Reminder USD is worth more to us!

it feels frivolous right now considering we have essential meds and expenses coming up, but i didnt cancel my facial laser consult that's today, because im losing my mind so often from dysphoria lately consult is free, but the actual appt later will be $100 ish CAD. while i'd normally put that off,

I feel terrible asking for more but we are in that awkward position where we could either just survive for the month but ultimately end up back in this same situation next month, but we’re so close to having enough to actually get on our feet and not needing help in the future 😫

the people who fear being old and out of touch must embrace the delight of saying something like "six seven" to a teenage family member and making them so mortified that they have to leave the room

there is likely a set of new upcoming expenses as well since my spouse had a bad flare up yesterday, and there could be new meds & medical items we will need- so if you see this and have even a few to spare or can boost it, it would mean a lot!!! (also USD->CAD means your help goes 35% further here)

for reference, what we have received so far will make our essential expenses come less down to the wire, and help us manage a few expenses for my spouse's health stuff and 2 of my upcoming appts. it's not enough for me to feel comfortable trying to go to the dentist yet though, among other things.

thank you to everyone who has helped the last few days... there are a few things we are quite relieved about, & as stupid as it feels, a bit lower stress meant i was able to get more work done yesterday. there are still 5,000,000 things we could use help to catch up on, but it's a meaningful start.

Thank you all so much 🥺🥺 We are still a long way from getting our feet under us, but even a little bit helps us get through another day and maybe inching a little closer to stability More than anything, I would like to once again be in a position to help others. I hope to have the opportunity soon

thank you for the reposts so far! we could still use some help though. things are pretty dire at the moment. thank you 🥺

idk if anyone remembers I exist but my wife and I are really really struggling right now and could use some help. any help rn would make an enormous difference. also USD to CAD conversion rates are really high so a little goes a long way 🥺 www.paypal.me/lottieblix

idk if anyone remembers I exist but my wife and I are really really struggling right now and could use some help. any help rn would make an enormous difference. also USD to CAD conversion rates are really high so a little goes a long way 🥺 www.paypal.me/lottieblix

Random but just wanted to say thank you to all the people who supported me over the years. You kept me alive when I was otherwise completely and utterly on my own. I feel guilty for falling apart so thoroughly that there was nothing left of me to give, but I am grateful to still be here.

Was catching my wife up on the current Gork comedy and realizing that all of the replies I bookmarked have since been deleted and she says “All my Groks gone… like tears in rain…”

Thank you so much for the help and reposts 🥺🥺 woke up today feeling slightly less terrified and wife can get at least one of her medications now 🙏

In memory of all our lost transgender friends and neighbours. 20th November, The Transgender Day of Remembrance 亡くなった全てのトランスジェンダーの同胞たちを偲んで。 11月20日、トランスジェンダー追悼の日

Friendly reminder that I did not disappear out of lack of appreciation for the support I had. I disappeared because I was *that* fuckingsick, and even the incredible support and community I did have was not enough to contend with my illness.

It’s Trans Day of Remembrance, and if you want to help some trans people survive, my wife and I could really use some help right now. Currently we cannot afford our HRT, among other things. My wife has rationed and skipped her HRT for months so that we could afford food. gofund.me/e6ea47aa9

I hate asking for help but we are fighting so hard to keep our heads above water after being royally fucked by circumstance and peoples bullshit. Any help at all would be appreciated.

lol imagine going out like you’re in a Monty Python skit

What if I just showed up again out of the blue one day except I was a boy haha that’d be crazy unless….

they’re saying his face did this in his final moments waow

I am looking to chat with people who have been disparagingly featured in Zack “Asmongold” Hoyt’s content. I would like to see how this affected you, especially if you can provide ample receipts and clear timelines. Please signal boost this anywhere you’d like, as I’m not on Twitter anymore.

I AM MARRIED!! I’m a real wife guy now, apparently. I am also the most cursed human on the planet and a million extremely bad things happened and we still need help 😭

Reminder that I am more active over on my art/ffxiv account these days if anyone remembers me! lol

I AM MARRIED!! I’m a real wife guy now, apparently. I am also the most cursed human on the planet and a million extremely bad things happened and we still need help 😭

Getting married in 3 days!!! Still could use some assistance. we forgot we need gas to get to our location and money for marriage license 🤦 lmao Thank you again to everyone who helped out so far. You are actual life savers (both mine and my partner’s)

Boosting once again in hopes of feeling my stress levels decrease even further lol Still a ways to go! My sincere thanks to those who have helped us out, although those words seem deeply inadequate when compared to the immense gratitude and relief my partner and I both feel. gofund.me/ef3c353b

To be a bit more specific about why I haven’t been around lately: I have an autoimmune disorder that was exacerbated after my single covid infection. It is attacking my joints and connective tissues, as well as my organs and moisture-producing glands.

Boosting once again in hopes of feeling my stress levels decrease even further lol Still a ways to go! My sincere thanks to those who have helped us out, although those words seem deeply inadequate when compared to the immense gratitude and relief my partner and I both feel. gofund.me/ef3c353b

Thank you all so much for the support! We are actually getting closer to making this decade-long dream a reality 🥹 Thank you so much! Please share if you can! gofund.me/80f047f8

Once again I must apologize for vanishing, but my body, health, & ability have degraded rapidly over the last 3 years, & it's been terrifying. On the bright side: the love of my life is now with me & we're getting married. We could use help on all fronts. gofund.me/80f047f8

AAA!! Amazing new Khulan piece done by my wonderful friend @lottieblix.bsky.social !! Their work is mostly still on twitter, but I wanted to post this and tag them here so more ppl can see it!!!! Genuinely so grateful that they stepped out of their comfort zone to do a fullbody piece for me!!!!

LOOK WHAT MY STATIC MATE MADE ME FOR FANFEST!! 😭

Circus tent cosplay? I do not own normal garments.

This is basically just a suuuuuper long mens button up shirt, right? right??

I am ✨procrastinating✨

Any ffxiv fanfest goers going to be around Wednesday night?