whenever i see stuff like this, i can't help but feel it's another roundabout way to keep victims from exploring and elucidating their own abuse and using art as a medium to understand what happened to them. who are you protecting, exactly...

tummy tuesday (featuring new scars) you know, I’m starting to feel hot as a goddess again

today I feel really regulated. A boring feeling until I consider how rare it’s been to feel like this in, the last six months? last eighteen? it’s been so rare up until now. to feel so self regulated is fucking huge for me especially given everything

my trip to naarm felt so healing. to be held the way I was felt so restorative, my partner showing me again what true love & care feel like. but back home, suddenly that felt like a dream I’ve been rudely awakened from. back up here i feel unloveable and repulsive again. back to feeling disgusting

on the coach back to Gadigal after a transformative week in Naarm, couldn’t be more excited for what the future has in store, to discover who I’m gonna get to become.

CIA 🤝 Your toxic ex Sowing dissent in leftist spaces

having fun with fallout 1 again

I really need to visit naarm more often. can’t forget I still have people who care about me here

felt pretty here

being held in just the right way and realising oh god I need to be railed so goddamn bad

I GOT THE ADHD DIAGNOSIS

serving way too much cunt just for an XPT ride

maybe i just need to get slapped and praised for taking it

*nuzzles you* will you hit me? *nuzzles you* will you hit me? *nuzzles you* will you hit me? *nuzzles you* will you hit me? SMACK ....*sniffles* will you hit me?

I’m actually so happy to be getting my self esteem back already Thanks EMDR or seroquel or whatever it was that caused that mental shift after Friday

did not expect the EMDR to already be giving me back my self respect. well either that or the seroquel I just started

With more people getting the opportunity to play Metal Gear Solid 4, it means more people will understand one of my favorite posts online

Mrroww streaming warthunder sooon www.twitch.tv/justvalliam 🩷's & 🔄's appreciated :3 #transgender #tgirl #altgirl #goth #twitch #warthunder

more fucking machine antics the rest is in the link in my bio x

huge win moment; I used the bleach I’ve been trying to resist drinking to clean my bathroom instead we’re so back and hopepilled chat

Silver Deadlock is Catra from She-Ra except all the character and personality has been sucked out with the kind of magnets they use in tokamak reactors. Catra was a true hot mess. Silver is so nonchalant, idk my dad has more emotional depth dude

even if no one else sees it, tonight I find myself beautiful and feminine in all the ways I ever wanted to be, to me that’s the important thing to focus on right now. I’m beautiful and worthy of love and respect

so I have a fansly now, 232 pictures and 20 videos uploaded, for $8 a month. you should buy my stuff :3

on twitter when I post poetry or talk about the pain I’m feeling, crickets. but when I post/repost guro, almost as a vent, suddenly everyone’s there to savour over it it has me kinda really fucking angry. bunch of cunts ready to jerk off over my corpse

“yeah I didn’t think this top would become so see-through when soaked with sweat! awkies! 😅”

flexing topless

not to tease anything (that’s exactly what I’m doing) but why the fuck does it take so long to upload anything to fansly

pushed myself to show up to the invasion day rally despite everything. if I can do it so can you. everyone who can show up should. there’s still time to get down here

☂️: they made a girl who’s so good at being nonchalant about being yelled at by her dad. hi im trina

why do some men at the gym feel the need to moan so loudly. it's not hot and that extra microgram of gains you get by pushing the boundaries of failure that much is not worth you annoying the rest of us. shut up

sometimes there’s an empty void of despair inside and you just need to fill it by turning on the fucking machine for 4 hours straight

"death before detransition" is absolutely real, but i don't think the folks trying to cut access to my medical care quite grasp whose death it's going to be.

of course puppy, it’s perfectly normal to get hard from being shoved against a wall while being called bullybait

anyone hurting for an album cover

why waste your time putting energy into relationships with people hundreds or thousands of miles away when you could be building dummy thicc cheeks at the gym? Say no to LDRs, and yes to RDLs!

girl who’s a little too excited to be actually going out to be social (it’s only her second time leaving the house for social reasons this year)

the great part about endoscopies is you get to see how fuckable your deep throat is after all what is an endoscopy but an extreme version of somno deepthroat

when even the hospital gown gotta make me look like a tease

deadlifts again 3x120 kg 1x130 kg

this is some kind of core exercise right

since Christmas lunch with extended family two weeks ago I’ve only had the physical company of my dad, my doctor and a couple of counsellors and I think I’m going completely insane How the fuck do you heal in near total isolation

you know what I managed to feel closer to okay this afternoon than I have since Christmas but seeing my GP, she just said “Jen, you look like you’re doing so much worse than when I saw you last, I’m worried” killed any semblance of positivity but I guess I understand what she saw

maybe in certain ways I look good these days and I want to be happy about that but right now idk I just can’t wait to be dead

Sex is cool or whatever, but I would climb mountains for cuddles. I would slay dragons to be held. I would take a Jim Cameron submarine down to the wreck of the Titanic just to be the little spoon.

full moon last night

girl who really wants to die except for when she becomes a little happy seeing how her body looks while undressing

last fish of 2025