life has really been beating my ass like i owe it some money or something 😭😭

it's been cloudy and stormy the last few days and i love it so much

the struggle of breaking my glasses and then having my contacts be all fuzzy clearly i've seen enough 😭😭

i should have known it was gonna be a rough life when i felt bad for inanimate objects as a child

my baby is home 🥹

got the call mara is awake and alert and i should be able to get her home today, im so damn worried i just want my baby at home with me

i'm so tired 😭😭

it might be 4am but i don't want to sleep knowing my baby is at the vet in surgery 😭😭 leaving her sucked so bad

this shit really just damn near wrecked my whole day wtf i deadass don't want to deal with anything anymore because WHAT

it's too fucking early to be dealing with men

kinda wanna do my makeup but also really feeling meh

i wanna pull my hair out and scream until i don't exists anymore

i hate being a girl 😭😭 i'm so sick of dealing with cramps

it's too fucking early for this bullshit i swear

lmao well... i broke my glasses in a failed attempt at 'fixing' them 😂😂😭 i shouldn't laugh but like.. fuck

made breakfast only to watch a gnat fly land right in the middle of my food

i swear every time i'm up early my male dog is like 'alright bitch time to argue' like sir please stop yelling at me 🥴😭🥴😭

hearing my friend visiting from out of town tell me there's a very visible weight gain makes me so mf happy 😭😭 i've been trying for AGES to put on some healthy weight and we finally on track

spent all day yesterday looking at areas and i'm gonna see about doing the same today because im not JOKING i wanna move next year

trying to end this year by taking better care of myself and not being so mean to myself and it's been lowkey really nice

you know it's a good ass nap when you wake up fully covered in sheet prints 😂😭😂😭😂

sometimes i wish my dog would let me hold her like she's a baby

giddy as fuck today

good morning

i want to read so bad but i don't want to do the effort of reading... and no i don't want an audible, i wanna get back into physically reading im just LAZY

i got myself the cutest dress I CANT WAIT TO WEAR IT

it's weird being up this early knowing i'm going to get breakfast

it's too early for me to be awake hating life and everyone in it lmfaooo

road trip? yes sitting in the car for hours on end? fuck no

i wanna go home and lay down 😭😭😭

i'm so tired of my knee and hip hurting me like please 😭😭

i love the cold so much but i forgot how it makes EVERYTHING HURT

i mainly don't want to deal with men today i'm not gonna even lie 😭

the seasonal depression is really seasonally depressioning this year

i don't wanna be a human today

i wish playing this game on my phone allowed me to listen to music/audiobooks because I GET SO FUCKING BORED WITHOUT BACKGROUND NOISE and no i don't care for the in game music/sound effects

i wanna crawl in a hole and hide from the world for a bit

finally time to smooookkkkkkeeeeeeeee 😶‍🌫️😶‍🌫️

Cinnamon toast is my comfort food I think..

i really really really wanna read a good why choose reverse harem SO BAD but i don't even know where to start looking

i need to really lock in and start really researching because i swear i will not live in this damn town for (hopefully) another year

i don't want to become one with the void; i want to become the void

crazy how a year ago i was on here like crazy and now im barely ever on any socials

regularly jealous of my book characters

Yip, yap, yap, yip. 🥲

why is it so easy to forgive people who hurt you and did you wrong but not yourself? asking for myself 🥴

gonna hex myself in a small attempt to be nicer to myself

the seasonal depression is really seasonally depressioning this year