so, it seems that i'm gonna have to switch to silicone based lube, which i can absolutely say is marvelous ... except for that price, yeesh!

Since we are still in lady appreciation time... femdom from last year (?) with Edna (he/him dude) and a friend's oc....

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i remember seeing somebody raising the question of whether or not shevibe had started using ai images and, uh... they have.

so, it looks like the issue i was having is a mixture of lack of impulse control and temptation… because, given the go ahead to get off? i pretty much lost the desire 🙃

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e levels are down and t levels are in nominal range. the next 4 weeks are gonna be hell if it stays like this...

seems i never updated here, but surgery went well and i’m a week into post-op healing. now i need the healing part to be over so i can fuck myself senseless…

just a little over a week to go and i'm slowly beginning to vibrate. i'll be so glad when this is over

i… i killed my bullet vibe and it was the last vibe i have 😔😢

i think the driving urge has dissipated and now i’m just sort of forcing myself… should probably stop that.

couple of weeks from the final pre-surgical, and I’m both super excited and anxious. they, as it turns out, have to biopsy to make sure everything’s copacetic. annoying, but fair. mostly annoying, tbh…

on another note, dealing with horniness that’s potentially caused by the progesterone? madness, but nice. or, it would be if i wasn’t dealing with the issue that’s causing me to take it in the first place…

bunch of stuff’s happened in the last month, which feels so good. finally got a surgery date and trying to adequately prepare for that. it’s been pretty good 😊

been mostly staying off social media as of late, and it’s actually been pretty good for my anxiety. my main account is full of politically minded folks and i kinda had to dip out a couple weeks ago :/

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doing some plan revising, which means basically rewriting it from the ground up. because i feel like the original wasn't in-depth enough, and trying to fix it would have caused more issues?

lollygagging feeling like a choice

don't know how much of my neighbours being asses i can take, tbh dude was legit down there hammering away at something at 23:00 last night, and his kids are running around now at nearly 23:00 tonight? um?

went to therapy for the sake of therapy today, first time in 5 years... it was just an intake appointment, but it may mean that i can work through a lot of the shit that's been building up in my life

oh boy, guess who was aggressively right 🫠

unrelatedly, i’m still working out project exo, and determined that work the smaller work vans are a solid way to go… now for the rest of everything else…

your failure to adequately plan is really none of my problem, but i guess i’m stuck hearing about it, huh?

i did more planning today, in bits and pieces. my hope is to have a sizable amount written out so i have something i can show my therapist next week. so far, i’m up to 9 usable pages, with 3.5 needing to be scrapped… not half bad, methinks

i had hopes the new neighbours would be less bothersome. i should have known better…

don’t appreciate being treated like a damn piggy bank. my bank account isn’t here for when other people are done fucking up their money and need a cushion to fall back on, thanks

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so, here’s a pinned. you can call me squishy. 37. pronouns are they/them. very queer and disabled. this is vent/groove space to keep clutter of my main. occasionally, aggressively nsfw (there will be smut, some of it cnc/heavy kink).

i need to find an easy recipe for chocolate chip cookies that can be done by hand, since i don’t have a mixer…

a good birb

i think this might be where i put mental health stuff, so i don’t clutter up my main account. so, cute stuff and vent space? maybe?

ah, a nice place to chill. i’m here to protect my mental health.