A few years ago I was dating a really sweet guy, absolutely lovely, but I asked that we just stay friends as I wasn't really feeling a more-than-friends connection. Anyway his boyfriend just proposed to him. And I spend all my time writing about queer cannibals. You win this time.

Seeing someone I got along with and really liked over on hannibaltwt, remove me as a follower and start reposting a bunch of H*rry P*tter shit, was not on my cards. I'm going to bed.

My Hannibal Festive Mega Bundle is back! 1 x Artbook 2 x Art Prints (choose from 6 different designs!) 1 x Festive Card #hannibal #Fannibal #Hannigram #fannibalfamily etsy.me/481Maq3

Boba seems much better today, thank god (for both my bank account and my heart). No vomiting, no poop issues, and he's eating again. So it looks like the injections did the trick. (The vet did say they'd kick in by today, but I'm still surprised by the speed of it lmao)

I submitted my claim to Boba's pet insurance last night, and it made me realise that I hadn't updated my address with them. So I just did that, and it actually lowered my premium by like £2.30 a month!? Fuck yeah

Another fic for the WGA server's #omegawillfest: The Boy Next Door Hannibal's neighbours have enlisted the help of a house sitter - a mesmerizingly beautiful omega that gives Hannibal a need to visit his favourite camboy's site more than usual. AU #Hannigram archiveofourown.org/works/734007...

OKAY, PROPER POST. He's very fresh and still quite angry, one of the spiciest tattoos I have gotten 😂 A massive thanks to cheeze who designed this perfect little boy, and my lovely tattoo artist (gc_tattoos on Insta) Now I have puppy Will and kitty Hannibal 💕💕 #Hannibal

I am going to eat some very well-earned chocolate and then go to bed because holy shit I am fucking dead

Boba seems to have a tummy infection, he had a temperature. He's been given antibiotics and something to settle his stomach. He should be better by tomorrow, please cross your fingers for me as if not he'll have to go back to the vet and, to be real, I can't afford that atm

I'll post proper photos and details tomorrow, as I am currently home in a rush to get Boba to the vet (he's doing okay but they want to see him tonight) In true Will Graham fashion, the tattoo was so spicy that his face is covered in blood

Don't mind me just having a panic attack

It's Boba's gotcha day today 💕 It's now been four years since I got him. Not a new photo, sadly, as he's not feeling too well today, so good vibes are appreciated.

I decided to buy some new shoes based on the recommendation of a fannibal who randomly decided to end our friendship before RDC without explanation lmao If I'm going to keep doing small walks, I need better shoes. I have Skechers but they're old and not very supportive.

CW: weight stuff, menstruation So I have been bleeding on and off for the last week or so, worse than I ever have on the contraceptive shot (except for when I was on the TDR, which made me bleed like hell) And the more I bleed, the hungrier I am, and the more I want to snack

Tattoo money obtained, chocolates for tattoo artist sorted, fancy salad for lunch retrieved, pyjamas back on Now I shall wallow in pain (my back has been especially atrocious) for the rest of the day and see if my brain will let me get some writing done

Up at 5AM thinkin' about cheese

And then I exercised which triggered the headache to return for the last 5 hours I jinxed it

Although I'm not sure he's 100%, he's definitely better today! No weird poops or mucus, or going to the litter tray repeatedly. So I'm just keeping an eye on him. Wouldn't surprise me if he ate an insect or something and upset his tummy.

My tattoo is on Thursday, and as my tattoo artist is leaving to go live in Scotland, tomorrow I'm going to go on a little journey to try and put together a little farewell present (as she'll have then done my 5 favourite tattoos) So, FANCY CHOCOLATE SHOPPING

He won

I love Honey dearly, but after my walk I got a really bad headache, and I'm in a lot of pain so he can't come on my lap, so as a result he is HOWLING, which is killing my head

#Hannibal sketch! ❤️

No caffeine withdrawal headache today!!!

CW: Food Five portions of "Cajun"-seasoned fried tempeh, garlic tender stem broccoli, and mashed sweet potato!

CW: Food 10 more pieces of tempeh in the air fryer and then they're all DONE I only seasoned one side of them because the seasoning is so heavy lmao Mashed sweet potato is done, just gotta cook broccoli and then assemble these bad boys

LOOK WHAT I C*MMED FROM FAWN 🥰🥰 My #Spacecannibals babiiieees Adam is so cute and distraught, and Hannibal is so sweet to comfort him* #Hannibal #AdamRaki #HEU

Going to bed at 7PM, is it seasonal depression? Regular depression? Boredom? Disabilities? It's a mystery! But I'm going to try to force myself to read in bed.

