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Bought qjj audio drama!! I realised it’s so much cheaper to buy using Alipay online… than using the app 🙄 thanks Ap*le

Going to bed with many well wishes from friends… thank u all for u care me..🥰💕💕 (but also why is everyone still up so late 😂😂)

ITS 12AM HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

I Don’t Feel Loved I Just Feel Upset (angry noises)

I was reading qjj 1.5 hours ago until my friend messaged me and NOW IVE WASTED 1.5 HOURS feeling upset over this 😭😭😭😭😭😭 it’s so stupid aweuuughhhgh

Losing my DAMB MIND

Wtf 😭 im gonna sound ungrateful saying this but 😭 my friend wanted to invite himself over to my house for my bday tmr 😭 when i was planning to spend the whole day chilling 😭 now my plans are ruined im Like maybe it’s an extrovert’s way of making u feel loved but?????? Now im stressed 😩

Feeling cute (read: ranty) might delete later

Overloading on sugar today 🤧

It’s totally out of my comfort zone but recently I’ve been thinking of getting a hanfu photoshoot done at a local studio?? Bc it looks fun and it’ll be something to remember my younger self by in the future 🥺 but there’s a good possibility I’ll hate it the whole time if I do go there 😂

It does seem like in general a lot of us are just having a Time… 😩 just wishing for better days,, stay strong my lads

“I wouldn’t have been able to tell that you’re an INTJ if you didn’t tell me” yeah isn’t that the whole point

The INFP at work said to me “幸好有你，也幸好你是INTJ” I’m like 😂😂😂😂 yeah just trying to not let everyone spiral 😩 in the meantime I’m so close to stop even giving my last 1% of a fuck

I didnt manage to read qjj today because Stuff Happened … I miss u…. 兰舟宝宝.. BLEASE I just need the weekend to come so I can drown in qjj im a simple person it’ll be the best bday ever 😭

Tbh I’ve been dealing with too much of “people” recently… people and their very “human” behaviours. There’s been a lot of disappointments and nauseating discoveries. Very drained but what else can I do but keep being that unflappable “me”.. even if I have to end up carrying on on my lonesome.

LADS picture to commemorate the first nanyang kopi in my life (I know) 🥺😂

Reading qjj again is starting to making me feel alive again but to the point I have no mood to work because it’s taking time away!!!! From my novel!!!!! 😭😭😭😭😩😩😩

more salmon croissant (w additional salmon) 😤

It’s only how many chapters in but I’ve learnt my lesson There Is A Need to write character maps and Map maps when reading qjj ok

i finally linked my book readlist idk why i never did 🤧

My colleague: sobbing uncontrollably Me: Me: (shit how should I distract her) Me: hey here are 3 suggestions on how u can fuck shit up for our management [: If you solve the problem you solve the emotions right????

I really wanna get my life back in “order” and stop letting certain useless but inescapable parts of life (read: work) affect me as much as it inevitably has for the past while. It’s part of growing up and becoming stronger 🤧

3 years on I’m finally ready to face the love of my life (qjj) again. The story goes that I was too in love with it that I refused to complete it in 2022, bc it was too heartbreaking to think about 😂, and left it at chapter 247. This time I made a promise to myself that I’ll read it till the end 🤧

I had the best burger in my life today 😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩

Reading 判官 during 农历七月，嗯，别有一番风味呀

dessert post teambonding session🍦

I am spoiled by my colleagues 🤧

thousand year peach tree wood & turquoise ✨

Tbh I’ve been in such a lull lately.. there’s nothing I’m thinking of reading and much less drawing, and I’m watching the fire burn at work 🫠 tbh it’s at this point where I want to tell everyone “你是对的” because I don’t owe them a moral compass either like. So done trying to be the bigger person@work

me this one time of the year: 🥰☺️🥹💕🥰🥰☺️💕 me the other 364 days: 😐😐😐😬🥱🫩

made a bracelet for my friend of 10 years waaa can’t wait to give it to them for their bday 🥺 it’s my first time designing a bracelet but I think I did ok 🤪 it’s half ox horn + half crystals!! we have gold sheen obsidian, smoky azeztulite, yellow super seven, citrine, and gold findings!

Re-strung my beads into a necklace chain for my goldfish 🥳 changed out all the findings to silver too weeee

not a big MBTI person but I’ve always tested as INTJ!! my colleagues expressed shock and disbelief once they found out tho I’m like lmao yall it’s not that INTJs can’t socialise or are bad at it.. 😂

I miss the old deviantart community-feeling & how some folks went absolutely over the top with long kind comments on art, we need to bring that energy back man, fuck cringe culture, be free & gush to ppl about how much you love their work

Work tomorrow again…. Snzzz at least it’ll be the end of working on Saturdays in a while..,

青花 hotan jade!! my smol collection of trinkets 🤧

new manager: u remind me of a Ferrari without its engine turned on and I wonder why that is me: guess : D

HES SOOO CUTEEEEEE

I HAD FUN tho but 我今天有多high明天就有多low 😪😪

I ate 7 ikura handrolls today.. and sang 6 hrs worth of karaoke.. I’m ded

Snzzz meeting up w my colleagues outside of work tomorrow.. hope it’s fun 🤧

if you look closely you will find that my baby has got roses in his eyes 🤧 #bjd

I hate working Saturdays wagh it’s finally the weekend 🤧🤧😭

If you think my bjd hauls are for my children.., think again… my real collection in this hobby is no other than. handmade glass eyes….. (I’ve lost count of how many I have at this point) (yeah it’s a problem)

It’s nice to look through old doll pics sometimes 🥺 makes me grateful, that I’m glad to have fulfilled a longstanding dream from 11-year-old me 🤧 (yes preteen sera was obsessed with bjds)

My doll family actually also includes this one called Ciel 🤧 it’s just that he’s a floating head (no body for him!) so he’s like a 0.5 of a doll. Still baby too though- #bjd

An old picture from 2023 - before I changed Ren’s faceup 🥺💕 they are just two mimir 🤧 #bjd

all I need is for a notification to tell me that my parcel will arrive today grrr

I know folks say it all the time but I earnestly, sincerely stand behind: make weird art. which includes the macabre, the uncomfortable, the bizarre, the cathartic, the erotic. and engage with weird art too, please.