They say the devil's in the details. Getting my ass back on the path sucks but let's do this. @printinkling.bsky.social from under my scrubs to working out. It's one of my favorite tees.

I may or may not have said to one of my players who is in both games I run: "But what if one of the two games you're in is just a dream, and the PCs just haven't realized it yet?"

@matthewmercer.bsky.social @criticalrole.bsky.social I've been making soundtracks for my players for every Megacity still left in a post-burn campaign set in a futuristic post post-apocalyptic Tal'Dorei set in 2185. #criticalrole open.spotify.com/playlist/4U3...

I cant fucking do this anymore here. Like walk into work an hour in my anxiety is through the roof even with my meds. No one should feel like this at their place of work. I just want...

Robin Fucking Scherbatsky! On my new favorite shows atm "Shrinking"

How does one ask for help when you don't need it for any specific reason but to feel secure just in case an emergency or surprise bill shows up? I've never asked for it at all ever in my 30 years of working. I never thought id be at this point. So much I want to do, but I'm just treading water.

Ya'll, I just got paid Friday, and after bills and mortgage, I have about maybe $300 bucks to my name. No savings, nothing....😥

Well, ya'll the hits keep coming. Hurt my back over the weekend. Took an additional day today to rest up. Currently getting food with bestie with a side copious amounts of medication flowing through me. This middle-aged thing is for the birds...

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Now live from my brain...

This is very quickly killing what little mental health I have left.

I think I've made my decision I will in fact be looking for my next career. As much as I love what I do and love animals. This career path has made my mental health considerably worse by 10 fold. My meds got upped to help but it only helps what feels like a little.

1/3 Need some help folks. I can't do this anymore. I like what I do just so burnt out that I immediately dread coming to work. I need less stress and found more to the point of having to up all my meds just to make it through the day. Please help find a less stressful gig.

Bulking season is over. Back to work, back to work. Oh, wait you're asking about my tee? Ya know I had someone else ask me this very same question on my run today. It's just my nifty "Guillotine Builders Union" tee by my friends over at @printinkling.bsky.social Character member baby!

Drop an album that was important to you when you were nineteen.

Still sitting in front of my TV trying to decide if I should spend the money on BG3 or wait for a sale?

Someone stop me from buying BG3 tonight. I mean should I play it?

I think I've come to the conclusion that I like what I do for a living just not where I do it at. But I don't know if I have it in me to restart all over again. I'm so tired...

What a fucking shit show today. My nero-pych consult fine after though...wtf...I can't win for fucking losing. I swear I don't know why I'm here in general anymore. Nothing ever feels good anymore and people like wasting my fucking time and then don't ask me how I'm feeling or what I want to do.

The regime is once again blatantly lying.

☀️ TONIGHT! The FINALE of Dimension 20: Gladlands launches on @dropout.tv at 7pm ET/ 4pm PT! Starring Brennan Lee Mulligan, Ally Beardsley, Kimia Behpoornia, Vic Michaelis, Oscar Montoya, Zac Oyama, and Jacob Wysocki! 🚐 💨 #gladlands

Breakfast date with cute boys. 🍳

@matthewmercer.bsky.social What if we took Exandria amd brought them into a technological golden age into the far far future and Tal’Dorei truly stands alone with pain they did this to themselves. FYI this is set in 2185. #criticalrole #VoxMachina

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Breakfast date day is a go!

Every Sunday I get up at 5:30 am to play in a delightfully rebellious campaign. So new character and got some PC art made. @artsileo.bsky.social it's better than I could have imagined. One question though... why is he so 🔥? In all seriousness thank you for this stellar piece #indieart #dnd

"Grant them removed, and grant that this your noise Hath chid down all our country’s majesty; Imagine that you see the wretched strangers, Their babies at their backs and their poor luggage, plodding to the ports and coasts for transportation, And that you sit as kings in your desires...

General call to my nerdy queer friends who may also like CR. I am going to be running a Futuristic Post-Post-apocalyptic Tal'Dorei campaign. It will be virtual using Discord and Roll20. I have 3 peeps, but would love 2 more. Send me a quick msg here or over on Discord to chat more. #criticalrole

@matthewmercer.bsky.social What would be the most common last name in Tal'Dorei in a fustistic post post apocoplytic in 2185? Just asking for a friend. #criticalrole

I'm done! I will verbally pile drive these human paraquats into the ground and feel as little for them as I do for 🧊 which is less than zero.

Hey all looking for 2-3 peeps for a game tonight. And nope I am not DMing either tonight. Which is pretty awesome. Theme from the DM: "The vibe is "alien isolation" and "still wakes the deep" on a steampunky train not combat more puzzles and mystery with horror (body and creature)"

No new pictures. Where are you at mentally?

In the immortal words of Marc Bolan... "Teddy's going steady He's a silver-plated poet Loves everyone" open.spotify.com/playlist/6LF...

"Retro Area 51" by sachcraft is $9.99 today shirtoid.com/369129/retro... #area51 #flyingsaucer #retro #sachcraft #sachpica #vintage

@devenrue.com weird question, ever thought what a map of Tal'Dorei would look like if time was sped up into a modern time of technology and magic, and it was 2185, and after another calamity of man, now the land is somewhere between Mad Max and Fallout with like 3 or 4 main cities left?

After running around today. It's gonna be Wilo-type jams and working on campaign/game stuff. Need to drown out the noise.

It's because he's got a can opener as part of his body 😀 #gladlands

1/4 Hear me out I love love CR and @matthewmercer.bsky.social and Co. they quite literally dragged me out of a depression and slow suicide when my mom passed and back into dnd and for fucks sake @brennanleemulligan.bsky.social and I hung out in the same town when we're in college 20 mins away...

Stop scrolling and post two characters who bring you happiness: (I know...I know damn right uncharacteristic of me but it's gotten under my skin in a good way and not once was I in a bad mood after an episode of this. Sometimes good writing is the best medicine.)

Just looked at my bank account I have like maybe a little over $300 to my name. Tomorrow's payday but I'm so fucking tired of living paycheck to paycheck. I've worked so hard my whole life.

My doctor upped my meds today. I hope this really works. I need my brain juices to be right already....

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Apropos of nothing, Dropkick Murphys are playing Crystal Palace Park on 28th June.

And just like I feel exactly like I did when I first got to the clinic. Have 0 in common with the other associates and feel like I don't belong here. Currently fighting the intrusive thoughts to hand in my key and walk out.

Okay, peeps I'm taking the night off as a DM. I'd really love to join a campaign that's just starting up or in the middle. I feel I need some balance atm. As the DMing is a little heavy and playing is super light say 80-20 right now I'd be cool with a 70-30 split. Anyone starting anything tonight?

The meds that were working just fine, keeping my brain juices regulated, have decided to stop working a wee bit early tonight. I think, plus the intense pain from the Celiacs today, has decided to let all the feels just walk right in. But really, who invited you, and could you please leave?

Love when my Celiacs decides today in the middle of work to start being a problem. We don't have an HR dept so I can't really sign up for FMLA and on top of that I'm training someone.

What another crap Saturday. Yay for wasting my weekend again...

I really feel like being a player tonight. Does anyone have a game they need or would like another player for? Even if it's just for a night.

And now on the red carpet, we have Impostor Syndrome. Hey, can you tell who you're wearing? Oh, just the thoughts of being a shit GM/DM and every game has been terrible and my players are just being nice...