CW: weight loss journey Day one on Wegovy in summary: I am not as ferociously starving as I have been recently (which I think has been caused by menstrual issues). But food noise is very much completely there. Ate all my meals just fine, and a couple of snacks.

Boba has had a bit of a poorly tummy (soft stool, a lot of mucus and going to the litter tray a lot) so I'm a bit worried. Keeping an eye on it, but if it isn't improved by tomorrow, I'm going to book him in at the vet.

I'm on day two of zero caffeine And I just read that caffeine headaches (which I've had for nearly 24 hours now) can last for... UP TO NINE FUCKING DAYS?????? just kill me

CW: weight loss journey Definitely no food noise suppression yet from the Wegovy 😂 Though I don't feel compelled to snack, and it's early in the day and I had to buy ingredients so thinking about food is pretty normal I think No side effects though which is great!

I know that Hannibal Lecter would like me because I am pure of heart and round of ass

𝘐’𝘮 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘮𝘶𝘳𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘥, 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵? 𝘙𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵? 𝘖𝘩 𝘑𝘦𝘴𝘶𝘴. 𝘈𝘮 𝘐 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘥𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴? - - You can read the rest here. archiveofourown.org/works/633568... Although it isn't quite finished, I think my fellow Fannibals will be satiated for a time, at least. Adore you guys. See you in the next. #hannigram #mafiaau

Woke up at 4:44 With the same headache I fell asleep with 😭 I don't think it's the Wegovy, I think it's because I managed an entire day without any soda (AKA caffeine) I'm not sure whether to keep pushing through, or just restrict myself to like a little with dinner

CW: weight loss journey First Wegovy shot successful! Decided to go for the stomach, I was extremely nervous, but I didn't even feel the needle, literally felt like absolutely nothing.

I love Hannibal very much, but right now I am projecting my bizarre, rebelling-against-depo-provera period suffering onto him, and I hope he curls up in a fetal position and cries

There is nothing sadder than running out of squash and being forced to drink plain water (But I have successfully drank zero fizzy drinks, and nearly hit my 2 litre water drinking goal, so I am sad but POWERFUL and HYDRATED and okay also a little HEADACHEY)

My usual anxious waiting mode has actually resulted in productivity today instead of just being stuck in stasis. I've been pootling around the house washing all of the cat's stuff, doing a bit of organising, and generally just trying to be useful to distract myself.

My first fic for the WGA server's #omegawillfest: Bidding Hannibal wins Will's virginity at auction... or at least he thinks he does... Feat #Hannigram... Nigel... Markus... and Duncan... 0_0 archiveofourown.org/works/733998...

CW: Food In happier news, I bought some tempeh today to try with my meal prep for next week! (Going to use a sorta cajun-esque seasoning with it to have with sweet potato mash and broccoli) I've never had tempeh before, so I'm excited!

Someone who has known me for literal decades managed to misgender me, so I am going to make this clear so that no one else gets confused 💕 I do not identify as a man. I haven't done for over 3 years now. I am non-binary. My pronouns are he/they. 1/3

CW: weight loss stuff Tonight is the night First Wegovy injection before bed (a lot of folks recommend it before bed to help get through any initial side effects) Very excited but nervous aaaaaaa

I dreamt that I was shopping for and then cooking big, hearty vegetables There was a turnip the size of a large pumpkin It was a very cosy, autumnal dream

CW: Weight loss stuff Tomorrow is the day And I still can't decide if I want to inject in my thigh or my stomach Stomach - Pros: Fattier so easier to grab for injection Stomach - Cons: Anecdotal evidence people claim it increases nausea

CW: weight loss Food noise is driving me fucking NUTS. I can't believe how bad it is right now, so much worse than usual these last couple of weeks, and not easing up at all Sunday night can't come soon enough. Praying I'm one of the lucky ones that Wegovy works for immediately

I am disabled and chronically ill And in the next couple of weeks I am: -Starting injectable medication with notoriously unpleasant side effects -Getting a tattoo -Getting a flu vaccine I AM GOING TO DIE

My review of Black Phone 2: Take a drink every time Finn smokes weed to get absolutely fucked up

I had dinner, then ate some snacks because apparently my body just fucking CRAVES food right now, and it's not even 5:30PM and I already want to go to bed Is it depression? Is it grief? Is it boredom? Is it exhaustion? NOBODY KNOWS

not now kitten, daddy has a caffeine withdrawal headache and he's going to make it everyone else's problem

Still fucking bleeding and I am not happy about it I wonder if that's why I feel so sodding hungry