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Still accidentally luring? Yeah, apparently I can’t not. Jesus Christ. Whatever, I’m going to sleep lol.

When you’re being pulled by grief spikes, and when they crest high enough, your body can reach for the only fast off-switches it knows. That means the target isn’t the vice. The target is the moment when the grief becomes unlivable.

Bypassing self destructive urges in favor of continuing to create through transmutation as long as I can between rest >>>>>> the alternative

Do you think I have forgotten? music.youtube.com/watch?v=4PgO...

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I’m avoiding it. Fuck. It should be fine. It was unbelievably difficult for me but so much better than now.

There were already so many reasons to be terrified of becoming / being / going back to being #homeless before. There is also the EO that all disabled homeless can be picked up and forcibly institutionalized. And now?

United Healthcare is still killing people. Let's show up and help!

The Cinnabon lady made more money than I’ll ever have and she made it by being publicly racist as all hell *AND* tarnishing her employer’s reputation because she’s known as “the Cinnabon lady”

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Update on Jose: www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8UE5NBM/ Please watch with caution if you are at risk; you will hear, for a short time, Jose screaming because his legs were being slowly crushed as he cooperated with their kidnapping while on the ground. For everyone else, stay and an info update is provided.

While I’m in a clear-minded window of time: I regret to inform myself that a chapter I’ve intentionally avoided writing past the outline stage now needs my attention for the Patreon excerpts to proceed coherently. 🤡 #literaryfiction #autofiction #lolomghelpmeithurts

🧵 I still need help, but am trying to find some way outside of fundraising to meet big basic needs and expenses. Failing that, I’ll continue asking you all to share my request. But I’m trying. Desperately. Meanwhile, I still need these items: www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/...

JWST image of Arp 220, also known as IC 4553. Arp 220 is two spiral galaxies in the process of merging. The merger sparked a burst of star formation in their cores. Those small, bright areas created the six large diffraction spikes. Credit: NASA, ESA, CSA, STScI, A. Pagan Source

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The long list you start building when your referral was to a specialist who doesn’t take your health insurance. Then, you have to find someone not booked out too far. Lol being disabled is a job in itself, in this one aspect, I’ve been trying since Tuesday.

🧵 I still need help, but am trying to find some way outside of fundraising to meet big basic needs and expenses. Failing that, I’ll continue asking you all to share my request. But I’m trying. Desperately. Meanwhile, I still need these items: www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/...

JFC. I hadn’t laughed since having the “what to do once I’m gone” recap with my kid yesterday, but then I saw this. Yes, 🙂‍↕️ I do qualify as a person who gets to think it’s funny in a cringe-laughing way, for every lived experience reason.

#photography #unedited

Still wouldn’t change my principles, regardless.

Agreed. 2016 featured my childhood best friend’s passing, my father’s and then the SA trial. 2020 was going to replace it, but now… 2025 takes it away, from start to finish. If I would’ve known all this would happen, I would have not bothered fighting for my life last time. And the politics?

This is absolutely amazing. #Science 🧪 The proteasome, cleaving proteins into antimicrobial peptides. Biology is a amazing “There’s something that we thought is so familiar and so well understood, and then boom — something totally unexpected and exciting comes out of it.” — Medzhitov

Everybody talking about how Epsteins house looks just like the one in "Blink Twice" and the whole plot revolved around ppl being violated, and then compartmentalizing it (forgetting). Along with the perpetrators doing the same.

I worked on this for 4 months. I processed through every single available interview feat. 3 Stacks, Big Boi, and Sleepy Brown. I annotated 3 books for this piece. I read every article ever written for this piece. I chose the best sources and this is FREE. Will you share this for me ?

Ok after that burst of energy just now, I’m depleted. We need to get groceries very badly, please help me get at least another $50 for that alone as ensure type drinks and such- look it adds up. We are out & have nothing. We need $1300 total BADLY to stay houses etc so anything further is welcome!

Look, it’s not safe to exist here at all if you don’t look and sound like a fully yt American, and even then, the way is cleared for detaining “political enemies” within that population as well. www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8UTw1Fy/

Please share so that there’s a chance someone who can help will add enough that we can order groceries today. Please, I’m not supposed to, but I can go without food while I’m nauseated. I still need clean water. But my kid doesn’t deserve this just because my cancer relapsed and I’m declining.

www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8UTCJ5D/ I wouldn’t have said this is “the real reason”, but it’s certainly one motivation behind it as it continues to expand rapidly and broadly.

Please share so that there’s a chance someone who can help will add enough that we can order groceries today. Please, I’m not supposed to, but I can go without food while I’m nauseated. I still need clean water. But my kid doesn’t deserve this just because my cancer relapsed and I’m declining.

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MINNEAPOLIS: “All I did was step outside as a Somali American citizen, and I got chased by a masked person, assaulted, kidnapped. It was inhumane. If this is what’s happening to a 🇺🇸 citizen on camera, imagine what could happen to your loved ones.”

Anyone can become disabled. Anyone can become chronically ill. Anyone can become homeless. These are not moral failings. They can happen in an instant, often when you least expect it. It just takes one accident or illness to change your life forever.

What was done to #JosePaniaguaCalderon is another instance where I’m asking, why is anyone playing by the rules regarding the individuals accountable? Why haven’t people made THEM afraid yet? Do you really think this won’t continue to get worse and spread further, just as predicted, and as it has?

Where do y’all diabetics prefer to test from? Your ring finger? Earlier, after some confusion in my chart at the hospital and clinic where it said I had diabetes, I was like, “Ok can we just do an A1C to clear this out?” They jabbed my pointer and now, I keep getting mad when I take a screenshot. 💀

I’ll never forget that night, when your presence was starting to make my life feel better than it ever had, right at the lowest point before this one. I glided my tinted lip gloss on in the dark and sent you a photo only illuminated by the muted, yellow floodlight shining into my hotel room.

So nauseated I can’t believe it. I keep waiting for it to ease up but it’s so intense on top of everything rn. This shit is internal body horror.

Scientists Thought Parkinson’s Was in Our Genes. It Might Be in the Water New ideas about chronic illness could revolutionize treatment, if we take the research seriously. archive.ph/9KrlB Wired©️ The Adulteration and Degradation of the Food Supply tinyurl.com/msza244w

Thank goodness for great indie as well as fully upfront and honest journalists. It takes a specific kind of discipline to write succinct, clear articles of coverage on a topic. To use this talent and skill for truth, instead of spreading propaganda, is priceless.

The Poarch Creek Band of Indians has been quietly working for ICE since March More at my Substack open.substack.com/pub/francesm...

Great video about growing up feeling alone while escaping into video games, and losing best friends: YouTube link: “How can I mourn Mario when he’s still alive?” By SableStew youtu.be/rWsViFm-mdw?...

Having fun getting nauseated at the beginning of my hour long Lyft ride to another specialist office. 🤢

Deeply felt