0 ——— fool.

I am lost in a void with your ghost and our memories.

so , if you are too tired to speak , sit next to me , because i too , am fluent in silence .

Just because I carry it so well doesn't mean it's not heavy.

Not among the Nameless. Really, it’s only Mr. Yang and himself— Ever since he was left here with them, the roles to keep an eye on the other man had quietly fallen to the two of them, if not mostly the older man just to keep the Express’ Guard safe. Even then, it’s only been recently where he’s +

“They had their fill. I only added to it so that 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦,” a pause— Letting that linger for a moment. Almost reluctantly looking back to him properly as the…. Older. Glanced down to the bowl between them. “I wouldn’t be forcing it if you would actually eat. Me. Yang’s kept me informed of the +

Once again, Blade’s reaction was met with a steady gaze— And another small, vague shift if his weight from one foot to the other, fingers twitching around his bicep with that usual urge to reach for something- anything- whenever he had that intense stare on him. “…. I heard you say that +

“I could always make it a rule.” Whether or not he’s serious about that, he’ll have to figure that out on his own. Dan Heng’s expression doesn’t exactly give away anything, though. Standing there, he shifted his stance and slowly lifted his hands up to cross his arms- taking a few small steps +

tonight, something's hanging off of your tongue.

☆ : I say that with all the love. I’m gonna punt him into the sun ☆

☆ : I want to punt him into the sun

While that may be, it isn’t exactly like the Vidyadhara feels much better about their arrangement, despite having agreed and vouched for him like he did. Even if he himself isn’t cornered, it didn’t mean they weren’t unfortunately in the same situation. “And I said it wasn’t a question. Nor was +

…….. The attitude and question only had him raising a brow. Lips pressed together in an unimpressed look, attention going back down to the bowl then back up to the other. For once, he’s…. Not as nervous as he usually would be. He feels like Blade’s being a bit— Petulant. “Do you need to ask?”

“That wasn’t a question.” With that, he’s sliding the dish a bit closer to the edge— Closer to the other man. “We take turns on who cooks, between those of us that can. Welt was busy, March and Himeko can’t cook, and you need to eat. Which is why I’m bringing it. Eat so I can take the bowl back.”

“…. You’ve been too quiet.”

…….. He’s coming back with a bowl of Dan Dan noodles. Silently placing it down with a pointed ‘click’ against the table just far enough away from @animafracta.bsky.social. Blade’s not expected to eat, but it’s there since it was his turn to cook.

…. Silent side eye.

✶ DO I LOOK LIKE 𝗛𝗜𝗠 ?

I am doing my best to not become a museum of myself. I am doing my best to breathe in and out.

you're going to carry that weight for a long time.

The rains have ceased, and we have been graced with another beautiful day. But you are not here to see it.

☆ : I HATE THIS GAME

Does it really matter what his goal is when they both know why he’d lash out? As calm at he is and has been, he’s still marastruck. It doesn’t need a purpose to make itself known at the worst times. …. But as long as he stays over there, while Dan Heng stays over here, then maybe he’ll relax soon.

Highly doubt he should be blamed for That kind of assumption, all things considered.

…. It’s been…. Shockingly, relatively, quiet for the past week. Unfortunately, it’s put him on edge.

the words spilled from your worn-out lips spilled like foam.

I have a lot of memories, and I have a lot of sadness. But the two don’t line up. The two don’t line up.

☆ : Well hello there….

I would like to touch the world and not harm it. I would like to be touched and not harmed.

all of my memories and all of the things i have seen will be gone with my eyes , with my body , with me

I have survived everything but I fear that I cannot survive myself

(This never happened before. You don't know what to do. You don't know what to do you don't know what to do you don't know what to do.)

Slow, careful sigh….

XX ——— judgment.

sometimes when i look in the mirror , i still see your face resting on my shoulder

“As you can 𝘴𝘦𝘦, it’s been over with for a bit now. Or are you saying that him just being here is now provoking you?”

Whole-heartedly have to disagree on that.

. . . . He should’ve found something else instead of those glasses that day.

Maybe he should control his temper and ignore the antics of one person. Perhaps be the bigger person between the two.

He can and he will.

i disavow you, eyes corrupted must be crushed.

“Caelus….”

“Who’s to say that it’s not fate testing you instead? Either way, I care not for fate. Not here. That means you too, Caelus.”

“I would advise you to tread carefully with what you do next. Both of you.”

…. Oh. Wait, he might actually have to do his job.

…. Small snort——

° 「 Blade 」 ° 𝘓𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘪𝘵𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘪𝘴 𝙥𝙪𝙣𝙞𝙨𝙝𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩. ° ───────↬❦↫─────── ° ↠ Indie Canon/AU Portrayal ↠ Further Info in Thread ↠ One of the many #GhostsOfJohn

but.. at the end of the day, i don't see the point in being happy about a life that i didn't ask for.

☆ : LMFAO????

☆ : You know, this is very Blade behavior of you.