How sarcastic

what's the point of game dev if game is not fun??? I guess that's basically for the money

I am addicted to tumblr like this is my text version of tiktok, doesn't need much attention and nerve-friendly as it does not have that many images and sounds as in tiktok

I needed a friend who point out the way I felt for my ex (before dating) was weird. It was some involuntary incest fantasy of she and her mum, which already indicated a lot of problems

I actively avoid my ethical group online and up to now I feel fine

just a daily check in post

One extremely pain thing about myself is that I understand and organize things with a very different approach. So I am frustrated, because methods taught to me often fail.

I am just a young adult and don't want to emotionally raise a household of 4, of which 2 of them are in their fifties

The sims game is hauntingly accurate in mirroring the gamer's real life preferences. My sim straight up meet the exact same problems in my life and I feel like seeing things

Allegedly I was raised as a boy when I was toddler. One of my grandma would give me boy boxer shorts and shoes. Another never see me as a girl until my puberty, when her attitude swung to another extreme. I was uncomfortable by ideal girl standard so I leaned to the boy standard. /1

idk if this count as internalized homophobia: the moment I recognized I am not straight, I banned myself from physically touching or mentally connect to any same-sex person that I am not seeing. Those acts all seems sexual in my eyes. This has nothing to do with my gender identity for sure.

I was born 20 years too late as a YOUR MUM joke enjoyer

Saw JSA. The gay meter just exploded

Playing Sims4, planned to make a lesbian throuple, failed at creating stage. I got so emotionally investigated that the gameplay became extremely stressful

April 29th, 2026

I enjoy drawing lesbian-coded twink yaoi and disturbing shit. Feels quite lonely in the middle of venn diagram

Here I create a thread to discuss 10059 phobias I have yet I am too doomed to even recall I have them

I don't have anyone to talk about my life crisis so I am starting a daily thread here. April 28th, 2026

THATS TOTOALLY NOT MY BUISNESS but if they come to my country I may or may not feel cringe and sad because they are literally my escape from this extremely suffocating homophobic place. This is hell not heaven mate. Well what can I say, they could have been too gay to even visit here

why are pornhub, pinterest, pixiv and patreon all starting with P ??? Now that I am too afraid to type p in my search bar

Every Miku is Canon

--Ego sum mortis incarnatum--

Me: * reading some RPF smut in which a belly button is mentioned * Brain: NOOOOO THIS IS WRONG BCS THEY'VE GOT NO BELLY BUTTON!!!!!!!!!

crowd of scornful faces #soulsov

WIP Just felt weird...... May come back later to fix the color, details, textures, etc.

Another Brusilov, and a Shishkin master study

Can TV shows stop using Rachmaninoff piano concerto No.2 whenever a russian character feels down and depressed?

happy birthday Joseph

らくがき

Something about CSP annoys me. Why do I have to connect to the internet in order to draw? Bro I bought your full license which did not require subscription. You have no idea how annoying constant confirmation can be, especially when some stupid politicians are banning my VPNs!

Doodle of the day

This was supposed to be a quick color sketch but ended up being a WIP. I am too dead for drawing this at the moment

[ #Gachiakuta ] Treat for Zanka for his first successful mission :)

I read this grid and doubted my assumption of him being male, so I checked Wiki and got a massive spoiler. Folks please don't search up this guy!

Here's a wee #jayvik WIP for #jayvikzinePL ✨ @jayvikzinepl.bsky.social

alleyway meet up

butch breakfast

Am I already too old for this AI age? Still feeling shitty whenever receiving LLM responses from people I ask for information. Technically human and info online can mess up just like LLM agent, so I doubt if I am doing the same thing as refusing to use browser in about 20 years ago. /1

Didn't do sketches for too long and now that I draw extremely wrong and slow. Whatever. School is starting

Played m3wgenics and now I feel like good to go?! Unexpected

[ #Gachiakuta ]

Dare you drink from this cup?

another #janka ...

off topic. but why to straight cis men always have the most dog shit taste in everything. "my favorite anime is solo leveling" "my favorite video games are fifa and call of duty" I should be allowed to bully these people

shit I forgot I took melatonin and just kept drawing

replaying DMMD and just notice this rainbow flag😶

Please, do avoid toxic workplace. --message from Apollo

Major spoiler for Ace Attorney Investigations: Miles Edgeworth 2 happy lunar new year!