speaking of scripting, a friend helped me figure some stuff out for the kuya extra yesterday. im so thankful for having actual writer friends...still gonna have to finish drafting it so i can send it for betaing, but i might actually do the kuya extra after all! the hag! he's so unpleasant in it! :D

been thinking about rei and garu a lot recently so i started writing a script for another comic. its got a lot of feelings in it, but its a pretty long story so i wont actually pick it up before i finish MMM. smth smth persistent garu and a rei who overcomplicates everything bc of guilt send post

#NUcarnival #NUカーニバル #ぬカニ_FA レイさん描きやすい😊

i really should be doing work but theres too much internal pressure to make it good lately.... so i draw nu crab instead

making new stuff for upcoming cons. i sat down the other day with the purpose of drawing something that i think would sell ok and offer variety for my table, but i just couldnt do it. i really just want to draw the same characters i like over and over again but thats not very good for business

it's been actually really helpful to break meddle medicine meliorate into different parts that im releasing separately. it makes me pace myself better, since im just focusing on finishing a small portion at a time. but man drawing comics really is a marathon and it sure feels like it

my nuc doujin is turning into quite the monster... i have 4 extra chapters planned out, one of which is almost finished. the kuya chapter i mighttt have to make really short. i dont really have too many ideas for it... the final chapter is mostly boarded now, im really excited about it...

i was evicted from my last apartment at the start of the year so i was in a rush to move out, but now i really wish i had taken a longer time looking for a better place. my new apartment itself is much nicer, but its farther away from my family which is making me really sad. unreasonably so.

ocs

two aliens slowdancing

Misvil guys in the pyjama meme outfits…

my eyes are getting more and more cooked every year so i cant draw with a solid white background anymore. having such a screen heavy sedentary lifestyle is really tough

🦊8⃣ baby fox

i really want to be able to draw beautiful feet effortlessly. i really want to be able to draw effortlessly period

oc

i want to make oc standees... just for myself.... for morale

if i somehow survive this uni semester i swear i will dedicate the whole summer to getting better at drawing and nothing else

i have 2 cons coming up next month so im gonna try my best to make new merch for it. last weeks artist alley was shameful since i didnt have anything new to offer to people

yaoi jesus or something

my mom came to help me pack up my artist alley table yesterday. i told her she could take a charm as payment. i figured she'd pick one of my uma musume ones since theyre pink and she likes girly things. but instead she went for rei from nuc because "this person has a bird". what do i do.....

....i dont think this is an appropriate thing for a feudalism bot to reblog

they should do a nucrab event with armor. knight armor and horses. sir suckcockalot and stuff

eiden is so funny

speedran through reis new intimacy rooms (theyre very good). the scene with rei being recognized from an old painting and him brushing it off as his grandfather is literally the same plot as a comic i wrote a few weeks ago. i feel very validated

i have to stop drawing rei... i feel im one of those people that gets really obsessed with one character and then just draws them until everyone gets sick of seeing that. it happened with airplane... its happening with rei... im a one trick pony

the highlights on his ass are really great too. but you cant see his lower back mole.... his charm point.... the artists they have working on everything for this game are seriously incredible

is that a body suit with an open back??? come on.... come on nucrab.... youre going to kill me......

🔥8⃣ Protect 🔥Egg

Magicball 🦊8⃣🟣

i feel like recently all the stuff ive worked on has been super serious... i wanna draw really sappy eirei cuddles. no concideration for canon

things to draw in the margins

i cant decide if this timelapse is satisfying or absolutely atrocious

eidens first kiss was bad huh...

Do you wake up in a cold sweat imagining the day your favorite fanartist or fic author deletes all their works and vanishes? Do you get paranoid about entire platforms going offline? SO DO I! Fellow hoarders, I want to share a few of the most powerful tools I have found for bulk downloading media.

hmmm bear with me as i try to put this into words... i feel that looking and engaging with too much fandom stuff is really detremental to my motivation to make fanart. like people are so smart and funny and make such cool stuff about nu carnival, and it gives me a lot of satisfaction to see the

i told my classmate about scripting and sketching out another 15 page comic yesterday about rei and they looked at me and gravely asked "how the fuck are you doing any of this?" i dont know. i just really hope people will not think im cringe for it

i keep writing more and more stuff for nu carni and for rei and im starting to feel really ashamed... could i not put all of this energy into something more productive than fancomics (PLURAL!!!!) for a yaoi game?? but i truthfully dont want to do anything but make comics right now

i dont wanna save this sketch on my puter so im posting it here. abyssal hunter rei

i want to do terrible things to you

The enjoyment that comes from drawing characters over and over doing cool and silly things is the point. It’s playing, and recording it as you go.

Of all the kids I’ve watched drawing stories and comics, not one of them *ever* looked up and said “Wait, I have to keep drawing the same characters over and over?” or, “There has to be a faster way of doing this.”

in the lab w/ song qingshi #misvil

i got referred to as a "super famous artist" the other day and my initial knee jerk reaction to that was "yeah no way". after reflecting on it with my friends they told me im being ridiculous and that i am a big artist. it really comes down to perspective. people like kan and velinxi are big artists

gradient maps are fun

Spa therapy Job🐆 (KeshiEi / KuyaEi / BladeEi / YakuEi )