sentenced to indefinite calisthenics

Physio says no deadlifting next week either Worse, he’s making me do ca…🤢…I can’t even say it…🤢…calistenics 🤮🤮🤮

Damn it, he's gotten around to nuclear weapons. www.theguardian.com/us-news/2025... So, an "equal basis" of testing nuclear weapons with Russia and China is probably about what we're doing now with some advantages (eg, access to fusion burn)... 1/2

I’m a trans woman. My father (who was once a conservative), my sister, brother in law, nieces and nephew, plus all of my friends & family that I still speak with, all vote. So they are going to lose a lot more than one trans person’s vote. Sacrificing trans people = sacrificing winning 🖕moderates

you know what, I think I’ve finally moved on from, everything I had been failing to move on from in naarm the only downside is that the dark shadow of constant threat over everything was almost comforting because it meant nothing could matter too much. Now it all matters 🙃🙃🙃

Weapons (2025) is really funny cause that one character says “the way he was running…I’ve seen it before…” and all I can think of is

fucking machine + drone mask isn’t it so disciplined, so good at taking it?

10 games to get to know me (ugh Nier Automata should be in this one somewhere actually)

cw SH/sui . . . I attempted two weeks back. When i failed I took a different drastic step that has enabled me to move on & be a lot happier. There’s this weird dissonance, cause rn I feel better than I have in years. But the physical wound still hasn’t closed up fully. So close, but not quite.

oh hey this old shirt finally fits now! hey, uh, why are you staring?

sometimes you get so bored you’ve just gotta gape yourself, you know? also lol @ accidentally turning the toy into a 1.7 kg missile

“yeah it was weird, she insisted on me taking off my shoes and socks at the door when I arrived, but the floor was absolutely filthy! Maybe it’s true what they say about trans women being obsessed with Dark Soles…”

I’m so puppy coded the way I’m literally trapped in a hot car

you know what despite still getting triggered kinda often, it still really feels like. Like it’s actually over. I should’ve been able to feel this several months ago, but no now that I’ve been in gurringai for long enough, it really feels like. I’m safe, & I can finally move on.

irresponsible decisions in the sex shop “if I can make saleable content, this is an investment!”

the rough thing about having nearly five thousand Facebook friends, whether in the alt/leftbook spheres or otherwise, is that you’re statistically far more likely to wake up to the news that one of them has passed just a little bit devastating

progesterone turns me into the bottom from hell cause why do I want to be fucked with the reverse bear trap locked into my face

cw SH humour self harming bodybuilder scares the shit out of their friends by saying “yeah I’m starting another cut”

jury duty fine resolved. God that was a scary 24 hours

I’m underrated tbh

getting gaslit by my dad in political arguments except he’s not a republican he’s a pro-revolution guy who somehow thinks the No Kings protests achieved something meaningful, but also that the Palestine protests here don’t have the support of the general population (?????)

definitely a lot of things about this recording that I want to improve on next time but that sort of Saint Sebastian look of martyrdom is too organic to replicate deliberately and too good not to share

well I used this new fucking machine for the first time and recorded a lot of it, it felt so fucking good i’m like skipping with glee as I walk to go get dinner

sex repulsion gone now I wanna make porn more than I ever have before

POV ur a PBR *drinks you* *drinks you* *drinks you* *drinks you* *drinks you* *drinks you* *drinks you* *drinks you* *Burrrrrrp* *crushes you* *throws you*

cw ideation/lewd how it feels when you kinda wanna hop on the fucking machine but also kinda wanna try that other thing again

getting stronger at the gym is great until the gym session ends and you’re back in the rest of your life, painfully reminded that aside from that new PR life is kind of this hopeless stagnant hell, why the fuck am I even still here

man I didn’t know if I wanted to take selfies in this mirror or clean it, it looks like someone sprayed cum all over it

wake up babe new alter just dropped, bad news though its a douchebag gym bro butch her name is Bronwyn and she’s strolling around the inside of my skull going “girl I could deadlift your main bitch and your side piece *for reps*” god I’d love to make her shut up 🙃

they should invent a kind of Ending-Something-Not-Right-For-You that feels like the left image instead of the right one

Last night I had a guy at one of my dad’s blues jam nights come up to me and start talking about how ChatGPT is his best friend. Talking about it like it was a real person, that was “so insightful about his medical problems”

me and oomf may or may not be naked on the balcony out here and the vibes are unbeatable

me before and after deadlifting my own body weight (shy like 3 kg so not really) for 3 sets of 5

this drone mask rocks man, it’s actually so strangely comforting to wear. I wish it were socially acceptable to wear these in public

heres a crazy idea if u really appreciate someone in yr community you should let them know instead of just talking to other people about her because maybe she doesn't really feel like people care about her that deeply and that the only reason she's still around is to remind people she's still here

I thought moving back to sydney would be healing and instead I became ten times more borderline. love that for me

the lioness does not concern herself with how much of her hair fell out in the shower

💲🏠⁉️🤓🍜🫅🧜‍♂️

love that my dad can watch me lose something like 20 kg in 4 months and still call me a pig while I’m having a massive PTSD episode What am I even here for. I want to be done with this. I want this shit to be over

I gotta work on my calisthenics I can’t be waking up with cramps that agonising just from like, squatting in an alley being forced to huff a girls crotch for ten minutes

dying of embarrassment at how easily flustered I am these days

It's bad out there. For everyone. In ways I didn't even know it could be bad. Everyone looking for work is vulnerable in some way, and deserves to be treated better than this automated, callous, scam-filled, AI-riddled hellscape.

good evening

well I guess I should’ve expected the wave of sex repulsion. seems to just come with the territory

deeply scared for my US friends

going here to get the stilettos that unlock Zandatsu But In Real Life, cause I was just at the gym and I’m gettin real low on electrolytes